Hi EA community:). I wanted to open up a discussion on Shadow Work and the darker energies that we may come across during our ascension process. As we all know trauma and attachments can be challenging to clear as we get into our activations. We run into different things in group sessions all the time. It’s a difficult topic because attachments and shadow work is uncomfortable. We are all here to bounce these topics off each other though so I wanted to start the conversation.
Anyone want to share anything on this topic. For me personally, I had dark attachments that were holding me back. Patrice cleared them for me and it changed the game for me. My activations took off after Patrice cleared the attachments for me. Patrice also fixed some leaks in my energy field. I’ll tag Patrice @patricekrysztofiak because this is his area of expertise. Let’s get comfortable with the uncomfortable. Any questions or experiences are requested from the EA community members. Safe space here:) We all have these on some level. Very important topic for us all. ❤️
A little background for those not hip of this stuff. We acquire attachments, imprints, tags, implants and other dense energies that block some of our abilities to activate fully. We may have that last chakra that isn’t lit or spinning the right direction due to trauma or another source of a blockage.
@lilynovastarseed 🙂 Curious your take? “my mentor”
@rainyangel616 For me, I feel the vibration. It’s like, the stronger the vibration, stronger the effect. Get that vibration into your energy field through your chakras or energy centers. Crown/ third eye in this case with headphones. Think of it as vibration not sound. Vibration is what carry’s the “magic”. Think of all these things as energy in motion, us too. Just energy in a mental Universe created by Source. 🙂
Hey Community!
We took a trip to the redwoods late June through 4th of July. I was so excited because the redwoods speak to my soul and it's been some time since I've been back. Unfortunately I started having vivid nightmares each night. One in particular where I was forced to fight a man (he was zombie like/empty) to the death with my bare hands. 😞 I can't remember the 'why' behind him trying to kill me in the dream.
I did two things: unexpectedly, and yet so divinely, drove past a crystal shop where I purchased a Shungite cube to help keep me grounded. And connected with Megan Rose during one of her lives where she directed me to focus on my 10 year old self. I need to spend some time getting to the base of that trauma. I'm not entirely sure how but I appreciate this conversation because it's refocused my attention now that I'm home from our trip.
Hopefully this experience is helpful to others contemplating a downpour of bad dreams.
PS. It sounds like I need to start diffusing sage because I haven't been clearing my crystals daily. I did wash my crystals in the Russian River to cleanse them.
@meika04 Hey Amy. Thanks for sharing your experience. I feel you on the redwoods. It's like we have parts of our soul embedded in some areas of Nature. I feel the same way about Mount Shasta. Like part of my soul resides there. Maybe you're picking up on your Elemental family too when you're in nature? Yeah, definitely cleanse and purify your crystals. They trap so much energy for you, the cleaner they are the better. Just, so you don't have low vibrational, negative or parasitic energies hanging around trapped in the crystal. Sage oil and the diffuser make it so easy. You can even drop some oil on the crystals and smear them all with sage oil. I'm not a super fan of burning sage in the house. That's why I like the diffuser or the sage oil by itself. A glass filled with purified water and a rose quartz crystal help trap low vibrational, negative and parasitic energies as well. Using the element of Water though the intention of invoking Arch Angel Michael to trap the old energies for you. I'm starting to leave my jar full of water now. It really does help trap the energies that we don't want lingering.
This is definitely the time for facing trauma and releasing these types of attachments and blockages. The energies coming in are forcing us all to face our shadows so that we can bring them to the surface and release them. As you mentioned, we may be dealing with past life trauma. Like a death or murder in some cases. The trauma can surface in meditation, in psychic visions, in dreams etc. I had reoccurring dreams about early abductions trauma that I had to face. Lots of things have come up for me that I'm processing. The things that our higher selves are aware of, buried deep in our souls and subconsciously. These energies are as dense as you can imagine knowing what we all can potentially have experienced over our numerous lifetimes or incarnations. Did you win the fist fight to the death? Or what outcome plays out in your dreams and visions? I love shunghite by the way. Wearing it right now around my neck :).
