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I ask for an open heart & patience, to the end of this read. Thank you, my friend. 😇 Sometimes, even in the most inclusive of places (thank you, tEAm) my brain tries to sabotage me and make me believe I am an outcast. Because I believe that I'm being shown that right now is the time for me (& us? This is up to what your soul tells ya) to master my frequency, the awareness of it, transmuting of it, the channeling of it, I want to combine that with how I'm handling this false inner narrative: that being the way that I am makes me an outsider in this forum. I won't get into the details of why, but a quick peek of my profile may answer that question😬🩷. I'm doing this by imagining the worst human being I can think of. Being a history enthusiast, I chose Caligula. And then seeing HIM as my mirror. And going DEEP with that. Why would I loathe him? Why would I hate his actions. It took forever. It did come back to me, but not in the ways I thought. I'm going to digress here, bc Im not trying to write an entire discourse (eek, have I already?) but I did get to something that changed my attitude recently -& I really hope it's been felt, if anyone has noticed. I came to realize that we are all of equal and unfathomable value, just as we are. Even in the midst of someone behaving in a way we are diametrically opposed to. We are meant to live our lives authentically and boldly (as Bashar always says) for 3 reasons: to learn from one another (everyone else is a mirror), so people can come to know & love our REAL soul selves, and to light a path for others to be their authentic selves as well... boldly. So the universe can learn all the things! That means diversity, and the controversity that may come with that, and the acceptance that should and does follow once we understand. I do apologize for touching on a topic that is sensitive. But it needs to be said, and there are people here that need to hear (read) this and know their brain is feeding them a false narrative, too. I love you all, WITHOUT JUDGMENT, OR CONDITIONS, FOREVER. ~LIL. 

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 10:12 am
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@square-peggy Beautiful message and topic.  Thank you for sharing and expressing your heart felt emotions and thoughts.  I think a lot of people are going to like what you wrote.

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 11:39 am
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I ask for an open heart & patience, to the end of this read. Thank you, my friend. 😇 Sometimes, even in the most inclusive of places (thank you, tEAm) my brain tries to sabotage me and make me believe I am an outcast. Because I believe that I'm being shown that right now is the time for me (& us? This is up to what your soul tells ya) to master my frequency, the awareness of it, transmuting of it, the channeling of it, I want to combine that with how I'm handling this false inner narrative: that being the way that I am makes me an outsider in this forum. I won't get into the details of why, but a quick peek of my profile may answer that question😬🩷. I'm doing this by imagining the worst human being I can think of. Being a history enthusiast, I chose Caligula. And then seeing HIM as my mirror. And going DEEP with that. Why would I loathe him? Why would I hate his actions. It took forever. It did come back to me, but not in the ways I thought. I'm going to digress here, bc Im not trying to write an entire discourse (eek, have I already?) but I did get to something that changed my attitude recently -& I really hope it's been felt, if anyone has noticed. I came to realize that we are all of equal and unfathomable value, just as we are. Even in the midst of someone behaving in a way we are diametrically opposed to. We are meant to live our lives authentically and boldly (as Bashar always says) for 3 reasons: to learn from one another (everyone else is a mirror), so people can come to know & love our REAL soul selves, and to light a path for others to be their authentic selves as well... boldly. So the universe can learn all the things! That means diversity, and the controversity that may come with that, and the acceptance that should and does follow once we understand. I do apologize for touching on a topic that is sensitive. But it needs to be said, and there are people here that need to hear (read) this and know their brain is feeding them a false narrative, too. I love you all, WITHOUT JUDGMENT, OR CONDITIONS, FOREVER. ~LIL. 

 

Hi Lily, I read everything. It's easier to read and more attractive to "today's readers" if you break up what your saying into 3-4 sentence paragraphs.  A lot of people will actually look at a long paragraph and get fatigued if it's over 100 words and blow it off because it's too much of a mountain to climb.  So you just trick them with smaller.paragraphs that anyone can digest

 

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 11:53 am
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Caligula Eh? That's a pretty gross one, and a brave Challenge that I fully Trust you know what you are doing.  The Universe is really into how you are "Going for it!". 

I'm a fan Too2 👍

 

 

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 11:58 am
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I had to think of the worst, how'd I do? It was him or Nero 😆

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 12:39 pm
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@elise-2 Thank you my dear friend. It's starting to look like thot soup to me 🤪 but it was something I wanted to say & I said it & now I can move on. I love you star sister. Thank you for being here for me & listening. I'm here for you as well. 🫂🩷🧚🏼‍♀️🕊🧜🏼‍♀️👽

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 12:42 pm
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I had to think of the worst, how'd I do? It was him or Nero 😆

 

Lily, EVERYONE comes off as totally weird to me.  You're the only one who actually seems NORMAL to me.  

 

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 8:25 pm
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@luzifertoo2 😳

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 9:23 pm
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Check the serial number on your implant. *looks down, left 😬

 
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@luzifertoo2 how in God's name do I delete this whole thing? 😆😆😆

 
Posted : 12/09/2024 9:54 pm
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Thank you for sharing your heartfelt reflections and your honesty!

Sometimes, feeling like an outsider is part of the human experience, and it doesn’t diminish your worth or the unique contributions you bring to this community. Your reflections on diversity and authenticity resonate strongly and remind us of the importance of living boldly and embracing our true selves.

We love you Lily❤️✨

 
Posted : 13/09/2024 1:34 am
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Posted by: @lynp-2

Thank you for sharing your heartfelt reflections and your honesty!

Sometimes, feeling like an outsider is part of the human experience, and it doesn’t diminish your worth or the unique contributions you bring to this community. Your reflections on diversity and authenticity resonate strongly and remind us of the importance of living boldly and embracing our true selves.

We love you Lily❤️✨

 

"My Contributions"to the World will be one known to the World in late 2025.  Thank you for being like the ONLY one Who Might have it in your mindscape to "Sense" This.  

 

 
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@lynp-2 🥹☺️🥰

 
Posted : 13/09/2024 3:55 am