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Can one’s soul purpose be to experience suffering? Or is that always karma for something? In a number of your videos, you’ve given examples of two types of Starseeds. One is the older Starseeds who are retiring and are supposed to relax and enjoy their last life. But what about older, tired Starseeds who cannot enjoy life, who can’t heal themselves, ie, those that can’t heal depression? Or those with severe, irreversible chronic pain? Or those who’ve experienced early abuse and weren’t loved? Or all of the above? If just getting through these experiences is all someone can manage, if they don’t heal even after trying over and over, is just surviving the life mission?
@blueheadshopper Seems like you're asking for a friend? Theoretically it can be yes, but then if you are able to observe this suffering from a neutral point of view, then it's not suffering anymore! Just a matrix program. If you feel it's kharma playing out then if you are able to observe this fact, you should be able to resolve this karma! To ask this question is to answer this question.
For you my dear the only question should be how do I do it. I will give you a head start by sending you so much love ❤️ to let you look into your early abuse, to heal you and even forgive your abusers. Remember this 3D matrix, this life after all is only illusion. You observed this challenge from a neutral position, so you know this. And you're here, asking for some help.
So, listen to solfeggio frequencies on youtube, spend time in nature, hug some trees at least 1 minute, do more things that cheer you up, like singing or going out. Search this Forum on the key word "depression". Give random people a smile and love yourself every second. With love ❤️ always.
Oh yeah about pain: you can learn to "compartialize" this pain, when you are in 5D overseeing this reality in objectivity, realizing everything is illusion. So this pain is also illusion. I know it sounds stupid or impossible. Try to reshape this reality a tiny bit. The amount of pain stays the same but you put it inside a mental box. Inside your body. So returning in 3D inside your body, the pain is now contained in this box. The advantage is that you can handle this pain a bit easier. It's inside you but now you observe it existing in that box. Just making it a slight easier to live with. After a while you will be able to even send love into that box. Thankfulness. Forgiveness. Compassion. Not in that order. I'm writing this down in minutes but I realize in reality it could take you months to making this your practice. If you're up to it. You always have a choice. If you need energy or anything else, just ask it here, many starseeds would love to send you light and love, even from this non-personal web-forum. We are one. ❤️