@nickq1233 Hey Nick, I did indeed win the fight. It makes me laugh now. Why did I leave out such an important detail?! 😆 Another interesting tid-bit from our trip; I was gifted a free rose quarts at the store where I purchased the shunghite. Only the rose quarts never made it home. I'm not sure what happened to it but clearly it wasn't a crystal meant for me. I'll get a rose quarts sometime soon.
Thank you for your tips. I'm at the very beginning of my journey and I want to do everything I can to unlock by abilities.
@meika04 Oh good. Lol. At least you’re defeating your trauma. 🙂
Totally how that works with crystals. I’ve had them disappear but never reappear. My favorite Amethyst Crystal just vanished one day. I had to get a replacement. Maybe just not a match any longer. Maybe your rose quartz just wasn’t aligned with you. On to the next rose quartz :). We are here to help. If you need anything just reach out. We have a good amount of starseed on the forum that have been through the activation process. Or going through the advanced stages of it now. Lots of resources here to tap. Reach out any time.
@cssndrk That's so sweet of you ❤️ We all need somebody who will listen to us without judgment❤️🙏Thank you!
Hey, Nick! Thank you for opening up this discussion! I would be so grateful to learn from you and the community in regards to shadow work concerning lucid dreaming and astral projection.
I would love to lucid dream and astral project, but I worry that I have formed the potentially false conclusion that these activities are unethical and generate bad karma.
A few years ago during sleep, I felt my visual perspective (something like my astral body or my soul, I suspect) leave my body and begin to float a few feet above my bed with the intention of spying on an ex-girlfriend of mine who I falsely believed was interested in getting back together. Around the same period of time, I attempted to astral project to a different ex-girlfriend who I also falsely believed was interested in getting back together! As I did so, I saw a pulsating ball of amorphous white energy with three or four shadowy figures looming over it and back at me. These shadowy figures looked like classic 1950s silhouettes of government spies in trench coats and broad-rimmed hats and I felt I knew right away that these were government astral projectors involved in both of our stories. I've done much clearing since then and I have no intention of "spying" on anyone at all, but I still worry about finding out how to astral project and lucid dream for the highest good of all beings involved! Would you be willing to share any suggestions for me? Thank you!
@luke-n-ballmer Hey Luke. Oh yeah, the hat men. Not fun running into them. You'll see them in the astral or during periods of "sleep paralysis". When I was a kid I came across them quite a bit. You'll hear others describe similar encounters. The tool to avoid the lower 4th astral energies is to rise above that plane. If our vibration is high enough, we'll operate on the upper fourth or 5th astral planes or higher depending on our galactic origin and vibration. We avoid all the negative stuff by working on ourselves and raising our vibration. If we are doing thigs that may violate the free will of another person, we may run into these types of energies. When astral traveling we'll have a window of opportunity to invoke Divine projection and to set a clear positive intention for our astral travels. It's that transition period from deep meditation to dreaming that you need to take control. Turn it into a "lucid dreaming" situation where you are in control before you fall totally asleep. I think if we are following good solid moral guidelines, we should avoid the types of denser energies that you're describing. A lot of us our performing missions in the astral at night as well. Sometimes we'll remember but most the time we don't. I've talked to people that have recent memories of leading trafficked children to safety through underground tunnels. Rule of thumb if you're planning on astral traveling or have been involuntarily, invoke Arch Angel Michael to protect you. Before bed just ask Arch Angel Michael to provide a sphere of protection around you. Have the intention for the sphere to be filled with divine white light. Keeping out all low vibrational, negative or parasitic energies, attachments, entities or beings from interacting with you. Allow only the energies with the highest level of love and light to be allowed to interact with your energy. You can do this before bed or any time you need protection. I invoke AA protection every day. First thing in the morning in my shower I ask AA Michael to Crystin my water to purify my energy and I ask for protection for the day as well. I do the same before meditations and before doing any work that will involve exchanging energies with another person ie, healing, activations, cord cutting, galactic root anchoring, readings, channeling etc. It's nice because, as we activate and clear our attachments and trauma our vibration raises so high that we just don't come across anything darker anymore. Out of sight, out of mind:)
Thank you! This is such powerful information and I am looking forward to applying it my journey of awakening and raising my frequency!
