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Ok, so I have quite the tale and I'd like some opinions. This is about synchronicities. First, I've always been devoutly childfree. Second, I'm gay. Third, I just turned 40 and my wife is 37. Fourth, both of my parents are dead.
I've been having a spiritual awakening since about 2013 that is really ramping up quite strongly right now. During meditation I had the sudden thought that I should have a child. My wife has always wanted a child, but none of her partners wanted one, so she let it go. So I text her at like 3am in the middle of my meditation "should we have a kid?" That's the first thing she woke up to. So she was immediately on board and while discussing who would carry, we decided we wanted to be pregnant together, at the same time. Insane, I know. I went and had my first past life regression seeking clarification on the issue. The life I saw was a young girl whose entire family died in a landslide. She grew up with no one. Then I saw her on her deathbed, an old woman surrounded by a family she had built for herself. Ok, message received. We are moving forward with plans and finding donors, so we have been tracking our periods. Our ovulation dates have been WEEKS apart for months. I checked the tracking today to see when my wife and I would be ovulating closest together so we can plan the double insemination.
Synchronicity 1) she's ovulating on Dec 31 and I'm ovulating on Jan1.
Synchronicity 2) the phase of the moon on Dec 31 is a new moon
Synchronicity 3) if we conceive on Dec 31, our babies will be born on Oct 6th, which is the day my mom died.
I feel like this is her way of letting me know she's here, she knows my plans, and she doesn't want that day to be sad for me anymore.
My wife and I are calling it. We are getting pregnant on Dec 31st. First try.
No one understands what I'm talking about, so I'd really love some advice from people who might get it. What are your thoughts on this? This is either the best idea ever or the worst idea ever, but I feel like all the cards I've pulled and the synchronicities are saying absolutely this is happening and it's a good thing.
Thanks for any thoughts!
Julie, you and your wife are blessed ❤️❤️ wishing you both good luck!
@lighthealer_arkie thank you! Everyone has been telling us we are most insane for wanting to be pregnant at the same time, but I feel like the synchronicity of the ovulation dates show that we ARE supposed to do it together.
Fantastic realization. I wish the best for all of you. Elizabeth and Nat didn't do artificial insemination. They got a real guy. And you can bet they had a tight vetting process.
Also, you might listen to a little bit of Bashar. You seem to have this mapped out with very specific expectations, which is good for manifesting of course, but also should proceed with awareness that its ok to let the expectation go if necessary (like dates and such). Your success will occur in divine timing, not necessarily according to your map.
@juliecrespo It's also okay if others don't fully understand your experience—this is something deeply personal and spiritual to you. What matters most is that you and your wife are aligned and feel good about the direction you're heading.
If you're feeling called to it, it could very well be a beautiful and transformative journey. Trust yourself and the process, and let the signs guide you as best as you can.😊❤️🙌