So you are a retired starseed, now what?

@shivanitarksis Thank you for posting your questions!

@shivanitarksis I strongly believe this is my last life on this planet. I'm so tired of it, of its drama, of its craziness. I've always wanted "to go home" for as long as I can remember. When I was younger, I used to watch the stars and silently cry because I wanted to go home, even if I didn't know where home was. I wanted to travel in space. 30 years later, I'm at the same place. I'm so done with this planet. I'm not coming back unless it's in 5D and all the stupid 3D drama is over with. And even then... I think I need a very long break away from here! lol

Up until very recently, I was very unsatisfied with this planet, with life itself, with my vehicule (my body), with everything. But A LOT happened in a short time and it completely flipped my perspective. I've processed a lot of old karma in this life and I feel like I'm pretty much done with it. I'm currently going through a very interesting phase (that I won't explain, it's too complicated and personnal to be clearly explained). Something happened yesterday that should have been a blow and should have discouraged me (or the old me) but I feel so at peace with it that it makes me feel deeply grateful.

This "bad news" that was really not what I was expecting is a true blessing in my life in a lot of different ways. I realize how much I love myself. How is that extraordinary? It's the first time in my entire life I realize how much I TRULY love myself. I'm not just saying it, I deeply feel it. It's an incredible feeling. And I realize that I'm not judging myself anymore. I don't want to. It takes too much energy to be judgemental. I realize that the only thing I want to do is to love myself, be kind to myself, not be so serious anymore, smile and laugh. That's what I truly want to do from now on.

Up until yesterday, I was still wondering what I could do to help the mission on this planet. And today, I find that I just want to love myself and be kind to myself. Because by doing so, it's going to help the mission. If I love myself, I can love others. If I'm kind to myself, I can be kind to others. If I smile and laugh and have fun, others around me will bathe in my positive energy.

I'm a retired starseed, but by being here and loving myself, I'm still helping. I've also become consciously aware of a few people that I'm currently helping in this life, but it feels more like an "advisor" job that I do for my loved ones with whom I have contracts than a real big mission, like retired people will sometimes help a business because they have a lot of experience in the field they used to work in. 

I am my main mission... until I can finally go home.

@shivanitarksis  you are a retired starseed, may I ask how old you are? 🙂

@lane that is so beautiful. I love that, I am my main mission. What a great way to receive. Loving yourself is a huge accomplishment!

I too as a child would pray to god to take me away and I am very much into spiritual feng shui and I had a conversation with my inner being and I heard, it’s because you miss home and that feeling of being home  🤯   

thank you for sharing 💜

@marieguerdin11 hello!!

I am 38, I began this journey in 2017. I feel like a retired starseed, difficult childhood, not knowing what to do with my life, longing to leave earth, feels like I’m coasting. But I could be wrong too, could also be wishful thinking. If I am in fact a retired starseed, I want to live this second half of life in joy, bliss and prosperity and teach my children. But it’s still the what can I do to get to that point, if that makes sense. 

@shivanitarksis  indeed you are your main mission , loving YOURSELF helps bringing love on Earth, raise the vibration of Earth. That's wht lots of twin flames are reconnecting now in order to bring love from 5D down to Earth ! You are your mission, I love that and totally agree! 🙂

@shivanitarksis I found that letting go is a very efficient way to get closer and closer to bliss, joy and prosperity. The less I hold on to old memories or emotions or situations, the more I have space and time for Now and for enjoying Now.

Old memories and emotions... are they really that important? When we look at this planet, this solar system, this universe. Are our old memories or emotions that we hold on to so important? Is the situation we are currently dealing with or struggling with so important? Knowing that we are powerful eternal spiritual beings, that we have lived countless lives already (on this planet and on other planets in the multiverse), that we have experienced and seen countless things and met countless other souls like us... is holding on to that tiny memory or situation from this current life so important?

When we incarnate, we take on a role. As if we're in a play or a movie. We choose our vehicle (body), our family, the lessons we want to learn and we know it's going to be temporary (what is 100 years compared to eternity?). But when we finally incarnate, we forget about all this eternity and about the fact that this life is just one perspective of something larger. Reminding myself of this helps me a lot to let go of things that I thought were so important but, compared to the vastness of life, make them look almost ridiculous.

I also like to ask myself, "Am I gonna get over this (situation or emotion) at some point?" and the answer is always "Yes". So I tell myself, "Then why not get over it right now and be done with it?".

The less "bagage" we carry, the more bliss and joy we will allow ourselves to experience. I'm a master overthinker and I'm currently learning that it doesn't serve me very well. I'm learning to allow myself to be more spontaneous and accept that it might come with a few "mistakes" but then realize over and over again that there are no "mistakes".