I have felt entirely connected to Archangels before (never visually, but entirely in the realm of purely verbal thought and inner “knowingness”), but I have felt a fundamental confusion in trusting whatever communion my soul may be having.
My dad told me in 2020 or so that a teacher named Adyashanti once said, “I know that I am enlightened because I do not believe a single thought that arises in my mind.”
I heard this and I think I took this to mean “every verbal thought, visualization, feeling, or inner knowing arises entirely from ego and should be constantly discarded and forgotten about.”
I still have no idea where the verbal thoughts in my head arise from or where I would like them to arise from in a lawful and loving universe. The verbal thoughts arise in my mind constantly and I usually hear spiritual teachers say something like “be still and do not engage these discursive thoughts.” But I do not know how to describe or utilize the mechanism of free will that may have the ability to choose whether or not to engage these verbal thoughts. What if one verbal thought comes from an AA trying to heal me? Why would I ignore it? What if another thought comes from a dark entity feeding on me? Wouldn’t I want to notice the moment it was feeding in order to free my attachments?
I have this narrative in my mind that “all Buddha did to attain pure enlightenment was sit under the Bodhi tree for days on end, allowing all discursive thinking to collapse in on itself.” So I then suppose I pressure my human to do the same thing — “simply observe every thought without reaction, that’s all it took for Buddha and Christ and so on!”
But what does it mean to observe a thought? Who is observing? Oftentimes I may hear “Simply know you are the observer of the thought.” Is this not another identity, another thought, the moment it is verbalized?
I have experienced clear moments where I felt my free will being guided by a power I thought I felt to be pure goodness, pure Source. Now I wonder what the experience of free will even is, more than ever.
@luke-n-ballmer I’m happy that the information resonates with you.:) You have to be open to hearing it for it to have an impact. Awesome stuff man. As you mentioned we can carry conflicting energies. That’s awesome that you feel a connection to the Arch Angels. Your divinity clings to those resources. The darker energies surface which creates confusion in us all. Like a switch from light to dark. We all deal with this on some level. The nice things is we have the information now. We can do something about it as we make our way back to Divine Spirit. Separation is over now. We’ve experienced a great deal of separation from Source and our divinity through the way of life and programming that is present here on Earth. As we heal our trauma, lift our attachments and activate our innate abilities we manifest the changes needed to ascend back to divinity. ❤️ 💡. The quote you mentioned is a sure way to not listen to clairvoyance or psychic impressions. It’s amazing how the earlier generations of the population reinforced the control systems to deter us from re activating our divine abilities. If anything, we should take note in our times of zero thought. When we are in the present moment with zero thoughts, thats when we receive telepathy, clairvoyance, psychic impressions, guidance, channellings etc.
Listen to the thoughts and impressions that your guides are providing you. Sounds like they are hard at work. Lol. We have to retrain our brains to remove the programming. By default think, if you didn’t intentionally create the thought, it’s a message. Maybe start journaling. I keep a journal and note anything worth noting. I sketch my visions in the journal as well. I’ll document my dreams, astral travels, whatever I can record so that I can look back. There’s stuff in my journal that I completely forgot about and some of the information is connecting to other information. I wouldn’t have picked up on the connections if I didn’t have a journal. Reiki is awesome too when trying to find that balance. I jump in a reiki group twice a week and it helps a ton with balancing the energies. Our “Reiki Master Teacher” Bret is awesome. @scolere06. Straight up Wizard, lol.
