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Hi EA Community,
I wanted to start a post about the isolation and loneliness that we may feel as starseeds. The starseed journey can be very lonely. A lot of the time we are amongst others that have no clue that there's an ascension happening on Earth. Our day to day physical interactions mostly are with people that are still asleep and without the enlightenment that we are being awakened to. The truths can be a lot to process. It's difficult when the people surrounding us aren't on the same sheet of music. I struggle at times with the process. We face our trauma and shadows without a person to lean on. We become reliant on our guides and divinity as our support system, going within for answers and guidance. Luckily, we have communities like EA's that help us connect and interact with our brothers and sisters. Other starseeds going through the same kind of things in their own ways.
Is anyone going through something where they feel isolated and alone? There are so many things that we experience that can leave us feeling alone. Especially the shadow work. Healing trauma, accepting difficult truths. Understanding karmic ties, ancestral line attachments, it's all a lot to process.
I want to open this post up for anyone wanting to share their experiences. We've all shed many tears during this process so far, especially recently. Tears of joy, tears from releasing traumatic memories, tears from ownership of our prior actions. Lots of tears and little understanding. Maybe we can help eachother process some of the lonelier topics. I want to encourage you all to vent. Vent like you have someone that understands and is listening without judgement. Below is my contribution:)
I'll start it off. I have lots of things that I could vent about. lol. I'll share something that I delt with this weekend. I adopted a litter of kittens back during covid. 3 kittens all from the same litter. I got them in 2020 before my awakening and they have been with me through everything. They provided me support during a divorce and a complete re-structuring of my day to day life as I've progressed along my ascension journey. Before my awakening, I struggled to have an open heart. These kittens helped open my heart and have been a truly beautiful blessings in my life. They've seen it all, from Aliens to all the other weird stuff that happens around my house. On Saturday I was calling my cats inside. They all came in except for my girl "Rufio". I was calling and calling for her. I asked my guides if they could help lead her back home. It was hot and I knew she had to be thirsty. I received a message back "she's dead". I thought it was a negative entity messing with me. I invoked AA Michael for protection to clear any low vibrational energies from interacting with me. I went back inside after not finding her. Later that night I found her in the house, life less in one of the bedrooms. She had a stomach rupture and threw up blood. She looked peaceful, laying there but she had passed. I'm struggling with this whole thing. Rufio was always the first to come to me and lay on me when things got tough. She followed me everywhere. Upstairs, downstairs, outside. It didn't matter we were always together when I'm at home. Here are the areas where I'm struggling. First off, I received an accurate psychic message that she had died before I found her. Not sure why but that's bugging me. After I found her I wrapped her in a blanket and put her in her cat carrier. I just sat with her outside forever. Just being with her. Later that night I connected with her energy. Similar to when you lock onto someone's energy in a group meditation. I felt her, saw her, connected with her. I asked the Arch Angels to escort her back home where I could reunite with her after this mission is completed. I had a vision of Rufio flying to her star anchor location in Lyra with 7 Arch Angels in escort. You'd think that would help me feel better but that made me cry even more. Tears of gratitude. Grateful that she's safe, loved and home in spirit. I've lost animals in the past but this feels different. I truly feel like I lost a Lyran Feline guide. A loving Lyran supporter that came to me at the right time and has helped get me through some really tough times. Anyways, that's my venting session. Hopefully others will feel inclined to vent or share an experience they are struggling through. Or ask questions if someone is curious about how to handle isolation and loneliness during these times of ascension.
Looking forward to venting and sharing with you guys:) Less isolating with we share this kind of stuff with each other. ❤️
@marieguerdin11 Thats right, I remember. That past life regression that you facilitated was awesome. I saw me in a past life in Telos during that session. I didn’t know it at the time. When you were guiding us I saw me inside a white pyramid. I remember sharing that part after. I saw the same white pyramid again in Telos when I connected with my galactic family. What a trip. You have a special ability for sure 🙂 So accurate too. ❤️
@marieguerdin11 off-topic, I joined that session as well and omg, that was the most visceral, emotional experience I’ve had experiencing a past life meditation. 🤯
@shivanitarksis I might do it again at some point.