Quiet your mind, clean your mind's "wardrobe" and give yourself some space in your mind. It's a bit uncomfortable in the beginning because we are so used to our cluttered mind that we don't know what to do with all that new space. But your Flow knows. Your Higher Self knows. Allow yourself to feel a bit uncomfortable for a short time and see what comes out of it. You will probably be surprised.

I'm currently working my way through this process. These are, of course, only my thoughts based on my personal experience. We are all different.

Love your perspective ! Gosh I could chat about this for daysssss 😀 

@shivanitarksis I hear you! 😊 

I only found out who I was, in June. I've bought loads of crystals, been meditating and researching tonnes! I know that this sounds silly, but I was kind of just expecting my abilities to just show up and I thought that I'd know my life's mission, by now.

But I've started to sense that I'm supposed to wake with the planet and I'm not supposed to get ahead of everyone so that I can teach.

I've also had a lifetime of constantly beginning new things and it never working out and I've always beaten myself up about it, comparing myself to others.

But I just feel like I chose this (amongst other things that have happened) to clear the karma of my past lives, because it's my last life here. It was all never supposed to work out and it makes me feel better to know this.

I also have unresolved anxiety and standing up and taking charge feels a bit overwhelming

, right now.

After watching EA's video. I also believe I am a retired starseed too.

I had been struggling to figure out a career that was aligned with the new me. This year I came to the conclusion I am just supposed to be here to "Love". I don't need to be focused on and creating  the "NEW" world. I just have to "Be" what I think that is. Live that. Share that frequency while I'm here to shift others.  

I have also been working on healing the past for what feels like lifetimes LOL But I finally feel like I'm in a place where I can just let people be who they are and be in a neutral place. Look at everything from multiple perspectives. I stick with my boundaries. I don't owe the external world. I follow my inner guidance. I come first and then I have the right love frequency to share.  

I live on an acreage and quit my corporate job in 2016 because I felt I was meant to be doing something else. I had felt that way for a long time but could never figure it out like some of you have mentioned. When I asked myself what I missed when I left. I missed my employees. The part of helping. I remember after I left they all mentioned it's just not the same. We miss you and your deep talks and how you cared. I realized all I ever wanted to do was help people figure out their pain and heal. BUT what I realized is I never did that myself. I remember when I got in my car to leave the parking lot for the last time. I said to myself. NOW it's time for you to focus on you and heal. I had no idea what that even meant. I do now LOL

So I agree with those above who mentioned our missions of being here to spread love frequency and release our pain/past experiences. Forgive others. Forgive ourselves. Just "BE" and do our best to love ourselves fully and realize the whole collective just needs us to share our love. We don't have to build the new. We are here to give our love energy and receive what we need in order to carry that mission out.

Right now, I'm just focused on raising chickens and produce. I grew up in a farm family and I disagreed with how animals and the land was treated. I am surrounded by everything that I disagree with. I used to hate it here and wanted to move. But as I healed I realized I was meant to stay here and shift this place. I thought that was physical by teaching ways to raise animals and produce that allow nature to heal and flow in her original way before we did so much damage. I realize now at this time. I am just meant to do my part on my own 6 acres of land. I just need to live the way I believe we are meant too. Where we connect with nature and respect her again. Where we realize and see all the abundance around us. Nature shows us that every day.

I always say "Take what resonates and leave the rest." Just sharing my journey. Thanks for sharing yours.  

@shelly-ahlschlager "I don't need to be focused on and creating  the "NEW" world. I just have to "Be" what I think that is."

I like that A LOT! Living the way we think 5D is. What you share is so uplifting and inspiring! Thank you so much!

@daniirvine love it was all never suppose to work out, really testing our ideas of attachments and what it means to just let go. I am slowly coming into a realization that I am here to usher my children and other kids and moms/ parents during this awakening. And I haven’t felt certain of anything up to this point. Still releasing doubts and “attachments” lol. So if this is my lifetime it’s leaving it a better place for my children.

@shelly-ahlschlager it’s this sort of ‘leaving’ in peace. I’m still in my 9-5 and can hear my inner voice and guides telling me to quit. I had two pieces of paper one with a y and one with  a n. I threw both pieces  into the air and asked if I should quit and looked down at the floor and saw one piece face down and the other one was face up with the y. And it’s like yeah I don’t want to “waste” my last lifetime in a cubicle when I could be sharing ideas and teaching my children the truths of our world and the magic that exists and leave on that note. 

sounds like a lovely farm and like you found that last puzzle piece. 

@lane we need a “just being” manual lol. I’m 38 and my whole life has been go go go, get in trouble if I was found resting and held onto that program and the idea that being busy equates to success and it’s like what does just being, watching and receiving even feel like!?