Have you ever been personally attacked by the cabal ?

@violet_ankh Love the way you put this into words. Very recognizable. Yes the very top elite enjoy to let other people suffer. Just looking at the artwork found at Epsteins or in the pizzagate is  proof of their minds. Or to stay healthy you better don't look 😉

@lighthealer_arkie 💪💪✨🙏

I've very recently become a lot more aware of what had been happening to me, my whole life.  I figured out that agreeing upon being the target of so many attacks throughout my life, that I agreed upon all of that, but what in my life contract I insisted upon was that I wanted to have a loving family, be loved as a child, and I was so very fortunate to have been partially raised by my grandmother that was the most beautiful, precious, salt of the earth person that could ever exist.  As a result of this love I was able to overcome my self esteem being absolutely destroyed in my teen years, by the time I was 24, which practically never happens. (an orchestrated cabal attack that failed--side note)  Anyway, my grandmother just passed away on St Patrick's day of this year.  In the last week or so, going thru another "dark night of the soul" aka attacks from the cabal not allowing me to sleep all but 2 hours in a night, which I cannot tell my mom about.  (My grandmother, my mom and me lived together) I just have to tell her that I have insomnia or I'm sick.  Since this whole thing started on back to the future day 2015 until now I've dealt with being tormented all night, some nights I get to sleep maybe 4 hours, some nights in the beginning it was zero hours, the sleepless nights haven't been constant but sporatic.   I also still cannot read a book due to programming that does not allow me to focus and distracts me, makes it impossible.. Anyway, since my grandmother died in March, I thought that it was the universe feeling sorry for me and I haven't had to deal with the sleepless nights hardly at all.   After last week I had a sleepless night again, my grandmother was there in the morning telling me she'll be there every step of the way, watching me go thru that hurt her deeply..  It wasn't the universe feeling sorry for me as much as it was my grandmother working on my behalf.   She has great power to help me bc she's such a beautiful soul!  I got the message that she loves me so much that she was willing to suffer it for me in her future incarnation instead.   The universe has been telling me for a while now that I will have children in the future..  So I had sent out the message to my grandmother that I want her to be my child.  Before now I have been told that maybe,, depends.. but NOW I've gotten more clarification.  BC of my grandmother's beautiful, advanced soul, that she is needed on the other side and she is happy there, given my near death experience and extensive research into the topic, it makes perfect sense.    She's an angel and is already helping many people in this world, bc there are many ppl that are hurt, damaged, broken and she's already done a lot to help ppl.   However my mom and me are number one on her priorities.

Realizing this touches my soul, and it reiterates what the universe has been telling me all along.  Today when I was in the kitchen doing dishes, the beatles song, "all you need is love" came on the radio, and it was obvious.  Love is the heart of the whole matter.  All we all need to do is love and we'll all get thru this transformation and onto the other side of this journey that is so hard to wait to blossom.  It's hard to wait, but it's coming!

@violet_ankh Wow what a beautiful story Melissa, sending you so much love! 🤩 😘

I love this picture of my mom, grandma and me when I was about 3 or 4 because I am so loved here.

Thank you all so much for sharing!!

When I first learned to be telepathic when this all started in 2015, I was able to talk to my grandpa that passed away in 2001. I saw from the start that he was there to love me, help me any way he could. It was wonderful to see him be young, healthy instead of how I remember him being sick, weak and old. When you talk to deceased ppl telepathically, you’re able to send them to the akashic record to get information so they know it’s accurate. By this time I was starting to understand the nature of everything in terms of being targeted. I sent him to the akashic record to see how I’d been mind controlled. He said that it said that I was mind controlled to be fat, among other things, and he was concerned for me.

From the 6^th grade until the end of high school, I was awkward, fat, unpopular, bullied, picked on. At one point I was the least popular kid in the entire school. I would even let my own friends be mean to me bc I was willing to put up with it bc I was so unpopular. By the time I was 24, I had lost the weight, I felt good in my own skin, and by the time I was 26 or 27 I was a social butterfly and make friends anywhere I go, and that way ever since. The experience was very educational, gave me empathy for the underdog. I understand now why I would have agreed upon this experience in my life contract.

