New to all this but…

Hi EA,

I recently found you on my IG explore page and started following. I’m very much rooted in 3D but I’m open minded and curious (Gemini).

Just because my eyes have now been opened, it doesn’t mean I’m actually a starseed right? I have no special abilities, have been unsuccessful at meditation, had a large dosage of anti depressants in my system for over 20 yrs (recently cut dosage by 75%!) am addicted to chocolate, Diet Coke, and many processed foods.

Can I ever move up with these things in my system?

What can I do to offset them and raise my vibration?

I want to help with the future of humanity but I feel discouraged and overwhelmed by the amount of change it would take.

What is your advice to me and others like me in this position?