Confused for sure
Watched your March 2022 video which spun me around. Yes very good I’m questioning more but I’m confused, totally. After looking someone in the face and hearing them many times to gage them, maybe for president. After seeing what they do and how they comport themselves you naturally have opinions, draw conclusions. Then you have feelings about your relationships to your family, friends, country and world. The problem comes in wanting things. You may want peace, love, you may want a world equality things like fairness and of course we all long for truth to help us balance and steer our ships. These things become important to us. If the person you have (judged) is destroying all of this or so it seems. It’s hard to call them light bearers. I guess if you were building a video game you could think of it that way. Are we pawns in some large video game? Sometimes I think you are saying we are. It’s hard to argue against you because I think Buddha and Jesus would agree with you and call what I see illusion. My failing is wanting and needing. So what is the confusion? It’s that you say stay positive, let the universe provide. But don’t I have to go into the voting booth. Don’t I pull the lever, is that not a judgement. My feelings are strong and I think some people are contrary to peace and harmony so when my child says I love that man who I think is so destructive it takes all I got to say go with your heart, which I do. I’m trying to be as Jesus, but I’m confused.