If it weren’t for my loving family and foundation of being raised with love, I would never have been able to evolve beyond where I was, so I love them very dearly. Source has, especially most recently been telling me that my uncle, my grandmother’s son, mom’s brother, that I need to be there for him. He’s mentally handicapped, lives in a care home. Due to his handicap, it’s hard to have a conversation with him, much of what he says doesn’t make sense and his whole life, he’s been abused by ppl bc they can’t see beyond his handicap. He’s such a loving, precious soul that he loves everybody. He will give away his money out of love. He’s willing to be used for anything he has just to have a friend, but he’s never been able to have any friends. People have always been mean to him bc they can’t see beyond his handicap. Animals love him. When we lived on the cattle farm when I was a child, we got a baby male calf, and my uncle took care of him, bonded with him, loved him. To this day, my uncle talks about him, loves him so much. They would sleep next to eachother, cuddle as if he was a dog. This male calf grew up to be a special, loving wonderful bull. Tame, wonderful bc of my uncle Mark. Extraordinarily loving animal. Because we were poor, when big boy (bull’s name) got to be too old, he had to be sold to be slaughtered for meat. This hurt my uncle deeply but it couldn’t be helped.

Because of what I went thru growing up, being unpopular and what not, has put me in a position to understand how hard it’s been for my uncle Mark. He signed up for this hard life! Source is letting me know that he might not live very much longer. Also knowing that big boy is there waiting for my uncle bc they know he’ll be there soon. It absolutely breaks my heart to know that we had to sell him to be slaughtered for meat when he was such a benevolent, precious animal. This is another reason that I know that I’m not going to eat meat anymore. The universe has told me don’t eat any meat, even fish, bc it lowers a person’s spiritual life energy. We’ve all been conditioned into it being normal. This is my personal spiritual awakening. You make your own decisions from your heart.

The universe also told me that this is probably Mark’s last incarnation. I think when he does pass, he’ll be like my grandmother, an angel that is working on the other side for all of us, bc he’s so pure, loving and wonderful, he’ll be extremely powerful. He’ll probably be with big boy. I promised my grandma that I’ll definitely be there for him.

(Picture is me with Mark when we bought him a hamburger and milkshake and took him to the park)

@violet_ankh Wow beautiful journey Melissa, filled with unconditional love ❤ Very nice read this personal story, leaving us with such a good feeling. Thank you! 🤩

You know, I never knew what they were called before, but I actually was in a meditation group with two of them.  It was when I was first awakening.  He changed his face three different times in front of me. I thought it was because he was in a "Family."  I gave him a healing.  Because at the time, I was in a place where I believed people could change. My light used to be so bright then.  Now, I always battle octopuses and spiders, and a dark energy follows me.  My mentor said I am going through all of this for a reason.  I used to think that it was my relatives who were Free Mason's, WICCAN's, Santan's, and a Hawian Archetype Shaman who is a Shriner's daughter (a cousin), sending me all of the thought forms, spells, etc...  Yes, I picked a hum-dinger of a family to be born into!  That's not all of them.  I had a lot of Karma to clear!

LOL, all I can do is laugh about it now!  I have my ups and downs in processing all of it.  I am beginning to believe that I am being forced to float more and be more alien for a reason.  It seems when I go through some of it, then I ascend or receive another gift and try to transform through learning.  There is so many things to learn on this Planet!  I would love to just sit in my library to keep learning!  I am talking about all of this from my balcony's viewpoint.  We are in Earth School, just learning how to swim through it all.  It's not easy being cheesy!  I get you.  Big, big, big hugs to you. Keep your chin up!  You are fantastic, valuable, and needed by the light now!  Keep swimming, sister, keep swimming.  Love and Light

@shelby333

Thank you so much! There was a time in MY past that I also could have said that I was so much more light then too that later lead down a negative path. I can talk about this more openly now bc you could say I have “permission” from a higher power. At least for me, I learned that the cabal was using “looking glass” black ops secret quantum technology to know I was a problem for them. As a result, I learned that my “brighter” time had been deliberately sabotaged bc they wanted to quash me any way they could. I learned not to carry any guilt as a result of the situation I had found myself in. I did, however, have a process of cleansing myself a “dark night of the soul” per se, that has transformed me. I learned that it was all planned out before I was born, bc the whole experience has made me a better person on the inside. That is the main goal of our higher selves on the other side when we map out our lives in our life contracts. We just don’t realize it until hindsight. I would say the same is true for you.

From what you said, it sure sounds like you would have to have a bright light inside of you, having chosen such stumbling blocks. Now in particular is the time to let it shine, in this time that we’re living in! It’s getting faster and brighter now at record speed! I can actually say that ppl that I’ve known for years that have been evil have become surprisingly humbled. The same is true for ppl that have been oppressed their whole lives. They’re reigning and good things are coming to them! This is a manifestation of the cosmic era of the new age we’re in.. it’s exciting!

