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@lighthealer_arkie Arkie, I will whole heartedly accept that explanation! Hahah. That actually did cross my mind as those ladies skipped some other people that were around me. Maybe the bright white light from source I was pulling through my crown chakra and through my body during my meditation had gotten their attention! Thanks for commenting 😊

@nickq1233 Nick that’s pretty amazing. Many of us try everything possible to make contact with our guides or other ET’s without any progress and yet you weren’t soliciting any and received it! I suppose it was at the right time of your life. Many people go through life without being forced awake or ever waking up. Do you think that’s something you contracted? To be woken up at the time that you did? I completely respect you in your decision to “help disrupt the paradigm and speak the truth without ulterior motives or a perspective that I’m selling something.” I totally get that. Sometimes it can turn people away when your goal is to get rich off of it and undermines the true purpose of it. You should look into the Conscious Life Expo that happens here in LA every year and see if you can get some type of speaking arrangement there or something not sure what the qualifications are for that though. Thanks for sharing your knowledge with us Nick! It’s great to have you here. 😊🙏🏻 

@222 Thanks Gina:) I guess it had to be part of the pre incarnation contracts to be awakened at a certain point. I feel like I had a whole ascension team that played their parts perfectly to wake me up. They had to show me everything or I wouldn't have believed them. I was way too asleep in the beginning. I needed to see them in the physical and I needed to see their craft in the physical. It's just how my brain works. I had to experience what I have to wake up fully. lol. They knew all of that going in. I'm kind of a hit the ground running kind of person so maybe they had to wait to wake me up or Id burn myself out?:) I feel like all of this was pre-arranged. Us on this forum, the forum members that are part of the Cosmic Awakening group. I think it's all planned, and the pieces are falling into place perfectly. I haven't been to any of those conventions. I live in Socal though so it would be easy to attend. I'd be stoked to attend in the audience, heck. A group of us are going to disclosure fest in Vegas in November. Maybe someday I'll be able to participate in something like that:)

@nickq1233 I will need to look into disclosure fest as I’ve never heard of that one. Since you’re in SoCal I highly recommend going to the Conscious Life Expo in February 2024. I think you would find it very rewarding. It’s huge and so many things to participate in and people to meet. I can hardly wait until it comes back around again! https://consciouslifeexpo.com
Yes, this forum/community has been so beneficial for me. I really feel like I found my “family” and it’s such a wonderful feeling to finally feel like you belong somewhere. 😊

How do you communicate with your ET’s? Telepathy, physically, astral? I can pick your brain all day but I will keep this short and simple. I’m sure I will run into more details in your other posts. I hope I can join cosmic awakening in the near future. Patrice is awesome and furthering my abilities and my awakening process is very important to me. 

@222 Thanks for the link to the conscious life expo.  I have no excuse not to make it out to LA for that. I'm in the Temecula area closer to San Diego but LA isn't a bad drive from here. Here's the link for disclosure fest:)DisclosureFest™

That's awesome that you found a home here on the forum. You'd really like the Cosmic Awakening group. I do reiki twice a week in Bret's group. Patrice and Federica are really great too. They have a fun group chat as well. I find myself over there more than the forum now a days. Or on Lilys group chat.  I hear you on finding a place to belong. That's tough as a starseed but you found a place to call home:). Very cool. There is something very special about EA's forum and the members here. How are your activations coming along? Are you feeling like you have any of the abilities starting to come online? 

As for communication with the ETs. I started with telepathy because when they woke me up, I didn't know how to meditate or anything. I would receive messages and thought forms from the Telosions telepathically in the physical. They would show up, scare that crap out of me, give me some information that made no sense and they'd leave. Once I realized that I wasn't going crazy, I started waking up and learned how to meditate and they started educating me and training me through telepathy and in meditation along with physical visitations. The way they communicate through telepathy has so much more information than just words. They send thoughts, images, visuals, words, messages etc. Like one telepathic transfer has much to unpack. I'll get downloads as well. They keep me pretty updated on world events and GFL related items. I guess I'm an ambassador or at least that's what they say. lol. The job doesn't pay anything, so I got dooped on that one. lol. Youd think that would come with a salary or something :/.

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@broseff-1976-jfgmail-com Ha, nice to meet another fellow metal head or “former metal head.” The only time I listen to it (or music in general) now is at the gym because it really pumps me up and gets me going and I really need that extra push these days. I’m into the melodic death metal though like Amon Amarth, Arch Enemy, In Flames…etc. You would never tell by looking at me though haha. Nowadays I listen to nature sounds, binaural beats, sound frequencies etc. It’s very interesting I have noticed that in the past year I have even dropped TV shows I used to watch because they just “don’t make me feel good anymore.” I was thinking about this more the other day because I thought it was strange that I felt this way and I really think it’s because they are on a lower frequency than I am so I don’t resonate with them anymore. I assume that is all part of the process. Anyway, I digress. 
Sorry to hear about your friend that’s really rough but it sounds like you may have made peace with it after you connected with him in the dream. Fascinating to hear your story about the white light coming down and helping you heal. I have yet to visually experience anything of the kind.

