Need Help My Dear Friends

I'm so sorry you're feeling so down. ❤️ I get what you're feeling - I also thought I'd have some super powers come online by now. (nope - not yet). I'm also waiting for my spiritual tribe to drop in. Anyway, I guess I can't offer you much but just let you know that you are truly not alone, I'm glad you had the courage to put it all out there, and I'm very glad you're here. 🌹 

Hopefully some others can offer some good advice/help with how you can move forward. My advice is only a short term fix and involves eating copious amount of sugar. (I'm kidding - don't do that! LOL).

@k-miller1211 Hi Kayla, I wish I had the magic answer. The truth is, we have ups and downs in life that dont seem fair. Just yesterday I found out that both of my sisters hear music and chatter pretty much their whole life. My one sister appears to be able to shift realities somehow the way she described it. She never told anyone but me because she knew i would believe her. However, I have been trying to astral project (safely), use telepathy, become a medium or psychic, or predict the lottery numbers you know typical stuff. I have to settle for some intuition here and there.

I also often wonder why some people see UFOs and aliens and I dont when I have been their biggest fans since I was a kid! We get to experience these things when we NEED them, not when we want them. Sometimes we are ready for them. In the mean time, I would recommend going easy on yourself, this is part of the natural process, the ebbs and flows of spiritual wakening and it has many stages. Unfortunately, its not always a steady climb, but but implore you to keep up the faith and follow your heart.

My last bit of advice, I dont know if you are doing yoga but I would recommend finding a studio near you and joining a class to help increase your mind/body/soul connection. Most studios (in my area) provide mats if you dont have one, usually are $8-$12 dollar drop in fees and you will meet like minded people. If you can, find a cheap book store and look for Joe Dispenzas books, specifically "becoming supernatural". I highly recommend him. If you do better with audio books, you can get his audio book from audible and I think there a site that does free audio books or maybe regular books. Libraries are free too. 

This is just a rough patch right now but its not the ending, its just a chapter in your beautiful book. You and only you can choose how the chapter ends.

Thanks,

Kevin

1) enter into a Psilocybin chocolate regimen.

2) combined with volunteered work with children, animals, nature or the community 

The remedy is Simple.

This general remedy is the remedy that will be applied across humanity 

@k-miller1211 you've done so well to even be here, and by your badges I can see that you've had quite an extensive experience with metaphysical content.  The knowledge and awareness that you have is greater than 99.99% of the people on the planet.  That is worth far more than all the riches one could hope for.  For what good are all the riches without a true understanding of self and reality?  Simply pure hedonistic frivolity!   

Also, keep in mind that you are incarnate here on this physical plane to have an EXPERIENCE!!!  More specifically, a human experience.  You are incarnate into this third dimensional plane as human woman, and are playing out that role.  Great turbulent changes in emotion are part of that experience.  Being able to FEEL, and to feel DEEPLY is part of that human experience!  Relish these experiences while you can, for you are a passionate and truly awakened creator being.  

Remember, this existence is finite, where as your souls existence is eternal.  You'll have, and have had before, all the abilities awakened and accessed at your fingertips.  It is THIS human experience, these deep emotional feelings and connections which are finite.  THAT is what should truly be cherished, for these experiences are much more fleeting, and incredibly impactful to your soul development.  

Life is but a dream!  Watch the below interview where EA compares how your life here is but a game that you are simply the avatar of.  I have often used this same analogy myself.  You CHOSE to play this game, so enjoy it!  Get that human video game experience because when it's over, that's it!  Game over!  Enjoy the experience while you are in it!    

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkYuBW8PI6A

Also, if you are ever looking for someone to talk to, I am here for you.  Send me a PM if you wish and we can exchange contact info. 

We are all in this together!

• @luzifertoo2 , I recently bought a bar from a vape shop...My Fault I didn't read the package and treated it like a THC Edible and ate half the bar I have a high tolerance for THC . I've also done shrooms a bunch of times . But OMG 😳 I was not prepared for what happened I got so high I never trip so hard in my entire life and it was so bad I had to call in a sober person to monitor me and help me there's one point where I forgot how to breathe I mean it was crazy but then I did have some cool experiences also was seeing lots of ancient geometry patterns I remember and some other cool experiences that made it worth it but I will be a while ...I mean a while before I  touched them again.....🫠🍄

That is so Funny.  Chocolate is delicious.  Here's the TRICK with Tryptamines.  Always do them in Water.  I was in Beautiful Florida last Month.  I spent 4 hours in the Ocean on Shrooms - THERAPEUTICALLY 

Listen to T!  Don't do drugs!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FH6aVExey2Q

@k-miller1211 Hi Kayla, Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your feelings with us. 🙏 Don't push too hard! Sometimes it's all about timing! Take a break for some time and reconnect when you feel more aligned. You are heard! You are important! Sending soooo much love and positive vibes ❤️✨🙏

Love you all thank you for taking the time and energy to write back to me I truly means a lot guys it really does so I just really want to thank you for that I probably reread your messages like two or three times now so I really do appreciate them. ✌️ & ❤️ -kayla

@k-miller1211  Hope you're feeling a little better- hey I just wanted to make sure you saw a post about free readings. I had the link to paste - I think it was under SPIRITUAL BIZ - but now I can't find it of course LOL - at any rate I do have the website: 

https://www.lauradchannels.com/

@k-miller1211 

I understand your struggles all too well. Let's say this together right now "I am abundant. I possess everything I need. I am so grateful to have everything I require to feel and be safe in this world." We need to say this instead of the other thing, my dear dear friend. It's just too important. We can't think the other way, or it will keep us in that reality. Also with the yoga stuff, I don't pay for classes, I download free apps & do it at home- watching on my phone & screen mirroring to my TV. (See? I get where you're coming from. I'm just not gonna say or think the words.) I'm including a list of free book sites so you can find the materials you need, without spending. Reach out to me if you need any other insights to get info or advice without spending. 🩷🧚🏼‍♀️🧜🏼‍♀️

List of 20 websites where you can download unlimited books for free:

1. Planet eBook
2. Free-eBooks. net
3. ManyBooks
4. Librivox
5. Internet Archive
6. BookBub
7. Open Library
8. BookBoon
9. Feedbooks
10. Smashwords
11. Project Gutenberg
12. Google Books
13. PDFBooksWorld
14. FreeTechBooks
15. Bookyards
16. GetFreeBooks
17. eBookLobby
18. FreeComputerBooks
19. LibriVox
20. ManyBooks

Thanks to Bookish Chronicles

@square-peggy This is awesome! Thank you for sharing😊❤️

@lynp-2 No problem! I try to find a way to do most things free but always in an ethical way. ♡