Predictions, scared...

Hey, im samuel 24 

im from montreal quebec canada im french canadian i wont lie the last 5 years in one word (wild)

summer 2018 me and my girl best friend we were talking one night about how we felt like we were waiting for something... ddnt know what and then the pandemic hit like a ton of bricks here

after that when life started to look a little more normal i rlly thought i was building myself a good life with someone turns out that person is one of my biggest life lesson and on top of that i experienced being really sick for a long time for the first time it was horrible

few months ago i just moved in a new appartement new start new life all that me and my bestie we moved together it just felt right and safer

but now ..we are so lost... it feels like there's no logical or good path for jobs and shcool everything honestly the economic situation doesn't help but... now i have that weird feeling like something rlly bad is coming

i ddnt talk to her about it yet because all the feelings i have been feeling for months...

the dreams in the last 2 years.... feels like my reality changed so much its barely recognizable am i crazy? do you guys feel the same? did you experience anything like that? i dont know what to do what to think anymore 

listen im happy with a simple life with my dog and my bestie

but damn that weird feeling like something is so not ok right now i can't go past it