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I would really love if EA could make a video exclusively dedicated to the good reptilians and about what their abilities are and what kind of work they do.
This topic is very important to me. At least two of my guides are reptilians and it's been very hard for my human to accept this when I learned it about two years ago because almost all the information we can find is always about the bad ones and how evil they are. I also highly suspect that I am of that lineage too. It took weeks for me to find my peace with that and stop thinking that I was an evil person.
Since then, I asked D (my Guardian, or if you prefer the guide I'm mainly interacting with) to let me see him, to let me see what he looks like. He talks to me through images, words or numbers that I see in my mind but we've never met face to face. He's been in my dreams before but he doesn't let me see him. And a few months ago I almost begged him to let me see him and I felt his hesitation. I felt that he was careful because he didn't want to "break my mind". So I stopped asking.
Three weeks ago, he visited me in my bedroom at night. I woke up, frozen, and when I opened my eyes to see who was there, I saw that there was a being at my feet but he was holding my bedsheets in front of him, so basically I could only see two hands holding my sheets (lol, it's somewhat hilarious). I tried to grab the sheets and pull them but I was half frozen. At some point, the sheets fell back on my bed and D shapeshifted into a giant pitch-black dog. When I came back from that experience, I remembered that I saw that very same giant dog in a dream three weeks before. I saw one of its eyes: it was a bright glowing yellow eye with a slit pupil. It was so beautiful! Then the dog started shapeshifting into a humanoid form. I woke up before I got to see the final result.
This new information now tells me that D is not only a reptilian but he's also a shapeshifter. And today I started remembering many vivid dreams that I had where I, myself, shapeshifted into different forms.
Part of me is super ok with that and thinks it's kinda cool and there's nothing extraordinary to it. But my human kinda brainf*cked and I don't know how to realign my human and my ET parts together. My human freaks out and try to tell me that I'm making all that up because she cannot accept that D or even myself are reptilian shapeshifters because all the information we can get our hands on is saying that reptilian shapeshifters are evil beings. Now I understand why D was being careful and was worried about "breaking my mind". He was thinking of my human.
So yeah. I would REALLY appreciate if EA could make just one special video to talk about the good reptilians and maybe also confirm that good reptilians can also be shapeshifters. And that starseeds from that lineage are not fake starseeds with an unconscious agenda of darkness.
I know I'm not evil. I'm a warrior. Every single time I remember a dream that involves aliens, I'm on a battlefield defending or rescuing. I've had those dreams since I was a teenager. And lately, they've become more frequent. In the past three weeks, I've been briefed about ongoing operations twice in my dreams. I'm being asked to collaborate. I'm being asked for help because of my specific abilities. Things are becoming insane in my dreams so I know that I'm a good guy but my human is paralyzed and it's starting to impact me.
I need help to reassure my human and I think such a video would be very helpful.
(I apologize for the long message but I wanted to give a context.)
@lane Interesting. I wonder if you were a Reptilian in a past life. My understanding is that many of the Reptilians are malevolent, but that some are benevolent.
I was watching one of EA's videos and she said she once found herself as a tall grey alien, and so it sounded like she was a grey alien in a past life, and I'm wondering if maybe you were a Reptilian in a past life and maybe that's why you're able to communicate with them.
The EA video I'm referencing is a video you have to pay for, so I can't share it. I'm not able to remember if it was a dream or a real experience, but I can remember her talking about being a tall grey alien.
I'd love to see what a Reptilian or what any kind of extraterrestrial would look like. I also wonder where in the universe the Reptilians live. Have you asked where their home planet is, what the planet is called and how they get to Earth?
@coreymatthews I've never asked D where the Reptilians live or where their home planet is. These are not the sort of things we discuss. I've become consciously aware of D in 2015 but in retrospective, we've been talking since 2008. Our conversations are a lot about how to process negativity, how to let go of fear, etc. He's also a total idiot with a crazy sense of humour and when things get too heavy for my human, he likes to pull pranks on me or just say stupid things to make me laugh. Over the years, we've become very close. He's like a big brother or the best friend you could ever have. But he's also a teacher and he can be very serious and sometimes I get angry at him.
I had a very difficult period in 2022 during which I felt very fearful of memories that were resurfacing of me being one of the Controllers. I call them Controllers, EA call them the Elites, you understand that I'm talking about the bad Reptilians. I got a lot of anxiety at that time because I was doubting myself, I was wondering if I was still a bad person and if I was lying to myself by believing I was one of the good guys. Then I started developing fears that I would get stuck on this planet again and fall back into a dark place and never be able to leave this hell hole. I think D worked overtime during that period because I was very vulnerable and felt very unsafe. And I thought that I was losing my mind and making up a movie in my head just to flatter my ego or something like that. Self-doubt is my worst enemy. It really is.
I always felt like Orion was my home. I've always felt a deep sadness when looking at in at night and I always wanted to go (back) there. Maybe that's where I come from. I've read that a lot of Reptilians come from there, so maybe there's a link. I also strongly feel that my people, my team, are stationed around the Moon and in the Moon. That's probably the only thing I do not doubt and it's been a strong feeling and knowing since 2015. I can't explain why, I just know it. My other Reptilian guide, I call him J, is an officer on one of the ships stationed near the Moon. I've always had that image of him in my mind. Unfortunately, I can never see exactly what he looks like, but what I see is definitely an officer on a ship.
Sometimes I feel very alone with all this. Reptilians are not very popular even in the starseeds community, but like D once told me, "We're not all batsh*t crazy". I wish I could become a spokesperson for the good ones because they really have a bad press down here and it's sad because by getting caught up in this, their incredible work is overlooked. But before I can do any of this, I need to sort my sh*t out and I'm currently making a lot of efforts to push away my fears of being judged and rejected to speak up and ask for some help.
@lane I have met people in QHHT sessions whose guides are reptilians, one of them seemed to be white and different from the ones we are used to see. And another person was a very kind and gentle therapist....so I guess we should get rid of certain preconceptions! 😉