I was watching a Q&A video via the surprise me tab and you were talking about this video in it and I knew I had to watch it and wow. I’m so glad I did.
I feel so stuck in my life, like I’m on the verge of something great but I just can’t get there. All of your videos resonate with me, everything makes so much sense. But when it comes to applying everything to my life it’s like my mind literally says fuck no that can’t be you. And I have these aha moments where I have so much hope that I’m finally getting there and then the next moment it’s gone. I can’t break through, I feel like I never will. I have felt so alone in my journey. I feel like a failure to my family because I just can’t get there. I don’t even know where there is! I literally feel like I’m falling in limbo and all these vines are there that I can grab onto but I just can’t bring myself to reach out for them. I know there’s a block in me somewhere, I just don’t even know where to begin to look for it and finally be rid of whatever is holding me back from becoming who I know I can be. Anyway…sorry for the total emotional dump, I don’t talk to others about anything going on with me and with this being an old video I just felt safe enough to let some shit out I guess.
Thank you for this video, I felt it deeply and it let me know I’m not alone in all this. And thank you for all your other videos and your book and podcasts and everything. You helped to save my life when I found your book after a very dark time for me and I couldn’t me more grateful that that ad for it popped up on my Instagram. Sending love. 🧡✨