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I had the hardest time sleeping last night. Falling asleep, staying asleep, etc. I remember waking up at one point feeling like I was shifting between realities...like I was home and surrounded by all my stuff, but everything felt a little different, or looked a little different. I had a vision of a spoon that was mine, but somehow felt mildly foreign to me. It's a feeling of subtle unease that's hard for me to explain. Simply put, I felt like I was slipping in and out of alternate realities. So, I feel kinda weird today. Definitely going to try for a lil' nap now 🙌😊.
@beeejane spoons mean something for me as well. kinda funny but really happy thoughts 🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄
@beeejane "I was home and surrounded by all my stuff, but everything felt a little different, or looked a little different."
I think I can understand that feeling a little, in a way. I've had moments like that since I was a teenager. It used to make me feel anxious when it would happen during the day. I will never forget one event. I was at home, eating dinner with my family. At some point I looked at them, sitting around the table and I had a strange moment. I was wondering who these people were. I knew who they were but part of me felt like they were complete strangers. I pushed that thought away very fast because it made me feel very uncomfortable.
And then there were those countless moments when I'd simply have a sudden realization that "I was alive". I don't know how to explain it otherwise. I just became very aware of my own existence and everything around me would feel very "foreign" and strange and that would make me feel almost dizzy or out of breath. I didn't know what it was at the time, so I'd always push the thought away.
And I can't count how many times I was driving my car and would suddenly wonder where I was and where I was going before remembering after 2 seconds. I hate driving alone, especially long distances and/or being on the highway because that sort of shit happens to me all the time.
So part of me can relate a little to what you're sharing. I'm currently learning to stay calm and just observe the moment when it happens instead of trying to understand it with my 3D mind. It makes things easier and quite interesting sometimes. If it feels like you're shifting between realities, then that's exactly what's happening. Do you know Bashar? I watched one of his channelled events and he said that in order to create our reality, we literally shift through different realities billions of times per second. You probably became aware of part of this process when you woke up in that state.
@lane I can also relate to what you're saying. Starting at a very young age I would look in the mirror and get transfixed on the reflection. I'd stare into my eyes and wonder, "Who am I? What am I? How does this person exist? Where do I come from?" And the longer I would stare at my reflection the more foreign it became to me, which brought me to even more questions. I've never told anyone this before...I think I just assumed everyone did that, but come to find out after learning more about my ADHD, there's a lot of things I "thought" everyone did, but in actuality not many do. Very interesting indeed 😊. You know, it feels nice to have a bit of confirmation and a knowledge that there's this community who GETS IT.
Hahaha! I can't believe it! It's the first time I've met someone who's had the same experience!
You know, for as long as I can remember, I NEVER recognized myself when I looked in the mirror. I started talking about it a few years ago and most people I tell this to look at me with a little uncertainty in their eyes or with that "O.....kay..." look.
But that's my experience. I used to get very upset every time I looked in a mirror because I'd always say to myself, "What is this? This is NOT me! This is not the way I'm supposed to look!" It used to make me angry sometimes. Today, I'm more zen about it, but it still bothers me. I still have moments when I think "That's not me" when I see my reflection.
Now I know there are at least two of us on this planet who feel that way. 😀
@lane SO COOL 🙌♥️! I'm thanking us both for opening up and sharing 😊
@beeejane it happened to me too when I was younger, not anymore ! Strange feeling indeed!
@marieguerdin11 and now there's three 😃❤️!!