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Recently I have felt stuck like a stick in the mud. Usually I run from this feeling by either turning to self-pity, drugs, or any means of escapism. What I’ve learned is big for me because by now, in the past, I would have escaped somehow from that feeling. Instead, I realized that feeling of being stuck brings up many versions of the fear of the unknown, such as fear of lack of control, fear of what will be next to push me into motion again, fear of being rejected by the process of life, and fear of not being able to complete missions, goals, or chapters. On top of all of that, hope emerged and I became aware of the fact that facing any fear promotes the most growth possible. Dealing with the many parts of life such as time, fear, stunted movement, and chapters is healthy and beneficial. I am glad I am not running away into a corner or darkness. Some parts of life last longer than others. Some goals take longer to complete. Some missions are over in a short period of time. Even though change and movement are constant making stillness almost an illusion, there still seems to be this feeling of being stuck like a stormy cloud that ceases to pass quickly. Anyways, I hope y’all are blessed and healthy. Have a nice day now. Until next time. Bye 🫂❤️
@door036911 I’m hearing you. There is a lot of unknowns and we are programmed to fear it all from a very young age. What do you think is driving that emotion in you? I know that may be hard to answer. I’ve been there. There are a couple of things to explore maybe. Going down the rabbit hole, it could be past life trauma, early life trauma, programming. Just remember we’re in a temporary Earth vessel right now. This incarnation isn’t what or who you are. It’s filled with all of the drama and trauma of your past lives though. Isn’t that fun, lol. Joking of course. Expectations are meant to be broken and control just isn’t in our cards here on Earth. You almost have to surrender to the outcomes and expectations to take your power back. A flow state of existence. I know that’s easier said than done.
@door036911 Another thing that just popped in my head. I highly recommend reading the Kybalion. It’s about the Hermetic principles. There’s 7 principles that are super valid for manifesting our outcomes. You’ll see it online as the hermetic principles. Hermetic theory. It’s the information from Thoths emerald tablet. So simple when you read it but it’s pretty amazing. That’s where Alchemy was originated. Alchemists are practicing hermetics and the transmutation of one emotion into another. If I remember correctly fear is opposed by excitement. That’s the alchemy. An intentional effort to transmute fear into excitement. For example. Instead of thinking of the unknown as scary. You can transmute the emotion to Excitement because they are both the same emotion but different polarities of that emotion. Just a different perspective. You can train your perspective to embrace the excitement to replace the fear. My guides put me through a crash course of Hermetic principles like right away, lol. It’s universal law. Like the rule book to this game.
Hey, I wanted to post a link to a Kybalion study guide video. They do a really good job at making it easy to understand in this audio book. The original book was coded on purpose to avoid persecution back in the day. This is Alchemy in it's true form. The Hermetic Philosophy. Here's the video link. https://youtu.be/Etz2Kgtev5w
This really played a huge role in my personal growth experience with the esoteric. It really does give you the rule book on how the universe operates. For anyone interested in manifestation this is your book. We manifest our realities based on how we perceive the world. A lot of it boils down to emotions. For example if you're worried about something bad happening and you keep your focus on that bad thing, odds are that you will manifest that bad thing in your reality. Understanding your emotions and how things operate under Universal law will give you the power to manifest outcomes that you have more control over. Master yourself and you master your manifestations kind of thing. Understanding what the rules are is the first step. Playing a game without knowing the rules is not fun at all. Especially if the game feels as real as it does here on Earth. An example, one of the principles is cause and effect. Obviously true, if you kick someone in the shins they will be mad at you and maybe kick you back. You're the one that kicked the other person in the shins. Therefore you have to own that responsibility and not blame the person that you kicked in the shins for kicking you back. We go through these incarnations blaming others for things that we caused ourselves. If we stop causing the negative effects it'll change everything. Practicing transmutation is the ultimate goal. I hope this book resonates with you and anyone else reading this. You'll find if it does it can change your life.
Wow! Thank you, Nick. I really appreciate your guidance and encouragement. I will watch the video you sent.
@nickq1233 have you channeled Hermes or Thoth? I’m gonna try to connect to Thoth and/or Hermes tonight after I finish the video. I’ll let you know what happens or any information that I receive. I feel a connection to Thoth for sure. Not sure why or how, but I do. I started the video. It is really nice. Thanks again!