On the Buddha comparison. I wish it was that easy. We’ve been through some shi*. Being incarnated on Earth leaves a mark. We have to put in work to shed our veils and regain enlightenment. Clear trauma, “shadow work”, remove blockages, repair our energy field leaks and re activate our energy centers, merkabah and activate our dna to accept the crystalline conversion. We are all doing that daily. The more intentional we are about this whole process, the faster and smoother it is. Can’t fight it or hide from it. May as well benefit from it. 🙂
@nickq1233 That sounds crystal clear to me! 😀 thank you so much for your warm welcome to the community and valuable wisdom! I am looking forward to deepening my own growth and learning how to contribute whatever is in my journey to give back 🙂
@rainyangel616 Angie, so cool. Love the website. I’m going to download the pictures to my laptop. Maybe use an image of an emerald tablet as my screen saver. Very cool. Thanks for posting that. Right? That information will bring out emotions big time. A lot of Awe Hahs as well. 🤔 When you read them you just know it’s true and monumental information. The master key to controlling our manifestations and understanding the Universe. I love Thoth/ Hermes. I dipped into Alchemy and the teachings of Thoth/Hermes before anything else. My guides started there along with meditation. Once I became proficient at meditation that’s when the activations and healing started happening. Third eye first then gradually over time the others. Along with healing ❤️🩹. Heal a little, activate a little. Lift an attachment, activate a lot. Push and pull for months as I face my inner shadows. It’s been a constant process of healing, releasing trauma, clearing blockages, activating and lots of practice and prayers. And a ton of Arch Angel invocation. 🙂
So cool that your son resonated towards Thoths teachings too. Having control of our Manifestations and understanding Universal law is a game changer. I think the Emerald Tablets, Flower of a life, the Kybalion and the Art of Alchemy should be curriculum in school. I attached a pic of the books 📕 that I keep out at all times. I feel like the base of our abilities are rooted in the Divine but the most powerful tool that we can use is Alchemy. Divine Alchemists we are. 🧙♂️ 💡 ❤️
Everything we do esoterically has an element of Alchemy interwoven throughout.
“Harry Potter Shi*” 🙂
Dude, we gotta get you meditating daily. When you get your headphones I think it’ll help you a lot. You’ll be motivated to test those frequencies out on YouTube. 20 minute goal. ❤️ take the first 5-10 to invoke Arch Angel protection and settle into your zero. “ I want to connect to Arch Angel Micheal please. I ask that you protect me in a sphere of divine protection. Shielded against low vibrational, negative, parasitic energies, attachments, entities or beings.” Have the intention for the sphere to be filled with divine white light of the highest vibration. Only allowing energies of the highest vibration of LOVE and LiGHT to be able to interact with my energy field”. Once you’re protected have some fun. Be playful with it. Experiment. Try to get to that zero thought 💭, in the now present moment. Then ask a question. The first thought you have is the answer. Just practice that at first. Something to keep you motivated to do it daily. Especially as you start to realize that you are getting answers back. 🙂 Higher Self, Angelic guides, Elemental guides, Galactic guides, Spirit, Source etc… That’s motivating. Channeling is an innate ability of ours. Telepathy, clarvoyance. It’s all part of the “Gig”.
