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@samanthaflores I just responded to your other message before I read this one.  I want to learn it all myself as well and not rely on anyone else. All the answers are within us.  Once I get to meditating more and get healthier I will access that stuff. I guess I just need some help now until I can get there myself.  Help with blockages or attachments, implants or anything that might be preventing me from doing the things I want to do.  It's been so hard doing things. Keeping up with things. Like so weighted down.  You're right about we gotta trust in diving timing and be patient. I have wanted to just cram everything I can like yesterday..ha  I'm not sure it's a good idea to take on so many downloads at once.  Watching too many light language videos in one day and stuff.  No wonder my brain has felt fried.

@rainyangel I totally agree with you. I have used psychics as well. I have one I go to regularly and will continue to even when I unlock my gifts. I think it's good to get perspective from others. What I meant with the supplements, it's just contradicting my current focus but I think it's a great idea. I may change my mind in the future. I am always open to learning.

@samanthaflores Yeah I want to get where I'm clean and stable and high enough frequency I can heal myself and keep myself clean but I am in such a state that I can't do it by myself right now. I can't get rid of all these blockages and or negative attachments and stuff mself.  I'm not strong enough or connected enough yet. It's keeping me from doing so. Making it hard to get up and out in nature or anything.  So I need cleansin. I'm thinking about doing this infrared sauna wrap..ha  Or they have a sauna where you can jump in a pool of ice water after. That'll shock some shit out of me..ha  I was learning about tapping recently.  There's tapping that EA mentioned in a channel,to loosen up the energy field and your aura, break up dense areas, and then there's EFT tapping where you tap particular points on your body, supposed to help with relieve negative feelings of all kinds like anything that is bothering you.

@rainyangel I know you'll get there. Going outside isn't the only way to connect with nature. Water, fire and air are all a part of nature you can connect with. Even earth. Parts of your home were created from nature. The trees used to make the wood. The rocks and water that mixed together to make concrete. I set intention with my water that I drink to connect my soul with water. To nourish and hydrate my body with the element. Light a candle and connect with the flame. I show gratitude to it all. I'm thankful for the trees that gave part of themselves for me to have shelter. Thankful I have access to air to energize my body. Thankful I can connect with fire to ignite my passion and remember the power and strength I have within. If you would like a book recommendation, lightworkers 101 by Erin Werley is wonderful. It's a foundation for quantum healing and loads of other things.

@samanthaflores Thank you I"ll check it out. You are doing awesome.  You're right there's things I can do right here. I need to buy me a couple really good candles. I love woodwick candles, they smell so good and sound like a crackling fire.   I learned from an EA video recently about setting your intention on water and i've started doing that.  I guess we can do it with everything.  I'm realizing our imagination isn't just our imagination.  It's hard for so many people to believe we have so much power and can be creative about it.  Like I rubbed my hands togther for a bit and then put it on my third eye and pulled away really fast as if I was suctioning it open.  I was under the impression we had to do thnigs they way others have successfully done them.  Follow their path but no we can do it how we want to and work with it to find what feels the best. 

I have started to sit outside in my lawn chair in the evening with my feet on the earth and looking up to the stars trying to connect more.  Its nice at night. I love the smell. Haven' been outside at night in forever it seems.  I'm trying to start a gratitude journal and different things. It's hard for me to know what is what right now with how I'm feeling and if I need to do anything about it or not, or just feel it and observe it, go with the process of healing.  Because EA talked about all these feelings I'm having as totally a part of ascension symptoms. 

I learned in the cosmic awakening group I talked in for the first time,  that I have a dark cloud around me based up of my negative thoughts about myself and also a protective barrier, from good and from bad.  That I have guides and angels all around me talking to me, but I just can't hear them. And also to go easy and gentle and work on one thing first, then when that's good, go to the next.  I'm overwhelming myself with all I think I need to be doing right now. Want everything to happen yesterday, like rescue meeee! ha   I don't want to go through this, I just want to go on a ship and have it all done for me. I'm sure they are working on me when I sleep most likely. I'm just tired.  I'm one of those EA talks about who is just so damn tired of living lives here like what's the point anymore.  But I guess we chose this time for a really good reason and we will see the best thing in the universe happen in our lifetime.  

I'm totally empathic as well I've realized, so gotta find a way to allow myself to open my heart up again and to feel all that I feel,  but protect myself, that's really important.  I have a hard time reading, writing, speaking, taking action. I feel like I'm climbing a mountain of mud.   I bought some supplement that Nick on here linked to, to decalcify your pineal gland. I think he sent you the links too. I wonder how that's going to make me feel and what kinds of dreams I"m going to start having.  But yeah, I also am into detoxing as well as my brain feels like a chemical factory. I was on psych meds for 25 years until 3 months ago. Am I repeating myself, I think I am. I feel like I've said all this before.  Oh well.  I got up late today, not sure what to do. Feel really tired still.  Meditate should be number one priority and the rest should fall into place from that. Lightworkers 101, thanks. ttyl hugs

@rainyangel I saw that in group. So cool. I have more Haritake and Monoatomic Gold coming too. Ordered them today. One day shipping with Amazon delivery 🙂 I really like both. My guides told me about the monoatomic gold. I didn’t know what they meant until I googled it. Lol. So good for de calcifying the pineal gland, raising your vibration and strengthening your energy. It’s charged gold particles that flow through your body and the conductive properties it’s produces is significant. So good for the third eye and over all repair and detoxification. Haritake is impressive too. Speeds up metabolism, de calcifies the pineal gland, help with digestion. I’ve learned to just do whatever my guides tell me to do. Regardless of how weird it may be. Like ingesting gold.:)

