Paranoid and just all around low

@wanderinghallows Go immediately into Nature for a long walk or stay, do  grounding work. Ill send you  love and healing 💓  for the mean time. Keep the faith. Take EAs book and re-read some random chapters. You're not dying You're just waking up! Oh and call the Angels, they are there for you, they never take a coffee break and will always help us.

@wanderinghallows You are tuning into other layers of reality. Please don't be hard on yourself. Remember that you are exactly where you are supposed to be for a reason. Keep holding your light! You are not alone! Sending so much love and good vibes❤️✨

@lighthealer_arkie Thank you so much and will do! 🤗

@lynp-2 thank you thank you! 😊

@wanderinghallows It's normal what you are going through because  a lot of things are going on planetary and personal wise with all of us starseeds.  I feel the same way at times. My deal is mostly feeling like I cant' speak.  I have felt this way for months and months and it feels so isolating and I feel like I'm alone alot of times and like no one understands and I can't express everything going on with me to anyone and if I try I cant' get it out right so get misunderstood and then feel even more alone. It's rough.  I hear you.  I get it.  You're not alone ok? I feel alone all the friggin time so i just wanted to tell you I know how youre feeling and I can relate and there are alot of us out there going through all kinds of shit weird shit we can't even explain and not everyone is going through the same exact things in  he same ways so it gets confusing you know?  You're probably transitioning to different frequencies and going through transformations of different sorts, pealing back layers that are no longer needed and who knows what else at this point? haha  I'm sorry, i have been going through my share as well for real. Hang in there.  I personally am working on letting go of control and trusting in the process as much as I can even though I don't understand whats all really going on with me and that seems to help like just give up the suffering liek not gonna suffer no more just go with it and look at everything with child like wonder like what will happen next who knows? haha  I don't know who the hell I am from one day to the next. I'm different all the time pealing back layers upon layers. One minute I'm up with some positivity and clairty the next minute I'm losing my mind feeling like I'm gonna die and no one is there and I'm completley alone and need help but no one can help me and just thinking all kinds of fearful distorted thoughts.  They aren't you, they can very well be attachments of all kinds coming up to be released, lessons to learn to get to the next level of consciousness I don't know anymore.  I haven't been on here in a long time been going through some major shifts nonstop like i don't get a friggin breather for months and months and months and I have no family or friends into any of this shit right now so al lI got is some forums.  Find different forums out there. There's telegram groups and such.  soulbased life on youtube has  a telegram group, cosmic awakening .org is helpful to join as well. I haven't been on there in a while but thinking about going back.  It started with a few of EA'smembers on here. Check it out. They have a telegram chat support and then monthly groups like meditation groups etc. And feeling low is a symptom as well haha  sorry don't mean to laugh just I have beegoing through it for real for ever like i definitely know low that's for fucking sure. holy shit like will it ever end oh my God. lol I think the best medicine is laughter if you can try and find some crazy humor in it all , find things to laugh about, let go of the seriousness I am bonafide borderline insane at this point I've lost my mind repeatedly the past several months I can't even begin to explain.  I'm glad to be back on here. I checked out for a long time but recently bought the latest year of GFLs and started watching them and thought I'd check the forum out again. I came here last march a year ago, that's when it started for me and man I think I posted over 400 times losing my shit feeling so bad all the time.  But guess what? I still am losing my shit and feeling bad a lot of times. hahaha  Been doing whatever I can for real. I think i need to barrel down on the exercise like real exercise at the gym on the machines and then alot of steaming and also barrell down more on meditation like probably six times per day and maybe i'll get some real relief, that's my only thoughts lately as to how to stop suffering so bad, been doing soooo much but I"m being led to do more in that area. We have a lot of toxins in us from a variety of places that needs to detox and that is one of the number one causes of bad feelings I believe. They utilize all sorts of things to try and hit us negatively, television, social media, food, hygiene products like our water. I had to get a water filter, and go organic and I havent' watche dthe news in like over a year and half. I cant' . I have to watch everything I feed myself cuz it gets it so quickly anywhere I leave an opening.  I"m so empathic and sensitive to the extreme now. I feel the world it seems.  Hope you have a  better day.  It comes and goes for me, constantly.  I feel so alone right now myself and have for months and months. There's alot of stuff going on planetary also that affects us as our bodies are basically directly connected to it all more than you can imagine so what happens to the planet or in the solar system we are feeling it on some level.  Ok I've rambled on long enough.  I havent' talked much in a while, very hard to these days. I get more and more anxiety the more I try it seems and I don't know why.  Need to go get some earthing in this morning, look slike rain. I love the rain hope it storms like a mother fucker.. lol  later, Angie Sue

@wanderinghallows ❤️✨💪

@rainyangel omg and your rainy angel! idk y it got me at the end when I was reading you were hoping for rain, I love the rain too. I can’t get enough of it. It brings a calming peace I can’t explain, especially being in it. Freeing, rewarding, grounding…all of it is manifested in that.

I wanted to take time to read your message, so I am sorry about the paused response. Its important I feel that I gave a response. It is beautiful to see folks on this forum connecting and we need to stick together.

Everything seems like it is wrong most days, fake even, like I am not supposed to be here. It takes so much to convince myself “keep going” and its worth it…idk. I sleep most days and some say that is a sign of deep depression, others that I am charging. Some of the folks here have said work with angels, which I do actually and totally began isolating myself from even their help. I pray most nights that they just hold me and that helps…maybe it can help you. There just seems to be a swarm of negativity sitting above hoping to crush us. It feels good listening to EA and how they who were are losing, almost feels like this swarming energy is their last ditch attempt.

I will need to look at the forums you listed and get more involved. WE don’t need to be alone right?

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@lynp-2 🤗