You can use a pendulum too for yes or no answers. Just make sure to invoke AAMichaels protection first. We never want to interact with an energy of lower vibration. We’re trying to raise ours above the lower 4th astral plane where darkness and low vibration often reside. Here’s a link to a pendulum set that they have on Amazon https://www.amazon.com/Butterfly-Pendulum-Divination-Witchcraft-Metaphysical/dp/B098XGX7LV
Let’s change that separation you feel. You are literally Source. We are all in the mind of Source, one with Source. Just practice meditation daily and start asking questions. Get connected. That’s what we are doing .”Ascending”, Ascending back to Source through our Divinity. We are rooted in the Angelic realm first. Before any galactic incarnations. Our first physical incarnation was in a star system, yes … but we are all Angels, at one with Source. ❤️ like Divine Galactic Angles. LYRA ❤️ 💕 💗 🌌
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@rainyangel616 I hear yah. Nice. Good reads. Especially if your escape is reading. Kind of have to apply the knowledge in modern ways but the core is still the core of the information. The nice thing about those study guides videos is you can listen to them before bed or kind of fall asleep with them on and it like force feeds you the information. You can tell that your inner Alchemist is dying to come out. Casting divine spells of manifestation as the creator being that you are. 🪄
We all get stuck in these ruts. I think if you heal your inner child and prioritize self love ❤️ and recovery that would benefit you a lot. Part of that is the ego death. We hit that bottom to experience an ego death then we are built back up but with our authentic selves taking the lead. No masks, only the highest version of ourselves in every moment possible. We all have flubs. I know I do. I get in trouble all the time. Lol. What we do is learn and adapt. Set goals and achieve them. Start asking your higher self to take the lead. Make the intention for your ego to exolve into your most authentic version of yourself. Then start setting goals. Like meditating once a day for at least 20 minutes. Start there. And try to show yourself love. ❤️ Man, you been through some shi*. I’ve been there. It’s rough down here. I don’t know why we were all crazy enough to volunteer for this one. Lol. 🤔
Whose idea was that? Come on, someone fess up? It wasn’t disclosed that we wouldn’t have our abilities at first and we’d be trapped in a karmic loop operated by a nefarious ET Reptilian race that took over Earth. Probably good information to have. I’m just saying. ……:) JK ❤️ 💡 That’s over, luckily. 🙂 Now we have this opportunity to ascend in our lifetime. Maybe sooner than some may think. Exciting times and motivation to get healed and activated. We all learn from each other as a collective of ascending starseeds. All of us with homes not of this star system 🌎. We have abilities that are unmistakable. We have to own that and grow into our true galactic selves. The divine sovereign Angelic Light worker, Light warrior, Light Healers, light activator, way shower, whatever floats your boat. 🙂
Do you think you have ancestral ties? Like karmic ties along the ancestral bloodline? Cords attached to that karmic trauma maybe? You can cut cords to those blockages and attachments. They have guided meditations on YouTube. Patrice does that too. @patricekrysztofiak. He’s really good at that stuff. He’s the one that always works on me. I’m a tough one. Lol. He cut all my cords, fixed my energy leaks, healed a bunch of stuff and activated my third eye like crazy. It’s so much easier for me when I’m healing someone in a group session that he’s in. He locks on immediately. He identifies it before I can. Then he’s already off to work removing it. Cutting cords, healing energy field leaks. Basically removing all the baggage we carry around that prevents us from being where we want to be emotionally and spiritually. Those are the blockages and attachments that make us feel that way . We have a rebirth to do. Just cut all the cords. Lift all attachments. Repair your chakras. Merkabah. As you wish interject activations in there as you start your daily meditations. It’ll give you something to do every meditation. YouTube the heck out of these topics and you’ll get up to speed. It’s all out there. Lots of good guided meditations and frequencies.
@rainyangel616 Thats really good that Patrice didn’t see anything too dense. Always a good thing. You should be wide open to accept the activations then. Anything you do should stick pretty quick. Meditation daily, activate all chakras, merkabah, kundalini, dna. Wall-a. 🙂
Third eye can get dormant if we aren’t meditating daily. That’ll rectify itself once you meditate daily. You’ll see your psychic abilities really take off with your third eye strengthening. Clairvoyance, telepathy, channeling, clairaudience, visions, words, messages etc. I try to sketch my visions so I can keep them in my journal. Awesome that your guide is surfacing. Typically if someone reads you like Cassandra, they’ll be met by one of your guides. Like a protection thing too. Our guides will greet whom ever enters our energy field. Sometimes our guides will toss the person. I’ve been tossed out of plenty of energy fields. Lol. Like twice a week, even if I have been in that energy before. Guides and our higher selves run the show in that regard. Cool that you got that info.
That’s such a good thing. To have that centering ability amongst the chaos of energies. If you can find your eye of the storm, that’s balance in energy. Your energy must be pretty strong to illicit that kind of reaction. Do you feel like you latch in pretty strongly to the energies that you interact with? Like with Bret? Your third eye is ou,ping, just feed it. Meditate, meditate, meditate. Daily, heck more than daily. On any given day I’ll meditate 2-3 times just depending on what’s going on. Shorter , more frequent period are good too. Whatever fits and resonates with you.
