Feeling isolated as a Starseed?

@marieguerdin11 Very interesting. Thank you so much for sharing that. You have to be one of the best perspectives on this kind of topic with the work that you do with your clients. I bet so much knowledge comes out in those regression and hypnosis sessions. Your work reminds me a lot of Delores Cannons work.:)

That makes sense. So, mission specific shorter incarnations at times. That fits for sure. Our animal family are so good at battling depression and lower vibrational states for us. I know when I first got my kitties, it was before my first ET encounter and I was asleep still. No clue about the ascension or spirituality and I had given up on life. I was just waiting to die pretty much and then they showed up. Then my galactic family showed up. Like as if it’s was all part of my pre incarnation agreements with them all. Like, “ok… wait until I want to die then show up”. You’d think we would make things a little easier when we come up with our pre incarnation agreements? Lol. Thanks for sharing the info about black cat and dog. It’s so beautiful the relationships that we have and the support. Really does make me feel loved and supported. ❤️ thanks again:)

@nickq1233 Good idea with the signs over doors. I wanna do that.  No Rion and Lightstar and EA were all at the sedona cosmic awakening conference they have each year.  https://www.youtube.com/@UNITETHECOLLECTIVE   https://www.youtube.com/@Lightstarcreations    I'm really depressed right now and sickish and my place is a total mess and I'm feeling really alone.  I hear you about wanting to be alone a lot. I would maybe if I hadn't been alone my entire life. Way too much for way too long.  I need human connection.  I pushed people away most of my life. I was too scared and depressed all the time.  I can't stand the isolation anymore.  I feel like it's killing me.  But I'm having a hard time changing it, it's been like this for too long.  I think I need to get back on an antidepressant. I'm not ok at all.  Feeling sick and in bed isn't helping too. I haven't been ok for months. I mean just crazy really.  This is all too much to deal with.  I'm going back to bed.  

@nickq1233 hehe I am a Dolores Cannon practicioner 😃 QHHT.   I think I saw you in the group regression we had with Patrice last april. 

Yes, indeed , the starseeds rarely choose the easiest path, maybe that s a way of progressing even faster 💖

@rainyangel Nice. Oh, gotcha. Very cool. Speaking of conferences..You going to disclosure fest in November in Vegas? I believe EA was scheduled to be there. It’s an easy trip for me and I have family in Vegas so I’ll go for sure. Bringing all my night vision gear. There’s a couple EA forum members going. We’re all going to meet up to support Elizabeth if she ends up participating for sure 🙂 they have a couple outings planned like a meteor storm outing near Area 51 on one of the nights after the conference. I’ll be recording Aliens though, not meteors.lol. It’ll be fun to see everyone.

Do you feel like you're dealing with an attachment or low vibrational energy attached to your energy field ? What are you picking up on? Are you jumping back in the Cosmic Awakening group? Maybe Patrice can help clear something for you if you have something messing with you? I can help too, if it’s lifting a low vibrational, negative or parasitic attachment, imprint, implant, tag etc. Patrice is the best attachment remover I’ve seen. Do you feel like youre maybe carrying something like this and it’s affecting your vibration and emotional state?

I love that you jumped in Lily Novas telegram group. 🙂 Maybe start posting regularly there too? That starseed group is really active. You get more of a real time response from others in the chat. It’s like texting opposed to waiting for a response on a website. Maybe if you join back in with the Cosmic Awakening sessions you’ll get some of that face to face human interaction as well. Thinking out loud:) ❤️ 

@marieguerdin11 Thats right, I remember. That past life regression that you facilitated was awesome. I saw me in a past life in Telos during that session. I didn’t know it at the time. When you were guiding us I saw me inside a white pyramid. I remember sharing that part after. I saw the same white pyramid again in Telos when I connected with my galactic family. What a trip. You have a special ability for sure 🙂 So accurate too. ❤️

 @marieguerdin11 off-topic, I joined that session as well and omg, that was the most visceral, emotional experience I’ve had experiencing a past life meditation. 🤯 

@shivanitarksis I might do it again at some point. 

Have a you ever tried a much longer one to one session ? If not you would love it 😉

@nickq1233 thanks ! Not sure if I have a spécial ability but Dolores Cannon 's energy goes through me during the session. A few days ago she showed up during one of my session and talked through the client she said she watches over me and supports me 🥰

I am glad you enjoyed the experience !  Have you ever had a real long one to one session ? 

@marieguerdin11 So cool. That’s very special. I’ve never done a past life regression except the group regression that you did in April. I would totally do a longer hour version. Could you send me any info you have? Here’s my email if it’s easier. 🙂 nickq1233@gmail.com

@nickq1233 Thanks Nick, it's a good idea to join the cosmic group. I'm going to right now. I don't know why I've been insecure about it.  I think the depression and things weighing me down I guess.  I feel it's hard to talk and just an overall sense of insecurity and nervousness, feel so bad right now, ugly, messed up, crazy, it's a lot of shedding I'm doing I guess and it feels like it's my identity right now. My mind is blowing away and I literally feel so fucked up. That's why I need to join I suppose right? I'm having issues, like patterns from my life coming up, probably from past lives, that are needing healed and releasing where I feel unheard, feel I can't speak, feel like I'll be ignored or judged, my feelings don't matter, I'll be misunderstood etc.  so those feelings are interfering with me doing certain things and I need to overcome that.  I can only imagine where that shit could've come from in past lives.  Not being able to speak out, reach out, for help etc?? An overwhelming feeling that I wont be heard, or helped, or that my pain doesn't even matter, or I have to do this alone etc..  Yeah definitely karmic stuff, probably ancestral, past life, and current life. It's been my biggest block and cause of all my suffering. 

