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Hey members...
I wanna share my story... I found EA about 5/6 years ago and it resonated sooo deeply with me... Last year I made the decision to find out what unconditional love really feels like. This springtime I got some kind of feeling (not a vision) of Jesus. I was raised catholic, got out of church at 16 cause I feel that (espacially the catholic church) there is so much going wrong with these systems... Jesus always set a smile on my face when I tune into this frequency... To put this story as short as possible - I came across some kind of fundamental christians on youtube etc. and listened to a lot of testimonies especially "New age to Jesus" etc...
I was in shock. The feeling my searching was based on was so intense that I couldn't deny that it happened, when I felt "Jeus" I felt so calm, so free, so in peace...But this videos turned my life upside down. I am on a "starseed way" since I can think, was into white magic and nature, worked as a shaman, did Yoga, energywork, all the things. All the things that are sinful, wrong etc. in that world I discovered there...
(To put it into perspective my last year was very intense. We moved, live as a patchwork family community, my relationship got so difficult due to so many patterns I am obviously still in so I was/am in a low self esteem and very much searching for something to help me put myself together and get my power back...)
Soooo I questioned everything, everything I was, knew, did... Totally lost myself, while thinking I found it, that I know with Jesus really know the way. I missed that I was thinking a lot out of fear, I missed that I was trying to simplify this complex multidimensional reality... I started judging people something people would never say about me... Still couldn't leave EA cause I feel so connected to her/to you here... But a lesbian new age medium is the pure evil in this world. In a sense you EA helped me to find my way back to myself, because I couldn't deny my feeling about you that is pure authenticity, pure love and courage. After a few month I stopped my creator account (the old one with the store credit 😫) and left this platform.
Took in more testimonies, was very impressed by testimonies like "muslim to jesus" etc...
I talked with a lot of friends and they slowly got me into questioning this "newborn me" again so I saw that I acted out of fear, depression, burn out...
There is more to say but to keep it short 😆
My question here is could this be something of a spiritual attack (not from Jesus, still love this guy, love his energy and still wanna follow his frequency like all the years before as well) --- what do you think about this?
Slowly integrating all what happened, so I take my time to reintegrate here as well as a seeker for now...
Love, Christa
@quinn No. I was plaqued with dark entities until I awakened. It was bad. I've lost friends bc they saw & felt what was going on & couldn't handle it. But the thing is, upon awakening, I lost my fear. I still have experiences, but now I call upon my favorite (maybe "most familiar" is a better phrase) arch angels and together we transmute souls that wish to go to source. If they really desire it, it doesn't even take long. The angels wrap them in a kind of tornado/burrito of love frequency (it looks just like I saw in the other vision I got a few nights ago) and they turn into love frequency and become part of the tornado. I use EA's advice & send them love. I even had a funny (yes, funny) conversation with a dark entity where I gave it love and it promised to leave me alone & thanked me for the glimpse. I don't know what happened to that being. But it hasn't reappeared. Hmmmm. Maybe my purpose has to do with this? Bc I've had so so many of these types of experiences, and I do not fear them anymore. I know how powerful the light is. A shadow cannot exist once a flashlight hits it. That's how powerful the light is over the dark. Sooooo so easy. Absolutely no reason to fear. It's almost silly.
@quinn it's never really stopped. There are breaks & sometimes very long breaks, but it doesn't go away forever. There are just so many. Some are tied to the land, some to ppl... some just wander. Then they see me. But I notice them super quick & I send them on their way in a hurry. I do this with Gabriel, Michael, Raphael, and Uriel's help. It's fast. 😁
Thank you for sharing your story so openly. You might want to consider reaching out to Sharma. She is a good friend of EA and specializes in helping Lightworkers and Starseeds deal with negative reptilian attachments or entity attacks. She can assist you in cutting any cords and releasing any intense energy that may be affecting your vibrational state.
You can contact Sharma directly at: sharma_pillay@hotmail.com
For more information, you can visit her website: Shemat Systems
I already worked with Sharma last year... Thank you!
thank u for ur responses... My question should not be personal maybe was asking that kind of wrong...
I know that this is a very complex theme and very personal for most...
I wanted to know if it could be possible that people this days "finding Jesus", being reborn etc. are lead astray kind of getting spiritually attacked to hold them under a greater power not finding their own power. It is individual of course just came to my mind through this experience. And you have to keep in mind that I entered the world of really bibletrue christians...
@acesiva My heart feels for you. Religious trauma, been there. Full circle.
It took years, but for me, I've finally found that perfect peace. Knowing there is a place for the ascended master many call Jesus. Among the others, Buddha and the rest and how absolutely grateful I finally am for their part in helping me come to understand the true essence of Source.
It wasn't biblical for me. But my soul path required that lesson to get here. It required everything I went through. And the (Jesus specifically for me, bc of how I was raised) ascended masters are often a critical part of the lesson.
I believe they are very often misunderstood, even on multiple levels with intent, until the right time. When it is finally meant to click.
I say this bc it just happened for me, while I began practicing mastering my frequencies.
Love, peace, and divine intervention to you! Enjoy the lesson knowing you will graduate with the highest of honors.