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A while back for the first time, that I know of anyway, while sleeping or in a sleep/wake state, I don't even know, I heard in my head a very brief computer type sound go through my head? Like number language, I can't explain it. Maybe some kind of download of information put in me that I couldn't decipher? It was like a blip. Then last night something else happened. I woke up to, or became aware of, because it seems like these things brought me out of my deep sleep, like woke me up to an extent, what sounded like a brief speaking in my head of a male voice in a language or words I never heard before. I remember thinking that was strange, and remember thinking maybe it was what they call light language, because it was strange. It wasn't a foreign language that I remember ever hearing before. but a regular sounding voice, saying words I didn't understand. I don't know how long it went on before I became aware of it, but once I became aware, it stopped. Anyone else experience something similar, or have more insight into what that might be? I'm thinking some kind of download of helpful information, but it certainly wasn't made for me to consciously understand. Maybe it was a male from my galactic family speaking to me in their language, knowing at least my higher self would understand, I really don't know, but I know it wasn't just a dream.
@rainyangel616 Wow. Your clairvoyance is really active. You can absolutely receive downloads. I do as well. We have a lot of things going on when we look at clairvoyance and telepathy. It's the main way our ET family and guides communicate with us. If we don't have our abilities activated yet we won't notice every time. When we do get to a point of activation where our telepathy and clairvoyance is noticeably active, we'll start to pick up on that stuff. Try to recognize any words, images and visuals you can understand. Your higher self and subconscious are receiving the information but it's nice to recognize it as well up front. Otherwise, you'll have the information but won't know you have it until something comes up. That's when you need to trust your intuition. I try to journal everything I can. If I hear something or see something in meditation, I'll break off to write it down or sketch it then I'll go back into meditation. If you're practicing that regularly you'll definitely start to recognize the information and messages more clearly. With that level of activation comes difficulty grounding and staying present in your physical reality. We get really caught up in the esoteric but suffer in our day to day if we aren't careful. Grounding is so important for us all at this time. Like I mentioned I'm in reiki twice a week with the cosmic awakening group with Bret @scolere06 working hard to keep that balance in my life. Our reiki group is awesome. Yesterday was so relaxing and calm. We all left the session feeling so much lighter and grounded. We really do have an incredible advantage having the other starseeds in the group helping each other. I don't know how I'd be doing if it weren't for Patrice @patricekrysztofiak and Bret @scolere06. 🙂
@nickq1233 Thanks Nick. It's nice to have validation from others. I'm been going through such a trying time when it comes to my healing in every way process. It's rough on me physically, mentally, emotionally. I don't remember when I actually felt ok last. I feel sickish a lot, and very emotional. I'm going to rejoin the cosmic awakening site in July. I really need it. This past several months, it has felt like I've been completely torn down and broken apart, to be slowly built back up in a way that I have never even experienced yet. Don't know what's ahead, but it will be better eventually I believe, just not feeling it much yet. Still in the breaking down process I think. It kinda scares me sometimes cuz it's like some major healing I've been needing for a really long time, so it's kinda like I feel like I'm literally going to fall apart into pieces and die from this. I'm pretty alone too. I don't have really anybody in my life right now except my son I see sometimes. He's 31. But I have this site and you guys and I'm grateful for that. Can't wait to get more connected with the cosmic society. I bought EA's book, "You're not dying, just waking up." I thought it fitting..lol Haven't read it yet. It's hard for me to do a lot of things right now. I just got cleaning done that I've been neglecting for months. Lately I feel like I can't even speak really. So much thinking and feeling I can hardly speak. Like everything is mixed up and I sound kinda crazy. Well I'll let ya know when I experience anything knew. Thanks for the advice.