Have a you ever tried a much longer one to one session ? If not you would love it 😉
@nickq1233 thanks ! Not sure if I have a spécial ability but Dolores Cannon 's energy goes through me during the session. A few days ago she showed up during one of my session and talked through the client she said she watches over me and supports me 🥰
I am glad you enjoyed the experience ! Have you ever had a real long one to one session ?
@marieguerdin11 So cool. That’s very special. I’ve never done a past life regression except the group regression that you did in April. I would totally do a longer hour version. Could you send me any info you have? Here’s my email if it’s easier. 🙂 nickq1233@gmail.com
@rainyangel I hear you. It’s a safe space over there at the Cosmic Awakening group. No judgement and it’s totally relaxed. No pressure in the sessions. You can participate how ever much you feel like it. We have people that’ll join with out their camera on as well. It’s just whatever you feel like doing. We’re all there to heal in one way or another. Reiki is my favorite group. I usually attend those sessions on the weekday afternoon times that Bret has. It’s been Tuesday and Thursday at 6 p.m. central but Bret’s @scolere06 schedule has been changing a little. We all feel so relaxed and balanced after. You know Bret , he’s awesome . I don’t get a chance to do a lot of Federica’s sessions but you’ll love those. She pulls cards and it’s more focused on psychic readings. Patrice will heal people in this sessions as well. Amy is getting really good at healing people too. My Twin:) She’s usually in those sessions. On the weekend sometimes Patrice will schedule a full on attachment and blockage removal group session and those are the ones where I’ll usually jump in with Patrice to help him clear attachments. We lift stuff every session. Patrice is way better at it though. I think Maree was talking about doing another past life regression group session. That would be awesome. I want to do a full hour regression with her. Last regression I saw myself in a white pyramid in Telos. Anyways, good group. And I hope you join 🙂 Everyone is really great in those group sessions.
The energies are heavy currently. Don’t beat yourself up. Lions gate portal and the solar activity is really mission with our energy levels and moods. It’s also allowing up us to shed and process through trauma and heal. Shadow work is tough. That’s what you’re doing right now. You’ll be so happy that you went through this once you’ve shed the trauma. Are you invoking Divine protection and clearing your energy field as you do your shadow work?
shed that 3D programming. Let your soul and most authentic self show through. Who cares what anyone thinks of anything. Just be you. Programming is just that but it’s not the truth. The truth is , you are a divine being of light. A beautiful creator and a part of God. She’d shed shed. Easier said than done, I get it. Good weeks, bad weeks. I know how that is. Just remember that you are an internal multidimensional soul. You exist on several planes at the same time. What you feel dying is your ego. Let that go. It’s ok, to change everything or nothing. Just listen to your inner you. I’ll tell yah I was just waiting to die until my ego death. He died 3 years ago. It’s my time now. Just trying to live as authentically as the highest version of myself. Let her go, the ego. The programmed ego. Let me know if you end up joining and attending reiki. I’ll work on you in the session. I’ll work on lifting any attachments, imprints, implants, tags and such. It’s something that has to be chipped away at depending on how much you have attached to you. The nice thing is you activate more , every time you clear something. The biggest factors for making people feel like crap are, leaks or tears in our energy fields, attachments like imprints etc and blockages like trauma and karma.
@rainyangel Nice, thanks. I watched it. He knows a lot of energy and healing. That’s cool.
@marieguerdin11 a group session was fun! Even tho I didn’t participate the re-cap it was interesting to hear what others experienced!
yes, I need to look into a longer session!
