advice needed !
So i've been really working on myself, intending for my highest timeline and see changes in myself and some in my reality - but i live with my parents and my mum especially has not worked on herself, at all and is trying to drag me into situations that feel so unaligned. I've made my intention clear - energetically and multiple conversations but she's stubborn enough not even to try to understand, I feel calmer but since we live in the same house her emotional volatility - the constant banging of doors , utensils , screaming etc because things and people are not going her way sometimes gets to me. I am trying to move out but any advice till that happens in my reality/? HELP!!!!
(I've reached few times quite close to situation where i've actually thought of self exiting but dont want thta. I want to move out but till that happens help!!!!
Understand completely. Family dynamics are so difficult during this time particularly. I have been through this but with my teenage child years ago. You need to protect yourself from the negatively 1st. Some use the bubble technique but there are many. Find one that suits you. My go to is : image you are surrounded by a mote. You are the castle. Crank up the imaginary bridge to cut off anything from crossing the mote. It goes away instantly for me.
Your mother thinks she is helping you. Don't forget that she loves you and is trying all that she knows. Try and keep conversations between you two, to topics that you're both comfortable with. Your journey and her journey are 2 entirely different journeys. Even if she doesn't respect that yet, you still can.
Please never 🙏 exit because of another. There are ways to escape if it comes to that. Other family, friends, women in crisis centers, counseling, etc...
You obviously are on this site because you are already aware of yourself . I encourage you to try and make yourself tolerant to her antics with self protection until you can leave. You're young and have a purpose beyond your mother. Stay strong and carry a piece of black tourmaline to help deflect negative energy