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When I first found out about my higher self enlil from ea in January I found this woman and this is what she said before she blocked me
The dream I had in 2008 around when they first used cern.place I was in looked like hell I was in a circle of fire I raise my arms fire rises and was surrounded by thousands of demons, draconian souls called draco demons come to find out ,were excited when I did this chanting in what appeared to be an ancient dialect,this dream I saw from a 3rd person view suggests I was remote viewing myself. Also just found out that the garden of eden was actually a outdoor laboratory where enki experimented on early humans and enlil was the watcher of the garden who sumerians called the Satan of the garden. I opoligize as I might be the origin of satanic cults.some people i found on fb said they worships enlil as they think he is god creator who the Bible is referring to.while others say I'm going to come back and destroy the world.or how I'm responsible for the flood that almost wiped out the humans.noah ark if you will
I never got to read those journals she ended blocking me before I could
Big reason why when I was a kid and everyone was a giant compared to me with no self confidence.there were human emotions and other things I needed to experience as a human before finding out my origin. I don't listen to it anymore but my favorite death metal band was called immolation people would be confused on how I was mellow listening to that. Google this bands first 7 albums.i was angry often back then and never paid close attention to the lyrics.i tried listening to them last year but this time I noticed how hateful it was and given how I found source December 14 2022 connecting both sides of my brain what always seemed like a mental battle of the 2 sides was immediately washed out of me.i thought I don't want to put that negative energy out for people to absorb. What I've noticed angry hateful music doesn't affect me but others around me