Sharing last Entity Attack

Hi everyone,

I want to share with you what I experienced in my last attack 2 days ago. It's definitely the deepest one I experienced so far.

Saturday, I got a beautiful sound healing session in a park. It was amazing; I felt at peace, literally. I went to do some groceries; I still felt the same calmness. As soon as I got out of the store and started to walk back home (it's a good 30-minute walk), that changed in a snap.

Tears came up in my eyes, and I started to cry, but most of all, I started to express how a failure I was. It's super sunny, so I had my sunglasses on; otherwise, it would have been interesting when crossing people. It kept getting worse and worse. At that time, I didn't think for a minute I was attacked, only my reaching a point where I had to get out of my chest my frustration of not being able to manifest and receive. I already mentioned in previous posts that my finances are, to the hundreds, non-existent, and that's it. So, more or less conscious pressure, for sure.

I was carrying my bags and my yoga mat from the park, and I was crying badly. Still talking sh#% about myself. Then, I started to do the same about my spirit guides, guardian angels, higher self, and the source ... everyone got served! And that's when I started to wonder what was really going on in the middle of all this because it's unlike me. Finally, got home. I saged myself, and my instinct was to grab my notebook where I write down all the Healing Intentions I started to channel (to explain it quickly and simply, like some Binding & Unbinding Spells, but friendly ones ... super effective so far). 

At that point, I was bowling out like crazy, holding my pen in one hand and the other the notebook, and doing my best to receive the words that were coming to me. I was at the same time aware that I might receive something nefarious, but a deep feeling inside was telling me to trust and keep writing down. And I must add that I was afraid that I was writing my "Goodbye note to the world", my suicide note. And that was a first for me, the very idea to write one down. I sadly thought throughout the years of killing myself, but the topic of a suicide note was never part of it.

When I started to want to write or scribble on my forearms with a frantic will to do so, then I knew for sure it was an entity attacking me because there was no way I would want to do that. I remembered a video of EA talking about that. When we might do things completely out of who we are, more like crazy sh%# towards us, high chances of an entity behind it.

I don't know how, but I managed to finish the Healing Intention Spell, I prepared various pieces of paper containing specific words in connection to what I wanted to unbind myself with in this life, and went over the sink to proceed. It was a cutting cord ceremony while reciting the spell ... while I was still bowling my eyes out. I burned, read, felt from my heart as much as I could. After only a few minutes, I started to calm down.

The whole attack lasted from start to finish, almost 2h. Few more minutes, to stop crying and be calm. I lay down on my bed, got my earbuds on, and listened to some Dynasty Elektric sounds and others (from EA's members' suggestions in this forum) to keep healing and calming down. I wasn't sure if the entity was completely out, gone, so I called my guardian angels, spirit guides, and Arcangel Michael to help me get rid of it if still there. It was gone, and no insidious thing was left behind either. Michael didn't stay long since the entity was out, and I stayed with everyone else to really make sure I was safe and sound.

Wow, let me tell you that I do not wish anyone to experience that, and I don't ever want to do so myself. The suicide note really got me scared that I might really harm myself this time. 

I hope this experience can bring a bigger awareness to some of paying attention when we are having a tantrum or when an entity is trying to take us down (or having fun, not sure which one?!).

Much Love,

Nathalie Revin