Feel the love in your heart, and that is your intuition, and ask the universe for whatever you want to know to free yourself of fear, self doubt. Sleep on it. If you do this and mean it, you’ll get answers and guidance.

I have been personally attacked by entities and I’m convinced my ex is a reptilian shape shifter. 

I was in an extremely low vibration, my ex was sucking my life force energy. I eventually left the abusive relationship and was a single mum of 2. 

I thought I was ok - I thought the abuse was over, but it continued, via an entity. That was constantly attached to me. 

from being a child I have had an entity attached to me, that has scared me, that’s been like a black mass dark energy, that has literally sexually abused me throughout my life. I’d wake up with lots of bruises over all my legs, including finger prints, scratches, I’ve been punched in the face and pinned down by an entity. 

as a child I was sent to my room once for being naughty and I remember banging on the door screaming for my mum to let me out as I was petrified as there were horrible “creatures” in my room. 
she didn’t believe me obviously and thought I was acting up. But I was petrified. 

I’ve always been able to see energy - good and bad. I’ve always been open to attacks, had these low vibration parasites 🦠 draining my energy. 

I became heavily depressed, then got cancer twice. I fought the cancer and had a massive spiritual awakening. I screamed to the heavens for help and assistance. And I received so much love and support. That is when my healing started.

I’ve had to practice a lot of psychic protection and shielding techniques and I’m now in a loving relationship and have a higher vibrational life.

its taken me years to be able to heal; and i still have a lot of trauma relating to it.

if you ever want to talk, I’m here

x Gemma x  

I have been personally attacked by entities and I’m convinced my ex is a reptilian shape shifter. 

I was in an extremely low vibration, my ex was sucking my life force energy. I eventually left the abusive relationship and was a single mum of 2. 

I thought I was ok - I thought the abuse was over, but it continued, via an entity. That was constantly attached to me. 

from being a child I have had an entity attached to me, that has scared me, that’s been like a black mass dark energy, that has literally sexually abused me throughout my life. I’d wake up with lots of bruises over all my legs, including finger prints, scratches, I’ve been punched in the face and pinned down by an entity. 

as a child I was sent to my room once for being naughty and I remember banging on the door screaming for my mum to let me out as I was petrified as there were horrible “creatures” in my room. 
she didn’t believe me obviously and thought I was acting up. But I was petrified. 

I’ve always been able to see energy - good and bad. I’ve always been open to attacks, had these low vibration parasites 🦠 draining my energy. 

I became heavily depressed, then got cancer twice. I fought the cancer and had a massive spiritual awakening. I screamed to the heavens for help and assistance. And I received so much love and support. That is when my healing started.

I’ve had to practice a lot of psychic protection and shielding techniques and I’m now in a loving relationship and have a higher vibrational life.

its taken me years to be able to heal; and i still have a lot of trauma relating to it.

if you ever want to talk, I’m here

x Gemma x  

@wiccan_elements

Gosh! This really sounds like you’ve been thru a lot! What thing I’ve realized, always in hindsight, is the reason I went thru something so awful. Before you were born and you were planning out your life contract, you wanted to suffer this way, bc it has purpose in the totality of your life. I’m so glad that you’re recovering from these attacks. I went thru a portion of my life that I lost my self esteem at a young and naive age due to a toxic relationship myself. I understand that the reason my higher self wanted to go thru that awful experience is bc of the person it made me today. This was from the age of 16-19, and to this day, at the age of 48 it’s left a deep imprint on my soul bc of how traumatic it was and it gave me the deep understanding and empathy of others going thru similar situations of completely losing themselves. I can say to you that thank goodness you’re being redeemed from such a dark place. If you don’t already, later on this should make more sense as how that has been paid in full and the only thing left for you is the benefit of why your higher self wanted to go thru this. You’re a better person as a result of this! Own it! If you still have doubts, you can ponder your questions with the love in your heart and ask for guidance. The way one’s life unfolds over time is never anything you can contemplate.. is why I think the best movies or stories are the ones that are a true story, bc you can’t make this up!

Are you possibly related to Donald Marshall?
He reported in his blog how his consciousness was repeatedly transferred into a clone while asleep.

@hugo I don't think I am related to him, I doubt it.  I have a semi-common last name.  THAT sounds like a scary experience btw..