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@asjohnson6983 Dude. Awesome Amanda. Doing your thing. WELCOME 🤗
@patricekrysztofiak ..Hey long time no see. ☺ How are you and your wife doing? How's the Universe treating you lately?
@patricekrysztofiak ..Hey long time no see. ☺ How are you and your wife doing? How's the Universe treating you lately?
In the process of shifting the business to light work, but it's challenging, especially when you have Mahakali as a guide for this process, she burns everything down for a "restart". This is the fast way but this is very very hard (yes i cried a lot).
I'm finishing up my light work website ( https://www.nightshiftguy.com ) , and i just need to get known now. I have enough evidence and feedback to know that it's all real and magical healing can happen really fast. I am blown away by what's happening during and after sessions. I've been doing healing work on other healers and undercover journalists and they all told me variations of something like "sh*t you are the real deal". That really helped me gain confidence that I wasn't imagining all of this.
I hope you are doing very well to!
- Answer the following questions:
- Name: Luke Nehemiah Ballmer
- Origin:
- Human: Born and raised in Southern California
- Energetically: I resonate with the idea my soul has cosmic "links" that ascend "closer" to Source (relative to the human perspective of "closer" and "further"). I feel I may be living a parallel life as a Reptilian who is serving a prison sentence and was given the opportunity to incarnate through Luke to earn its freedom and serve the greater good. This Reptilian has spent a long time in pure darkness, so it's very well-meditated (as is human Luke). I also feel soul connection with a kind of hammerhead shark-looking alien that is in concubinage on a very high dimensional space ship. I am not certain what this hammerhead shark alien wants or needs, but it feels like a crucial part of my soul connection.
- Cosmic Society: How did you find the cosmic society or become aware of your Starseed or Lightworker nature? I wrote a memoir in 2019 while I was in jail for a DUI. Out of nowhere, I wrote the lines "The love aliens are pulling us towards them with their tractor beams." I had no (conscious) experience with aliens before this and I had no idea where this line came from. I was also pretty solidly atheistic before this jail sentence. I didn't even think about it much for a few years. In 2021, EA's videos came into my life and spoke directly to me. After a few months of watching videos and trying different techniques to make contact, my human became incredibly scared. I felt myself comparing my own journey with EA's and becoming jealous, bitter, and resentful because I didn't know how to make "direct, obvious" contact. I tuned out of the cosmic possibilities and focused only on basic existential questions for quite a while ("where do thoughts come? where do feelings come from? what are viable models of consciousness in any dimension? etc. etc.") So, my connection to the cosmic society is still incredibly raw. I feel I may have had dreams, visions, and telepathic experiences that were alien communications, but it's very hard for me to feel confidence trusting myself in sorting between the thoughts and feelings I know come directly from pure Source, the thoughts and feelings that come from "Hera, the soul guide trying to loosen up my insecurity in this present moment," the thoughts and feelings that come from my highest self, the thoughts and feelings that come from other humans or from their guides, etc. etc. etc.
- Something Interesting: I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 with psychotic features in 2019 when I was 24. I have experienced mania and psychosis many times since then. I self-diagnosed myself with Reynaud's when I was very young because my extremities are almost always freezing cold, so it was wild to hear EA describe her experience with friends who have experienced psychosis and also Reynaud's and Lupus in her book, "You Aren't Dying, You're Just Waking Up." It's strange to say that I felt EA talking directly to me through the book, but I know that pure awareness of Self has that power. My passion is pursuing truth and goodness concurrently, because how can you serve the highest good of all beings if you don't pursue the truth too? I met a physic reader who used to work for the FBI and she did numerology, a card reading, and a healing for me. She gave me these really staggering cosmic compliments involving soul missions and the rareness of humans like me. I forget the specific titles that she saw I had perhaps because I have a really hard time accepting compliments from anything except pure Source consciousness. But anyway, I guess that might be a talent of mine? No idea. Anyway, stoked to be here!