@rainyangel616 I hear all that. We’d love to have you over there. We all go through a tear down process before we build back up. I got divorced, look a leave from work etc etc. I went through a really tough time and was humbled over and over until I was ready. It sounds like you’re building back up. The activations, clairvoyance and all are very good signs. Also something to think about is the 12 strand DNA conversion. We can be doing great on our ascension journeys but feel ill because of the changes going on in our bodies as light workers. We are incarnated with 2 strand DNA in a human vessel. The new energies are making us transition to a 12 strand DNA structure, our innate structure as light beings. This can make you feel ill, depressed and all sorts of things. Activations can take a toll on your body too. We go through some heavy stuff to get into our ascended state as “way showers “ or light workers. We are divine beings of light. 🙂 it just sucks a little to get there from where we incarnate as.
This can be a lonely ascension journey because we’re the first of a large wave of awakened starseeds. Not human. We have a difficult time with the sleeping population because we are different. Not better just different. You have us though. Everyone on the forum and in the cosmic awakening healing group are starseeds just like you. Going through the same challenges. Give it time and the masses will awaken. Or at least the starseeds then the humans will catch on and follow our lead to create a new loving, peaceful, happy, abundant, grateful, balanced society for all. A service to others society. 🙂
@nickq1233 Smiles, thank you Nick. You're great. Once again, so helpful to feel validation for what I'm feeling and not feel alone in it or confused about what's really going on. Cuz i keep thinking I'm not doing something right, because I feel so shitty. I guess I just have to go with it and try to relax as much as possible and trust and not try and fight it or get rid of these feelings etc. I suppose people that are a lot healthier and probably have been meditating a lot already and been in a healthy, peaceful state of mind to begin with, probably aren't going to suffer these symptoms as much you know? I have been very unhealthy for a long time, and I'm referring more so to emotionally, so it's like a lot to take on. Almost like most of yourself is dying, which in essence it kinda is. Gotta get rid of all the unhealthy 3D stuff to make room for the higher vibrational stuff. And I feel like almost my entire body, brain, and heart has to go..ha for real. But it just feels that way. I'm hanging on to my inner self, my higher self because it's all I can hang on to if I don't want to die with the rest. So yeah, its like being forced to fully connect and live through my higher self from now on, out of sheer survival. If I'm not doing high vibrational things, I really feel it now more than ever. Like if I binge on garbage food, or sit around all day, or don't get any sunshine or look at too much crap on facebook, like I succumb so easily to the low vibrations, if I'm not actively trying to stay in a place of peace and good health. Then I know it's nothing I'm doing to make myself sick because I'm taking really good care of myself now lately and I feel like I'm starting to feel worse, not better..ha It's weird. But that probably is a good sign, not a bad one, like you said. ugh, But exciting you know? Like finally a purpose for all this bullshit!
@rainyangel616 Amen to all that. 🙂 You got this phase. Just flow.
@rainyangel616 Glad you are discovering your skills now😊🙏 You are here for a reason. Like Nick said Just go with the flow and trust the process. Sending so much love and good vibes❤️❤️
You could take EA's book sometimes and open it on a random page, and read a few lines. Always helpful and always fun. Incredibly enlightening.
@rainyangel616 Hey Angie. What’s the weirdest tech glitch you’ve noticed so far?
@nickq1233 Hey Nick, I would say that my TV once, and my laptop another time, would all of a sudden just turn black and do nothing. Or I'm watching videos and they seem to be messing up a lot like it looks as if it's being edited and I'm missing parts. And several times it's like the talking and the mouths wouldn't line up. I've seen it on recent EA videos that I've looked up, along with ones on You Tube. My laptop though man has had a lot of annoying crap. Once in a while it would seem like I just heard a line and then they're saying it again. Or even with reading online, like didn't I just read that? But I did mention to you in a prior post about some really weird stuff like my EA post being in the login box of twitter..ha What about you?
@rainyangel616 Wow. Yeah. A lot of different glitches. The lcd screen in my car goes blank similar to what you described with your TV and laptop. I wonder if it’s energy related? We were just talking about similar energy interference related stuff in reiki today. Lots of people are experiencing this type of stuff. Definitely a trend amongst starseeds. Very interesting being that it’s happening to so many people currently.