@marieguerdin11 Awesome. I just saw that. Thank you so much:)
@nickq1233 First I want to share my love and understanding for the pain of losing her you are feeling. I lost so many pets in2009- 2011 and people as well and was so tore up from the death of the 1st one I couldn't deal with the 32 lost lives behind hers of both pets and people in that short of time. All I could do was imagine me shoving Death off the boat and into the river of souls where they devoured him cuz this was of course way before my awakening and I didn't know what to think about life n death af how it all worked once we left here. I was just so pissed off at death for taking so many from me but more importantly it took my kitties. Many of them and in 2016 it took one that I shared the closest connection with. Infact both cats I felt my closest connection with were eaten by coyotes and I don't have children so my last one named Dash was like my son. I went looking for him and angrily said to the dead that would give me mssgs to give to loved ones for them that I would never do it again if someone didnt tell me where my son was. They got lucky as I saw a vulture fly away from the place I knew I'd find him. I found his fur and his paw I would kiss every night in bed. He was the perfect kitty I ever had and he died so violently. I feel guilty for not putting him inside before I left. He was so sweet. How does one forgive themself knowing this could have been prevented? The only comfort I feel after that moment in time has been on here and finding out what happens to our souls after death. I think it's important to know it's ok to feel sad over the losses we have been thru. And grateful we should feel knowing we can reunite with them. And even better than that sometimes they reincarnate back around to us cuz they can feel we still need them. In which you will know cuz they will take on the same traits and facial expressions. They will look at you with a knowing look. So maybe your chapter with her isn't over. Maybe it is a to be continued....
Hi Nick, reading that made me feel like I'd just lost my own animal friend. Sorry. That was painful to read through the tears. Thank you for sharing especially your beautiful vision of Rufio being escorted back to the star anchor in Lyra by the Arch Angels. By the way Nick (and everyone else) I'm new here, but I felt the need to say something, anything, because I remember what this post was about, ie "the isolation and loneliness that we may feel as starseeds" and right now, the more I read on social media and indeed when I read information by Elizabeth, the more I realise how few people I can really talk to about all the spiritual topics. Regards, Paul
@don-paul-ap-arfon Thank you so much Paul. Good to have you on the EA forum. Yeah, it’s been a tough loss to process. If I wasn’t psychic it wouldn’t be as bad. It’s just really hard with some of that stuff that came in that way. At the same time it provided me peace knowing that she was safe, happy and home. You should maybe put a post in the starseed introduction thread if you resonate with the community. You can totally tell the other starseeds a little about yourself. We have a great group here. I haven’t found anything like Elizabeth’s forum.
How’s your awakening journey been so far? When did you awaken? Do you know your starseed origin ?
@rainyangel Sucks right? ❤️ love can hurt temporarily I guess. Until we re unite:) You’re totally right. There’s an element of guilt because you view it as your responsibility to keep them safe. I hear myself up for not being able to prevent it from happening. Then I beat myself up for not finding her sooner and maybe saving her. Loss is so much more difficult when you feel responsibility to protect the one who you lose.
Angie, for your guilt and pain you’re feeling. What do you think is affecting you in your process of surfacing the trauma and releasing it? “Shadow work” Are any deep seeded Subconscious memories coming up? Do you feel like it’s past life related as well? Like karmic or ancestral line ? Or is it related to this incarnation?
@rainyangel Awesome. I’m so happy that you joined. You’ll love Federica if you haven’t already met her. I’m sure you have. Psychic stuff, fun! I’ll be at work or I’d totally be there. I like to attend her sessions on the weekend. I’ve tried from the road or at work and I’ll just freeze or get disconnected. I really like practicing and developing psychic skills. We’ve done practice readings on each other, remote viewing all sorts of cool things. Federica will read the group, she’ll pull cards too. All the cool psychic stuff. All sorts of fun things to practice on the psychic side of our abilities. You're doing so many good things Angie. That’s so good. You’re hitting all of the important areas. You’ve done the work to identify the areas that need to be activated and you're taking the actions needed to activate. That’s huge. Raise your vibration a ton by activating more. Then you start practicing Alchemy and dive into the esoteric. You're doing your shadow work, knee deep and that’s great. We gotta surface and process our trauma and karma. We got the rule set to this game a little late. Universal law would have been great to know about say, age 6. Lol. We acquired some “cause and effect” karma, trauma out of these incarnations here. You’ll be a well rounded, fully activated starseed. A chosen one with full abilities. Ready to contribute back at your fullest potential as the highest version of your self. I see it happening before our eyes. I love it ❤️. 🙂