@rainyangel I didn't even think of wood wick candles, that's a good idea. Yes, I got the setting intention with your water from EA, but I also started doing that for other things. Like my food and sleep. That's really cool about how you got your 3rd eye to "pop". If you think about it, negative thoughts are what got us here, so positive thoughts should be able to get us in the opposite direction. I love how simple that sounds compared to how not simple it can be lol. I agree it's insane to think once we stop thinking how we were taught to do things, we can really create anything. Our imaginiation is our only limits. I absolutely love gratitude journals. Don't worry about thinking too hard about it, start simple and it will flow after a while. Self love has been a journey for me. It hasn't been the right time for me to learn my soul mission completely, but I have found out that I did come to earth to learn to love myself unconditionally. So when I had a hard time making a list, I even started so basic as to having gratitude for being able to turn oxygen into carbon dioxide to help nature. EA said something along the lines if you tell yourself something everyday, like your worth it or you're going to be rich, you may not believe it the first 157 times, but eventually you will. That's how gas lighting works and if it works in a negative way, we can use the same concept for a positive outcome. I was just told this the other day, "Invision your higher self. Name her, what does she wear, how grateful is she, what does she drive, what career does she have, get delusional. Allow yourself to co-create the reality that you want, that is your birth right. Then start doing things the way your higherself does, embody her power and start taking those steps to become her. Show the universe you are serious about what you want and let the magic unfold" That really hit me, so I wanted to share. Even though I have a hard time loving myself, I can start with creating the higher version of myself and loving her unconditionally then taking the steps to loving my current self, because with out everything my current self went through and has faced, that higher self couldn't have been created. 

I am extremely impatient with all this too. I know what I need to do and I want it now lol. I learned I needed to figure out what was causing me to be impatient and heal that. For me, it was thinking I didn't deserve all these wonderful gifts I have, so I wanted it now to prove myself wrong. Which was preventing me from enjoying the moment and being thankful for this life I was givin. The human experience is a very unique one and I have to remember that. It's still a struggle, but I trust all will be revealed at the right time and I need to trust in divine timing. I have a hard time hearing my guides as well. I found a guided meditation on youtube for connecting with your guides through journaling. So you do this meditation and then journal for 4 minutes without thinking. It's a way to channel a message from your spirit guides. That's actually one of the things that sparked my awakening. Then I just got a cheap oracle card deck and have been communicating that way and through spiritual signs. Like I literally look up the spiritual meaning of everything lol. If you think it's a sign it is. Like numbers, insects, birds, even some of the health issues I was facing. Repetetive thoughts too. 

I've learned that the harder the lesson is the more it sticks. Unfortunately, we tend to need to learn things the hard way 🤣 You have all the tools within you just as we all do. We're all just at different points in our journeys. I hope sharing some of my journey helped you. I can relate to what you are saying and perpestive shifts have been a very powerful tool for me. While also trying to remember not to get too stuck in "my mind" and remembering to stay grounded as well. oh the balance. Sending you lots of love and high vibes

@lighthealer_arkie  great tip!  Thanks!

@rainyangel If you have audible, I found an extremely helpful book that's free with a membership. It's called bioenergy healing by Csongor Daniel. I'm learning a lot about feeling and seeing energy. He makes it very simple to understand

Thanks Samantha, I don't have audible but i'll check into it, and I'll write that down.  I started doing more mediation the past few days and its really helpful. I believe I need it like five times per day at least.  Like pretty much stay in a meditative state. I have to study as well.  Step forward in study is my guidance along with take action on guidance and explore my gifts for my mission.  I'm going to be learning about some ascended masters and arch angels today. There' a few that i have been told a who a few of those on my ascension council of 12 and I dont' even know anything about them, like lady nada, and maitreya, sananda, and Isis, also metratron. So between cleaning, exercise, meditation, and study, that's my day. Oh and connecting with other like minded people..smile. 

I really want that connection.  I don't even have connection with unlikeminded people right now.  Been very isolated. But in time, right now I have a full plate. It's hard because I want to get better now so I can go out and do things and have friends like a normal person, but I wont get better unless I focus on getting better first instead of trying to rush things.  Get solid, then go out into the world.  Hard to go out and socialize when you feel like you're literally going through a strainer, and they don't understand any of it. 

So bioenergy healing.  I'll look it up.  I'm writing down a list of all I what to learn this week. I do meditation with Divine light meditation and Steve Nobel also. They're my go tos for guided ones, which all are for me right now.  I found this site too when I was looking up Lady Nada, summit lighthouse.org  that has a ton of really interesting information and teachings. She's one of 12 on my ascension council I learned through a really awesome reading I got from divine light academy.   Well I just got up late and then meditations and ate breakfast.  I gotta got do some other stuff.  Hope you have a peaceful day.  ttyl hugs

Hi Samantha, thanks bunches, I have a hard time writng and talking at the moment.  Putting my thoughts in to words.  I write, delete, rewrite.  I ended up writing a whole paragraph or two and then I somehow deleted it by pressing something I dont' know. My friggin littel laptop seems so sensitive and stuff gets hit that I don't want to hit.  Maybe I'm trying to type too fast.  I'll message later when I can think about what to say.  I woke up feeling like really bad physically.  I gotta go for a walk.  I loved your message though and I'd like to talk about the mindfulness writing I used to do similar to that journaling you mentioned, really want to start that back up.ttyl hugs 

@nickq1233 hey, can you please talk a little bit more about your Ormus Gold experience? I did hear something good about it but it´s very expensive + you don´t know what quality you get.