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@nickq1233 Omg lol. No wonder we both have the same sentiment when it comes to religious folks; because you live in Temecula!! It’s like church central lol. I lived there for a short period of time and was dying to leave. That is actually where I had my worst experiences with super religious people (Mormons to be exact). I was only there for maybe a year? I can’t remember exactly. I’m actually from San Diego so I ended up moving back there and then I moved to San Bernardino in 2018 when I met my husband. Yeah, night and day from living close to the beach and then not. But it’s ok! I wouldn’t be where I am today if I didn’t move locations. It has helped me wake up more along the way. My husband isn’t awake yet. He believes aliens exist but he’s terrified of them, like really terrified. He never wants to witness a UFO lol. Believes the same narrative that has been fed to the rest of society. He was also raised Christian so I think he still hangs on to some of those beliefs but isn’t really religious. He does find some of the episodes I watch on Gaia “interesting” but that’s it. Doesn’t really believe it. I can tell. Anyway-

Lol @ “They would show up, scare the crap out of me, give me some information that made no sense and they'd leave.” I think anyone would think they’re going crazy at first. Yeah from what you explained you definitely sound like an ambassador. Cool job for sure. You could be like Adam Apollo. My abilities haven’t come too far along yet unfortunately. My biggest setback is time and money these days. I don’t have very much time to myself because I take care of my 2 year old triplets. I’m home with them alone all day until my husband comes home in the evening. I may have a few hours at night but I’m exhausted. I can get some time during the weekends but it’s also limited. My spiritual practices have taken a bit of a setback because of it, until I found this community. I am hoping it can put me back on track a bit. Thus the reason I’m so happy to be here.🥰🙏🏻 It’s really been helping a lot. I feel a lot lighter spiritually. 

@222 Lol. I have Mormon neighbors, actually. On both sides, lol. They aren’t the issue. I love them kids and the family next door. They are super respectful about keeping their beliefs to themselves. They record aliens with me. I gave the little boy one of my older Military helmets with infrared. I have a video of him walking around like GI joe, recording them aliens. Lol. It’s the other religions that are super buggy here. Seventh day and johova witness. They’re like the guys in the matrix that walk around with the black suits. The Agents. Lol. Trying to give every one the “blue pill”. Just pawns executing the agenda of the cabal and the Bad ETs that were here. All the while thinking that they are free and awake to the truth. Spreading lies and separation from Source instead…

This is all sounding way to close to the actual Matrix movie. Just saying. 🙂 Life is starting to become so entertaining that I don’t watch TV or movies anymore. Lol. I just expect to be surprised every day. In one way or  another. Has your reality changed much since your awakening? Like your perspective , now being awake? And your husband not? 

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Good question Nick. I had to think about this because I know my reality has changed but I had to think about how it has. It has been gradual, not an overnight thing. Other than seeing 222 everywhere I am, everywhere I go, almost every day in the most random of places, my physical reality hasn’t changed, but my perception and awareness has. I have always been very highly intuitive, able to feel people’s energy, an empath, and I’ve always had psychic dreams. I can know “who” someone is within the few minutes of meeting them. I have also had periods in my life where I have told others and felt that “I don’t belong here,” and feeling completely lost and depressed in this reality. Since I’ve woken up more I don’t resonate with certain people, TV shows, places, or movies like I did before. I don’t get attached like I used to, like hanging on to things outside of me to make me happy. I don’t feel the highs and lows like I used to. I am more neutral and I don’t take things that seriously anymore. I think the biggest indicator is how I feel and my connection to nature. Things don’t feel so dense as they did in the past. Sometimes it feels like I’m in another dimension because I will have feelings of absolute pure bliss, joy, love, euphoria, and gratitude that will bring tears to my eyes: where everything feels so divine, aligned and free. My connection to nature and trees is intense. Time also seems to fly by faster as to where before when it felt dense, it was extremely slow. I am more at peace and feel gratitude for everything. I can give more examples but I think you get the jest. I am in the midst of my awakening and seek to be activated to my fullest potential. Maybe soon connect with ET’s the way you do. 
My husband doesn’t really understand when I explain these things to him or when I tell him how I feel sometimes so honestly I keep a lot of it to myself. Unless and ET shows up to him and activates him on the spot, I don’t think he ever will. He would need exactly your situation. 