@door036911 I have a strong connection to Thoth / Hermes for some reason. My spiritual journey started with Alchemy and the Hermetic Philosophy and expanded from that base. I got thrown into the esoteric by ET influence and I’ve been a hermetic student / initiate ever since. Thoth comes through a lot in my meditations. I can’t channel Thoth intentionally though. I just get what I get sometimes and I just roll with it. That’s so cool that you feel connected to Thoth. I really think his teachings are so applicable to this ascension puzzle. Especially when it comes to manifesting outcomes. You gotta let me know how it goes once you get into the principles and start connecting.
@nickq1233 that is fantastic, if not outstanding. I finished the video last night but I fell asleep during parts of it. It is an outstanding piece of information. I will watch it again for sure. I didn’t channel last night because I was tired, so I think I will channel on my day off, either Friday or Saturday. I want to finish reading the Emerald Tablets of Thoth book as well as The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life parts 1 and 2. Question though: as for the timeline/history of Thoth, was he living at the time of Atlantis or before that? I ask because the video said that Hermes lived in Ancient Egypt before Abraham or when mankind was at its infancy. So was Ancient Egypt after Atlantis? The video also said that many cultures or nations received a lot of esoteric knowledge from Egypt/Hermes. Just wondering.
@door036911 Thats awesome. I’m glad you like it. Yeah, it takes a couple of days to get through it all. You may find yourself going through the chapters again and again. The cool thing is as you progress the content just gets more and more relevant so it’s definitely one of those books that you end up reading again and again through your spiritual journey. I think I was meant to send you that because it popped in my head for you like a message for me to give to you. Thats why I posted again real quick. Lol. There’s a study guide version of both the Emerald Tablets and the flower of Life as well. Nothing comes close to the Kybalion in the way it resonates. If you’re ready to accept the information the book comes to you kind of thing. Good questions on time frames. The issue is we are told incorrect information in school about Egyptian history. Most has been hidden from us. Thoth was around for a long time, 30,000 BC range. He wasn’t a mortal human in that regard. He lived back when Earth was vibrating at a higher vibration before the Draco take over and Earths enslavement and regression into 3d. Thoth was instrumental in the construction of the Pyramids and was around during the height of Egyptian period and was also around during the times of Atlantis. Thoth incarnated again as Hermes later in like the 13th century BC. They say he lived for 300 years during that incarnation. During the height of the Greek ages. There’s a big chunk of history missing though. There was a long period of time before the Draco enslavement where multiple ET civilizations lived and visited Earth. We had a civilization called Lemuria during Atlantis as well. Parts of the original Lemuria civilization still exist to this day in hidden City’s beneath the surface. Telos Lemuria as one example beneath Mount Shasta. They are vibrating at 5th density because they always knew the truth. The information we’re all learning now on the surface. They were already underground due to the Atlantis and Lemuria catastrophes when the Draco enslaved us. The economic and other negative systems in place now that make it hard for us to survive are Draco imposed. Part of this ascension process is liberation out of the Draco enslavement back into a higher density in our case the 5th dimension. Earth wasn’t supposed to be a slave planet where we have to work jobs to pay for food and housing and survive. Thank God we are in an ascension cycle now.
@door036911 In reference to the books mention of Hermes being involved in spiritual teachings during man’s infancy. They are talking about Earth based man. The human vessel modified by the Anunaki, later Pleaidean and so on. Many ET races had a hand in what you see as Human biology today. There are Earth based souls that incarnated into Earth based human vessels and they were not like the ET’s and lacked the history, knowledge and experience that ET’s and souls not from Earth had. Hence Hermes trying to educate Early man on the esoteric. In looking back in history we have to make a distinction between Earth based Souls and Starseeds from other star systems. It’s confusing as heck, I know.
@nickq1233 Fascinating stuff for sure. Thank you. I’ve heard of Lemuria. All so interesting. I was able to channel the war between the Lyrans and Dracos and then I went straight to Mount Shasta for grounding and a break from the heavy and upsetting energy I got from that war. And the message I got from Mount Shasta was that I am to go there to be a mediator for beings of any kind; to help settle conflicts as well as help beings make amends kind of thing or as the same difference if you will. I really want to go now as much as I want to visit the Pyramids of Giza and the Sphinx. Also about the video you sent, it said that most if not all truths are half truths; that there is some evidence for lies within truths and evidence for truths within lies. So I was wondering, does that apply to the 7 Hermetic Principles as well, instead of just ordinary circumstances?
@nickq1233 or rather the question is: is The All the only truth (that is without deceit or lies)? I gotta watch one of the chapters again in the video because one chapter was mainly about The All.
@nickq1233 do you have an Instagram? I post some things that may interest you and I respect and trust your judgement on the information that I’ve put out there thus far about whether or not the information is valid. Also I would surely like to follow you on Instagram. My Instagram is spiritling_earthling