Memory loss - problem or gift?

I've had a memory issue for as long as I can remember. 😂 It's almost like my life gets "erased" as I live it. I can recall events in my life for about six months, then it gets fuzzy, and then it just seemingly disappears. Most of what I can find online speaks about age-related/short-term memory loss. I can recall a handful of events from my life, but not necessarily because I "remember the time," it's more that I can remember the story. I've viewed it as both a blessing and a curse because I've been through some traumatic events where this "issue" comes in handy, but I also feel absent from some beautiful experiences. When I look at pictures of my wedding or the birth of my son, for example, I have no recollection of those moments. So, as you can imagine, photographs have been very important to me because without them, my life story would be "lost in space." I always assumed that it either had to do with some psychological memory suppression or a medical issue, so I got an MRI...all clear. I've been to years of talk therapy, and again, I'd love to deep dive into my childhood, but unfortunately, I can't remember any of it. It doesn't affect my day-to-day life necessarily; it's just...odd. All of this to say that I'm just wondering about it more now since I feel like I'm dealing with a blank slate. I'm hearing all about the importance of clearing karma from past lives and this life, but nothing is coming to the surface. I've also heard that it helps to view things from a detached place and that you shouldn't live in the past, so that's a win. I always thought there was something "wrong" with me, but now I wonder if it's just something I don't understand.