This might have been downloaded. Hevin highest dimension hell the lowest.somewhere it states your body is a temple " conduit to source "some soul's go to the first dimension reincarnate to do it all again a hell loop if you will. I'm divorced, married from September 25 2002 to April 2008 papers finalized by then wasn't meant to be faults on both sides.now we get along great just wasn't meant to be.son Christian born December 21st 2005"named after the guy who played on nip tuck"lol.guy who played dr.doom in marvel.ex new husband is a protestant I believe and my son always says he feels uncomfortable everytime they go to church.he brought it up on Monday after I picked him up from work. I asked him do you believe in aliens and without hesitation he of course I do I always have.my Lil man is so kind and sweet even though he is 6"5 205 at 17 years old.someone mentioned about always seeing the number 222.my whole life it's been 555,the first live video I watch of ea Monday started at 5:55est 

@222 So your synchronicities and angelic numbers increasing? Realty shifting to perceive the Universe manifesting clues of guidance, ❤️ and support . Loving that. 🙂 your psychic abilities sound really strong. Do you feel like your always had those abilities? Have you tried reading someone or channeling? Kind of sucks feeling everyone’s energies huh? You feel when they are scared, nervous, frightened. But on the other side, you pick up on their joy, happiness, love. It’s a balance I guess. As with everything. I totally feel you on not feeling like you belong. Definitely a starseed trait. So , you’ve had like premonitions? In your dreams? On the tv,movies and all that. Me too. None of it interesting me any more. Life is way more interesting. So much to learn on the spiritual end too. I’d much rather be learning , practicing or teaching over watching a movie now a days. Although I’ve been telling myself I’m going to watch the newest John Wick movie. I was into the series before my awakening and I haven’t found motivation to watch it yet. 🙂

You sound balanced. That’s what you want. To be in that middle balance , centered zone. Nice. I go to reiki twice a week to try to find that balance. You’re probably really well grounded too? Nature. Your elemental connection. Do you resonate with fairies? Your family dynamic is very common. A lot of us are the only ones awake within our day to day lives. You should totally go to that Cosmic Awakening group session this Saturday. The whole group is about healing, activating and all that. Lily has great activations too. Talking activations and getting the abilities fully online. Energy work, expanded psychic abilities and so on. https://www.youtube.com/live/xgFsWF9uoC0?feature=share

You found a good spot to hang out for your awakening. Maybe we’ll record some Aliens together. I tagged Karyn in that other post. For our CE5 / meditation group 🙂

@nickq1233 I was told by Golden Arrow (channeled by Alexandra) that the 222 has to do with my spirit guides and that they have important things to tell me and that I’m very very close to be able to hear them. 🤷🏻‍♀️ So I dunno. But like you, I have also read that they are angel numbers. Regardless, I know the universe is communicating with me and I find it comforting when it does.

Yes, my dreams are either premonitions or precognitive most of the time. So for example: I have an uncle who’s really ill with cancer. It’s pretty awful and sad. A few days ago, early morning, I dreamt that I took some pills and I started gagging heavily and then started vomiting. The dream woke me up to have me feeling sick to my stomach that I ended up needing to take medicine out of fear I was literally going to vomit (I hate throwing up it scares me to do so). Later that morning, I find out that my uncle was gagging from all the medication and started vomiting black stuff (bleeding internally) that same morning I had the dream, and was then taken to the hospital. That’s just one example. I could write a book. I have experienced it my entire life. 

I agree with you on how your priorities have changed and I will also agree that John Wick is the sh*!! I watched the first two way back when and loved them but like you, I don’t have have the desire for movies much anymore. One of these days, maybe I’ll get around to it. What’s your zodiac? 

Interesting that you ask if I resonate with fairies. As a teenager, I was obsessed with fairies. Had pictures of them all around my room. Loved them so much I ended up with a fairy tattoo at 18. Bought some beautiful fairy sculptures as an adult years ago. Wow, was I tapping into something I was unaware of? So interesting. So many things are starting to make sense. I do not see fairies though and up until recently I honestly didn’t even know they exist. I should stop writing because then this message would be too long to respond to lol. 

@222 Nice. That can totally be it. Your clairvoyance seems strong. You’re getting the telepathic downloads as well. Oh man. On the premonition. Sorry that happened to you uncle. Having those abilities is tough in those ways. Just the added emotional factor to receiving impressions in those ways with a family member. Right? John Wick is the shit. Lol. I’m a Pisces. How bout you? 

Your elemental connection is strong. So cool that you had all that going on when you were a kid too. I want to 3d print a fairy decoration of some sort. Maybe Wings 🪽 or a full fairy 🧚‍♀️ outline. I love elementals. ❤️ I resonate highly with elementals. They are part of our incarnation lineages. Most of us had previous incarnations as a fairy or another elemental being. Do you resonate with Lyra as a starseed origin? 

@nickq1233 I knew it! I had a feeling you are a pisces. So am I and so is my husband. February or March? 
Can you see elementals? I really wish that when I looked at a tree I could because I feel such a strong connection to that tree, and whatever I’m connecting with I can’t physically see it, I can just feel it. 
I can’t really say that there is a particular extraterrestrial race that I resonate more with. I was told by one person that they felt Andromedan and when I researched their characteristics it seemed spot on but who knows. When I did EA’s “test to find out your starseed origin” (I think it was) at the Conscious Life Expo,  I came up as angel. So I couldn’t tell ya. I think I need more time to figure that one out. 

@nickq1233 Sorry, I think the topic at the expo was “unlocking your cosmic DNA” and I ended up with angel twice but there were only a select few we were comparing ourselves to so not sure how that works.