Yes I definitely need to clear any programs, implants, entities, negative portals, and negative chords.  I'm not getting back on antidepressants. I'll do this a better way. That sounds awesome about the disclosure fest.  I want to start doing more things and going to more places and meeting up with like minded people as well. In time. I'll get there, just not there just yet.  I'm having a hard time just doing my dishes and showering regularly. Strong insecure and depressed feelings. I feel like I'm not keeping up with my ascension.  Like I'm ascending for real, but not going with it. So the part left feels like it's dying. I have to go catch up. Get going. Really dive in. Take action. I'm going to. It's really scary. It's a lot of things for me. Complicated.  But I'm learning a lot lately and today especially.  I purchased four readings from divine light academy.     

They told me a hell of a lot about myself, where I'm at in every way, what I need to focus on and how to do it and I have a manual I purchased as well to help with me what things my readings told me about. It did tell me about the programs, implants etc I listed above that currently needs addressing. Karma I'm working on, ascension level, I mean I can't even begin. But they also said that the main masters, arch angels closest to me and helping me right now on a daily basis and I should connect with is Maitreya,  Nada, Isis, Sananda, Mary, and Metatron.  Number one right now to reach out to it said is Pleiades and Mary.  It mentioned some star system origins and connections but it's not the same or as thorough as the starseed readings I'm going to be getting. Because these were readings about so many other things.  But they listed, Arturis, Pleiades, Orion, Venus, Sirius, and Antares, Saturn.  They said this is my 48th soul incarnation on earth. I could go on forever if I don't stop..ha I trust these people at divine light academy.  They do the Youtube channel Divine light meditations and divine light spirit. 

@nickq1233 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0lWDxVCMB4   heres the latest video of Rion, he shows off his latest creation too..ha

@rainyangel I hear you. It’s a safe space over there at the Cosmic Awakening group. No judgement and it’s totally relaxed. No pressure in the sessions. You can participate how ever much you feel like it. We have people that’ll join with out their camera on as well. It’s just whatever you feel like doing. We’re all there to heal in one way or another. Reiki is my favorite group. I usually attend those sessions on the weekday afternoon times that  Bret has. It’s been Tuesday and Thursday at 6 p.m. central but Bret’s @scolere06 schedule has been changing a little. We all feel so relaxed and balanced after. You know Bret , he’s awesome . I don’t get a chance to do a lot of Federica’s sessions but you’ll love those. She pulls cards and it’s more focused on psychic readings. Patrice will heal people in this sessions as well. Amy is getting really good at healing people too. My Twin:) She’s usually in those sessions. On the weekend sometimes Patrice will schedule a full on attachment and blockage removal group session and those are the ones where I’ll usually jump in with Patrice to help him clear attachments. We lift stuff every session. Patrice is way better at it though. I think Maree was talking about doing another past life regression group session. That would be awesome. I want to do a full hour regression with her. Last regression I saw myself in a white pyramid in Telos. Anyways, good group. And I hope you join 🙂 Everyone is really great in those group sessions. 

The energies are heavy currently. Don’t beat yourself up. Lions gate portal and the solar activity is really mission with our energy levels and moods. It’s also allowing up us to shed and process through trauma and heal. Shadow work is tough. That’s what you’re doing right now. You’ll be so happy that you went through this once you’ve shed the trauma. Are you invoking Divine protection and clearing your energy field as you do your shadow work?

shed that 3D programming. Let your soul and most authentic self show through. Who cares what anyone thinks of anything. Just be you. Programming is just that but it’s not the truth. The truth is , you are a divine being of light. A beautiful creator and a part of God. She’d shed shed. Easier said than done, I get it. Good weeks, bad weeks. I know how that is. Just remember that you are an internal multidimensional soul. You exist on several planes at the same time. What you feel dying is your ego. Let that go. It’s ok, to change everything or nothing. Just listen to your inner you. I’ll tell yah I was just waiting to die until my ego death. He died 3 years ago. It’s my time now. Just trying to live as authentically as the highest version of myself. Let her go, the ego. The programmed ego. Let me know if you end up joining and attending reiki. I’ll work on you in the session. I’ll work on lifting any attachments, imprints, implants, tags and such. It’s something that has to be chipped away at depending on how much you have attached to you. The nice thing is you activate more , every time you clear something. The biggest factors for making people feel like crap are, leaks or tears in our energy fields, attachments like imprints etc and blockages like trauma and karma. 

@rainyangel Nice, thanks. I watched it. He knows a lot of energy and healing. That’s cool.

@marieguerdin11 a group session was fun! Even tho I didn’t participate the re-cap it was interesting to hear what others experienced! 
yes, I need to look into a longer session!

@nickq1233 ok great I emailed you !