[Solved] Navigating through the challenges and feeling/being stuck

In my childhood I had a astral travel experience, I floated from my bedroom down the stairs to the living room. The furniture was different, there was older stuff and my parents were not present. It felt like I was there after their death, but some of the furniture was from years back. Maybe another timeline...

At later age I attended a workshop being led by a medium, and she said that my astral body was helping a woman from our group during a meditation. So conformation for really being able to astral travel, however totally subconsciously. I had no recollection on any of it. Starseed block?

Also in my childhood I had a lucid dream, it was very vivid and I was in control. It never happened again, or I just didn't remember it. 😮 It was not negative or frightening as far as I remember, so why would his be blocked?

In my childhood I also had reoccurring dreams of being in a wood and the trees would change into living and moving trees that wanted to catch me. Possibly my subconscious telling me I don't feel/being safe?

I often had a kind of nightmares, lying in bed asleep 😴 and then it felt cold, and the blankets were being pressed down over me so I couldn't move. That happened regularly at a young age. Possible abduction? Sometimes I still get a nightmare when it's cold in the room, the cold triggers the memory.

A medium told me at young age that my third eye was wide open, but when meditating I didn't have experiences like visions while others saw or felt all kind of stuff.

Specifically the last years I felt increasingly tired 🤔 , and also since the double burnout I had years ago I need a ridiculous large amount of hours of sleep, and still feeling washed out even when thinking/remembering (wrongly?) I slept all night. I'm thinking awakening energies combined with burnout leftovers and possible more.

Years ago I did a few readings for people and I did get some visions, so it's there when I need it?!? My strongest gifts now (as far as I'm aware of them) 😀 are inner knowing, healing, feeling, clearing and crossing over spirits. Visions are practically absent. I've done various things to activate my pineal gland, kundalini, do shadow work and so on. Still no progress in consciously lucid dreaming, astral traveling etc. And as a child I remembered my dreams, but not later on. It seems to getting a bit better the last year or so.

What is blocked and how do I get out of this fix? I also did the affirmation from EA for some time : I want to harness my full potential now. No luck so far

Sorry, the story is way too long 😮 , but maybe all the details will help see (through) the underlying issues.