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I am triggered by negative thoughts that I obviously don't want, and it leads me into such emotional agony that I cannot pinpoint what exactly is the source of my pain. It's like I get lost in the darkness of my life. My life is not dark anymore, as I've been awakening for 6 years, but the first 30ish years of being asleep is like, in itself, traumatizing. I know they are sometimes psychic attacks. I wish I knew of a fast way to transmute the negative thoughts into healing. Thanks for listening.
So good to have this kind of community offering help to each other 😍
@lynp-2 Hello! I am brand new to all of this including the awakening process. Is there a way to post a general question to the group or do we just reply. I am trying find out if anyone has suggestions on how to start the process for my two teenage boys who think I am nuts!
@heskett1 Hey there. I just had a relatable experience with my 17 year old. I’ve been going through an awakening since 2020 and my son has seen me go from where I was to where I am now. I haven’t really shared too much with him because he’s young and I don’t tell anyone , anything unless they ask first. My son actually asked me some spiritual and ET related questions this past weekend. It made me so happy because I had a chance to tell him some stuff. Just a little bit so I didn’t give him too much but it really opened his curiosity. You can throw out little feelers , maybe one of your kids will end up wanting more information. I started with a parlor trick and gave my son some images telepathically. We went through several games where I gave him colors and images and he saw them accurately. It made him curious enough where he asked some questions. Maybe try something fun and light hearted to spark interest.
@falmygal I hear you. I think a lot of us are feeling kind of down and dealing with negative thoughts for some reason. I just posted something in the ascension symptoms section about it too. It’s hard when you’re trying to stay positive and manifest awesome stuff when you get those intrusive negative thoughts that aren’t yours. Not like you think to yourself let’s keep thinking about things that bring down my vibration. I’d be curious if anyone knows or has a better grip on what’s going on but I can relate and others too I’m sure.
@heskett1 Please feel free to post any questions and topics or reply to any posts in the Forum. This community aims for everyone to connect with like-minded people, find support and feel inspired.
@patricekrysztofiak Sandra has truly been awesome. Thanks for supporting her, and me! Many blessings.
@nickq1233 Sorry I could not reply when you made this comment... the forum was not working for me at all. But it is now! Thanks for listening and for your support. I found out a lot of things after working with Sandra. One, my guides were getting switched out for dark ones. Two, my consciousness was also low. Three, the guides getting switched out was happening unconsciously, in my sleep. And for a while it was happening a LOT. Four, I had (er, have?) a ton of ancestral trauma. And entities can trigger you, which can lower your vibration, which can let them in. So healing the trauma is key. I now have a different perspective on these utterly low states, and am learning from them. EA's recent mind hacking video was very helpful too, in addressing memory and trauma. I did not have a good childhood. I'm grateful to be able to share the journey 🙏
@falmygal Awesome. Exactly. Everything you said. lol. 🙂 Sandra is great. Have you gotten you cords cut yet for the Ancestral lines and Karmic ties? You have a really good grip on things.
@nickq1233 thanks. No, I was never told to cut those cords, only to send healing to my ancestors, which I've done a lot over the years, and to delete any ancestral karma I can, periodically.
@falmygal That makes sense. Healing is so important. We can cut cords if enough healing has taken place. I've been involved with cord cutting in group meditation sessions and sometimes everything lifts and the person is free from all cords and karmic ties and other times it doesn't clear everything nut we make progress. Like there is healing left to heal or process. Lily@lilynovastarseed has some great guided meditations on Healing and cord cutting.
I'll post an example here. https://www.youtube.com/live/SkM0-Jz7nx4?feature=share
If you want to try it they have a lot of guided cord cutting mediations. I believe Lily either just did a group meditation or has one coming up for cutting cords. You can probably find other videos specifically for cutting cords for Ancestral and Karmic ties as well. Lilys activations, group healing and other meditations are super powerful. Lily did all my activations personally.
@nickq1233 thanks for the info! That's super helpful. 🙏