@luke-n-ballmer Welcome Luke. Yeah. Some of us have some reptilian energies that we are connected too. Shadow work, lol. Only beneficial if we need to create some chaos. 🙂 I prefer my lighter aspects. Lyra ❤️ 💡. Thanks for sharing that. Those energies can be dark for sure.
@nickq1233 Thank you for your response, Nick!
What do you mean by, “Only beneficial if we need to create some chaos”? Connecting with my reptilian energy is new for me, and I too tend to prefer my lighter aspects! How would I know if I needed to create more chaos?
And what do you mean by “Lyra”?
I do apologize for my “beginner questions”, if they are such, I feel very new to this.
@luke-n-ballmer Hey Luke. I was just making light of the darker Reptilian energies. I have some too. Like you mentioned they reside in darkness. I had many experiences with that energy before my awakening. Sometimes it’ll surface to this day. The emotions attached to that energy are anger, aggression, destruction, violence etc. Great for competition and if you need to fight your way out of something but not good if they stick around longer than what serves us. Balance in everything I guess. Gotta love all aspects of ourselves, light and dark. When I refer to Lyra , I’m referencing to my galactic roots. The star system in which my ET origins are rooted. Some Reptilians and Lyrans have a long history of battle. Lyrans are made up of attributes of light 💡, some reptilians, not all are Draco. Draco ETs have no light. There are many star systems that we come from. Some starseeds are Lyran, others Pleaidean, arcturian, Sirian, andromedan etc. Do you know your starseed origin ? We can have elements of reptilian energies that surface even if we’re from other star systems. They come to surface in the way of attachments, imprints, implants, tags and other bondage to that energy. We can have walk ins come into our human vessels too where you can share two perspectives in that way. If you have any specific questions ask away. Lots of good resources in the EA community. Especially if you’re just kind of digging into everything. We all come from that perspective at one time or another. Feel free to post anything specific in the General discussion or any of the other topic areas.
Ah! Thank you for this illuminating clarification, Nick!
I feel like I understand very little about my starseed origin! I've felt most connected to my reptilian side, but I don't feel too sure how to channel or commune with this part of myself, or any other (besides the human)! Would you be willing to refer me to beginner instructions on how to get in touch (and stay in touch) with my starseed origins? I look forward to posting more in the future as well 🙂
@luke-n-ballmer Definitely. A couple things. There’s kind of a road map for this process. When we start our awakening journey we typically stumble around until we find our path. Luckily EA has this forum where we get to expedite this process through information. If you want to nail down your star origin there’s a way for someone with psychic abilities to read you and let you know. You’d be surprised how accurately too. There are 2 masters on this forum that can provide super accurate starseed origins readings. Federica @f-calandra and Lily @lilynovastarseed. I believe Lily isn’t doing one on one readings at this time but pretty sure Federica is. If you have a chance to interact with Federica you’ll pick up on how special she is. A starseed origin reading will provide the basics of your galactic history and roots. You may get information about your guides too. Information is useful but we need to do some work to activate our innate energy centers and abilities. Lily has a really awesome YouTube channel where you can follow along with her guided activations. I’ll post an example here from Lilys YouTube https://youtu.be/j7CZW-mH_FI This video is an example of a guided Sacral chakra activation.
You just do this for the other chakras too. Root chakra, sacral, solar plexus, heart, throat, third eye and crown. We have to re activate these to get our clairvoyance, telepathy, healing abilities, activation abilities and all that stuff back. Third eye being the first one that you want to activate in my opinion. That way you can receive psychic messages and channel information more effectively from your higher self and guides. As you work your way through the activations, ie…chakras, merkabah, dna, crystalline you may get stuck because you have an attachment or blockage and that’s where someone like Patrice @patricekrysztofiak comes in. Especially for the reptilian energies. He can remove attachments, blockages and repair leaks in our energy field. You will release trauma through this process gradually. In a perfect world, you do these things and you find your star origin, your ET family race and heal your trauma, clear attachments / blockages and activate your chakras, merkaba, dna, crystilline and you’re all set. All abilities back and ready to thrive in the 5D energies. You’ll make the conversion to crystalline and you’ll be anchored fully in Christ Consciousness. The most simply as I can communicate the process. Lol. Feel free to probe into areas for further clarification. We can go really deep down the rabbit hole if you want 🙂
Thank you, Nick! I would love to get in touch with @f-calandra and @patricekrysztofiak however I can.