Awesome on the journal! 📓 You’ll thank yourself for that. Lol. You can use it to sketch your visions too. Also for manifesting. Set you desired outcomes and your desired emotional states by writing them in your journal:). Yeah, a gratitude list is huge. So good for raising vibration and encouraging manifestations. Helps encourage positive outcomes, it motivates the Universe and you guides to see that you’re in a state of gratitude. In a perfect world we are engulfed in a state of Peace, Love, Joy, Abundance, 🙏 gratitude and balance. We want to sit still in those emotions to raise vibration. Maybe meditate in gratitude as well. 10 minutes, eyes closed expressing gratitude to your higher self, inner child, Mother Father God, the Arch Angels, Source, the Universe, your ET guides, your Elemental guides, your multidimensional guides, ascended masters (yeshua, st Germaine etc) and so on. What we put out we receive back. If we are putting those emotions out into the Universe, the Universe will return the same 10 fold back to us. ❤️
I love the self love. So so so important. How can we truly love anything else is we aren’t rooted in love for ourselves. We’re made up of love and light. Love yourself, get your hair done, get some clothes, awesome to hear about group meditations. Let me know if you find some good places. I only participate in the Cosmic Awakening and Lilys group meditations. If you find a solid group let me know. I struggle in large groups though. My energy gets pulled for healing and activating so it gets hard if I’m not prepared. I’ve made the mistake of thinking I’d be just chillin in a group meditation and I didn’t fill my jar with water and I didn’t have the sage going. I paid for that. Now if I’m in a group, any group I have like everything going. Water in the jar, Crystal around my neck, sage in the diffuser blowing towards me, sage oil all over me, crystals soaked in sage oil resting in a selenite bowl. I don’t mess around, any more. It’s easier to prevent than it is to deal with a dense energy after. You have to wash it away by a Crystinend shower or bath with AA Michael helping you wash away the low vibrational, negative and parasitic energies you may have run into without proper protections in place. Then a purification meditation after. Energetic hygiene is so important. Its almost easier to be very selective on which energies we interact with than to attend everything. I don’t do energy work or anything like that on the regular because of that. I’ll pick and chose different soul family members like my soul twin, soul sisters and the Cosmic Awakening group sessions that I can make it to. It’s been fun to experiment. Everyone is like healing and activation training for me. Lol. I Learn so much in these group sessions. You kind of hear things about energy work but it’s different when you experience the details of that work real time. The feel, the instinctual understanding. Like someone else is running this show today. Lol. When I get into a deep meditative state it’s like my higher self just takes over and goes to work. I can’t control it well because I feel like it’s him doing the work. Ha ha. I can break off an energy and I can take over but mostly I’ll just let him do his thing….It would be cool to find more safe groups though.:)
Very good idea on the massage and holistic ❤️🩹 . Reiki is great too if you ever jump in Bret’s group. Bret’s schedule is changing a little but I think it’s mostly Tuesday and Thursday at 4pm PST, 6pm Central,7pm EST. I leave those sessions so calm and balanced. Bret is so calming in his approach. His reiki knowledge and skills are impressive. I’ve noticed such a different in my balance since I’ve met Bret. @scolere06 🙂
It’s a lot of information to process. The ascension is a completely new realty for us all. To learn that you are a Angelic Multidimensional extraterrestrial 👽 waking up to your real mission…. That’s a lot. Lol. The old life and Ego was just to occupy your experiences to get to this point here. The mission. The reason why you volunteered to come here from the Halls of Amante. I probably butchered that spelling. I’ve only heard the name. No idea how it’s spelled. Channeling life. Lol.
It’s a lot to unpack but you know everything already. Your higher self already knows everything that you’re learning and processing. That’s where that discernment comes in, where you just know it’s correct information. You’re not learning anything. You’re remembering everything. ..:)
@rainyangel616 nice to read about your progression since you hit this Forum, and the help and love you received from other members. Heartwarming ❤️