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I don’t know where this phrase came from. It’s just exactly how I feel right now. I’m inexplicably sad in every area of my life. Everything feels so dense and heavy. Like walking underwater. Is anyone else feeling this heaviness?
Last year January till may. Best friend hung himself I found him first.for awhile it felt like my mind would be irreversibly destroyed found frequency healing on YouTube in May,felt better the next morning,2 months later found ea again on August 8th, was excited when she mentioned the cosmic society i almost crapped my pants.my buddy and I talked alot about 95 percent of the stuff ea covers during jam sessions and other times we would kick it. At times it felt like this invisible force was pressing on my head total lack.i would listen to music and have flashbacks to at least 1988 playing sports mostly around the neighborhood. Sending you unconditional loving energy, vibration,you're a beautiful soul with a wonderful heart.Blue eyes like a clear blue sky on a clear day full of sun shine.
Thank you, precious soul friend. Much love to you as well; 1988 was an awesome year. Returning love to you and peace to heal your heart. Friends are special people and finding him must have been so traumatic. I am sure he is forever your pal and will always be near and dear to heart.
Thank you yea always and forever
I was meant to see him like that im about to do some past life regression qtta soon and those flashbacks were me practicing past life regression without realizing it.i definitely want to know about my past life as the annunaki Enlil
I actually forgot about those I'd be at work literally in any particular time when we were kids to even 7 years ago. Boss would tap me on the shoulder I'd come back to reality he knew what happened end up having to leave work. For awhile I couldn't listen to any music at work because it would trigger past events.
@prock248 Just a reminder that you are not alone and it's totally normal to feel this way sometimes. Sending extra love and a big big hug🥰
@prock248 I have absolutely been feeling this too. I typically have a positive outlook every day- not too much gets to me or bothers me. But lately, I have felt this intense heaviness, and it's in relation to literally everything. Is this what depression feels like? I haven't been feeling it for long enough to call it depression but man, it's no fun. I can't decide whether or not to just let myself feel it or do things to try and transmute the negative energy- switch up the vibe. Right now, it's almost like it feels easier to be sad and pissed off. But I can't stay in this space for very long. I am just going to ride this wave and try my best to be an observer of these emotions rather than attach myself to them. Sending you love- and thanks for posting about this!
@prock248 im feeling very disillusioned with society and life. There is so many good nice people around but i feel surrounded by self serving entitled acting people ,then theres the goverments who only want to fk and rip everone off. I dont feel like i fit into this world or corrupt system at all. I love being on my own , out in nature. I feel heavy and cant sleep often. Im not one to care what people think im me but i wish there was more love
@rodford2000 Ow sweetie and all people here, open your heart chakra and give yourself and the people around you a big amount of Unconditional Love! Try to feel the Love inside your heart, then expand, i mean ExpAnd hehe to mankind. I love all of you here so much, who ever is reading this and am sending you right now much love ❤. Ow and try to raise above reality sometimes - say step out of the matrix - and try to observe everything including your reactions from a viewpoint of neutrality. ❤ ❤️ ❤️