Hello again, beautiful beings. Today, I’m going to bring you a little bit of quantum knowledge and this has a lesson to it as well. It’s simultaneously a really cool story and a really important lesson, especially when we’re moving into the quantum realm, into 5D consciousness. Not only do our sensitivities begin to get a lot more intense, but our abilities to manifest also get much more intense as well.
This story actually comes from a previous client of mine. Just the other day, I had a masterclass student who said she had this weird fear within her family and if I could take a look at it.
So I dive into her Akashic records and her past lifetimes. I asked for the most significant past life to emerge and I got this really intense, but also seemingly normal past lifetime in the dark ages, medieval era somewhere in Europe. She was also a woman in that lifetime, had two sons four and six, and a husband. They all lived in a really cute little village, a little tiny cabin sort of home.
She was having a really difficult time stepping into her power and finding her truth wholeheartedly in her role as a mother. Being a mother requires a lot of sacrifice, requires a lot of questioning. Am I teaching my kids the right thing? Am I acting the right way? Am I leading a good example for them?
She really had enough. It was so overwhelming for her to be a mother, to be a wife, to do all of the things, to have this pressure and to not really at the same time know who she is. She was longing for something more. She felt like she had a bigger purpose than what her life presented her. So she decided to leave.
She, without any word, without a note, really, without any sort of signs beforehand, she left her two sons and her husband.
And she really did leave with nothing. She didn’t know what was going to happen. She didn’t know if she was going to go back. She didn’t know if she could make it without her family. She didn’t even know what she was looking for, just that there was something more out there for her. So she leaves.
After about four or five weeks, she decides, “You know what? I love my boys, all of them. And that is my mission. That is my purpose. I want to be a mother.” So she ended up going back to her home and carried out the rest of her life there, quite content and quite happy with the life she had. Never again, wanting anything more.
Of course, at a certain point in time, her sons grew up, they fell in love, they started their own families. By this point in time, they were maybe in their mid-twenties. Her and her husband had really settled into life without kids and it was good overall.
All of a sudden about 15 years later she woke up in the morning and she was all alone. Not only that, but she wakes up in a foreign house, a house she does not recognize. She’s looking around and everything’s different. She recognizes a couple of tools or things she used to have before, but really nothing else. She goes out of her house and there’s no one around. She is literally all alone in this open expanse in the middle of nowhere. Self-sufficient life is completely different for her. Nothing is the same, or what it was even the night before. Yesterday was a completely different life.
Now, when I was observing this past lifetime at first, I was a bit confused. What am I observing here? What am I looking at? What really happened? And instantly the information came to me. 15 years later, she’d hopped into the parallel reality, the different timeline where she left her family and never went back. But she didn’t necessarily consciously choose to hop into parallel reality.
She was freaked out. She had no idea what to think or what to do. She went on like that for about two weeks before she decided to go back to her family. She packed up what she could, and she tried to find and go back to that original village. Now, luckily she wasn’t too, too far away. All the surroundings and the locations were still all the same. She found her original village and her family.
Her husband and sons hadn’t seen her in 15 plus years, so yeah, they were resentful and times were tough, but they welcomed her back with open arms. It was a beautiful reunion, and it was extremely confusing for her, because things were a little bit different than she’d remembered them from the other timeline. The relationships between the boys were not the same as they were when she was around.
I asked her, “Does any of this resonate with you? This is pretty wild, right? This is a once in a lifetime experience where you’re hopping in between parallel timelines and realities.”
She looked so shocked. She had tears in her eyes as she told me one of her greatest fears was waking up all of a sudden her sons were gone – because in this lifetime she also has a husband and two sons. She’s been holding onto that fear for such a long time, she hasn’t allowed herself to flourish. She hasn’t allowed herself to take risks. She hasn’t allowed herself to do what she wants to do because she’s so scared of one day losing attachment and role as mother and as wife. So she clings onto it, not knowing why or where fear is coming from.
And so I wanted to bring this up, not only as an example of being able to hop in and out of parallel timelines and realities, but at the same time understanding that we do this both consciously and subconsciously.
Ultimately, wherever you end up is always chosen by you, your higher self, your consciousness, your soul. Your blueprints were created and written by you. You chose the path you are currently on, but at a deeper level we are also holding layers of limiting beliefs and fears from past lifetimes that are actually creating our reality in the next moment.
How do we avoid subconsciously creating a reality that does not serve us? There’s a couple of steps here.
First of all, you will never be able to let go of fears and limiting beliefs. It’s going to be very difficult for you to be consciously, tangibly aware of exactly where that limiting belief is coming from, whether it’s from your ancestry lines, your childhood, past lifetimes, or even cosmic lifetimes. Just know you don’t have to have all of the answers to transmute. You don’t have to know everything in order to reshift the vibration in your life to be in better alignment.
You need to know what is and what is not in alignment in your life. You don’t need to know the when or the how or the why.
What is it? Is it in alignment or not? And if not, why isn’t it? Why do I feel so attached to being a mother? Why do I feel so fearful around my sons? Why am I protecting myself so much? Why do I continue to reprogram the pattern of I’m not good enough? Why do I continue to lack financially? These are good questions. And they’re at the surface level.
After understanding what the limiting belief is, and that it’s not serving your best and highest good, then you have to ask yourself what would serve your best and highest good.
How can I transition that vibration of lack into the vibration of abundance? Making different choices is always going to allow you to understand what other opportunities are out there. Now, to make sure you’re always creating a timeline aligned to your highest potential, hold the frequency of what timeline you want.
Be very clear about where you want to go and what you want to experience. If you get sucked into the 3D polarity of this reality, then you’re only ever going to be looking at one angle. It doesn’t matter what side it is. Being 5D and stepping into Ascension means being above all opportunities, all choices, all possibilities in order to understand what is aligned to your highest good.
When we get stuck in the polarity, we don’t allow for the new vibration to take place. When we get sucked into all of the little details in this reality, we’re not actually allowing ourselves to be focused on what is going to help us raise our vibration and move forward.
The next time you have a choice to make, ask yourself if there are any limiting beliefs surrounding that choice and ultimately aligning that to your best and highest vibration. As always everyone, have a beautiful day and make sure you are consciously creating your reality by holding the highest vibration that’s aligned to the intention of the life you want to live.