As a brief example of how out of my depth I feel, I just completed the first “Spirit Guide meditation” I saw on Spotify. My inner dialogue first presented my spirit guide as Mother Mary, then as my favorite childhood Pokemon Rayquaza. Finally, the name “Azazoth” arose. The name had come up before during meditation, but I don’t remember much. I just spent some time Googling and was unsurprised to find out Azathoth comes with some dark energy baggage LOL
So! Is Azathoth my spirit guide? 😛 my thoughts even suggested I was Nyarlathotep for a moment! I’m very familiar with living in dark energies after so many years struggling with self-love, hell-realms I felt duty-bound to make as horrific as possible for myself alone, seemingly infinite karmic debt, and dreams in which I wake up screaming! Anyways, hahaha, I do feel quite happy to be finding validation, but I guess I worry if I accidentally wake Azathoth from his slumber my family will be mad at me LOL
Thanks again for your rapid and helpful responses!
It is not uncommon for people to have "dark guides", that is absolutely normal and part of the process. You can ask them to leave your 'team".
Thank you! Why wouldn’t I want “dark guides” on my team? Are they only trying to limit my growth and feed on my energy, or do they have anything beneficial to offer me that I could use in the service of all beings highest good?
I suppose I’m curious why Azathoth would come up in my guided meditation if they weren’t my spirit guide? Would you suggest I keep “clearing” my team of “dark guides” until a “purely benevolent” guide presents itself? I feel very connected to Jesus, Buddha, Patanjali, Ramana Maharshi, Yogananda, and countless other beings who have typically been described as “benevolent,” but even Jesus said “I come not for peace but with a sword”!
Thanks for assisting me on this journey 🙂 I love humans and I love peace but I seek truth concurrently because I’m not sure how to become my best human self without it!
Thank you! Why wouldn’t I want “dark guides” on my team? Are they only trying to limit my growth and feed on my energy, or do they have anything beneficial to offer me that I could use in the service of all beings highest good?
I suppose I’m curious why Azathoth would come up in my guided meditation if they weren’t my spirit guide? Would you suggest I keep “clearing” my team of “dark guides” until a “purely benevolent” guide presents itself? I feel very connected to Jesus, Buddha, Patanjali, Ramana Maharshi, Yogananda, and countless other beings who have typically been described as “benevolent,” but even Jesus said “I come not for peace but with a sword”!
Thanks for assisting me on this journey 🙂 I love humans and I love peace but I seek truth concurrently because I’m not sure how to become my best human self without it!
I don't know, I read that somewhere a long time ago. I still haven't met mine (I don't think i'll meet them and that's ok, that's part of my experience here), they have been very discreet 😀
You would need to find a specialist in spirit guides.
I basicallly mostly transmute the dark stuff and reveal/unblock people's gifts. For the rest I just get glimpses of information that helps people find the right person/healer (I can't do everything, this is team work and that is how we'll get to unity again! ).
patrice
@patricekrysztofiak 😀 Thank you! That makes sense to me! I have worried so much that I’ll never meet my guides or have “cool” visions or experiences here on Earth! I’m trying my best to let all that baggage go and the grace and gratitude with which you embrace your mission is inspiring for me 🙂
I’d love to learn more about how to transmute my dark stuff with your help! Would you be willing to recommend something for me or offer me whatever kind of help that would also serve you? 🙂
Thanks again, Patrice!
I'll send you a private message with a drawing of what blocks your "visions" ( I don't know at this point how you will receive the information, it might be visuals, audio, thoughts, synchronicities , it's always a surprise ! ). But I would believe you are clair audient of the right ear 😀