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Im a starseed possibilly being abused, but im not sure if i should do anything. Im worried that it will be worse if I get help. My dad has control of my savings. The scenario this time was mother's day. My dad wasn't happy with my gift for mom. He called it unthoughtful and called me an a-hole. I have been trying to not get upset when people call me stuff, but when it's from your own family, it's too far. He gets really angry a lot. And he always has an excuse to blame it on me. I feel like he's lowering my vibration. Still not sure what to do. Can someone please help me somehow?
@treemangistruman Hey. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Your post hit home a little for me. This may be a long winded response. Power over others is not ok especially if that person is using that power to express their own internal anger and struggles towards another. Your Father seems to be dealing with a very unhealthy level of deflection and is lacking ownership over his own emotions. Just because someone is an adult doesn’t mean they are emotionally mature. Some adults have the emotionally maturity of a child, literally. You shouldn't be the target of his internal turmoil. Sounds like he’s asleep spiritually and still trapped in the self sabotaging loop of aggression and power of others. That’s hard to deal with as a starseed. We try to avoid people like that as starseeds but in your scenarios it’s a family member. Do you think he would be open to talking though his abusive relationship with you in a therapy setting? I’ll share something I went through. Hopefully this helps. My ex wife was diagnosed with bi polar disorder. She was doing the same kind of things that you’re describing on a regular basis. She would blame others for her own personal emotional state and she was constantly causing turmoil in the family. My son became suicidal. My ex isn’t his Mom but she would take her emotions out on him and everyone in the family and it crushed his world.
I had to make a choice at some point for everyone’s best interests in the family. I enrolled us in a family counseling program that specialized in family related trauma. The group we were in had solo sessions with our family as well as group session with other families. You really get to see how bad it can get. There were Parents in that group that had been involved in aggressive tactics, belittling and even sexual abuse as the most extreme example. The program held the Parents accountable for their actions and the psychiatrists were big on ownership of personal responsibilities for everyone’s actions and outcomes. This drove my ex wife mad and she just wasn’t having any of it. She absolutely refused to accept her personal responsibility or accountability for her own emotional outbursts and trauma she was causing. She got kicked out of the program, literally. The Doctors asked that she would be removed and stop attending the program due to her emotional instability and refusal of ownership. She would blame others for literally everything and was angry at someone every day for things that she had done and was responsible for herself. She would deflect any time the doctors would hold her accountable and revert to aggression when pressed. I had to separate her from our family. We’re talking restraining order, law enforcement involvement. That bad. She would destroy property, break our windows at the house. She put a door side hole in the dry wall in one of her rages. I bring this up because she wasn’t going to change and she wasn’t open to trying to get better. She ended up losing custody of her biological children, my step children because of her level of instability and aggression. She was battling her own demons but wasn’t emotionally mature enough to look inside of herself.
Maybe your Father would be open to ownership and change? It could be a possible tool that you guys can use to improve your relationship. If not, you may have to break free that situation to get space from that power held over you. It’s draining and you have every right to experience peace, love, happiness, abundance, gratitude and balance in life. If anyone is ever taking that away from you a change has to happen. In the mean time maybe you can find peace in meditation. It could be a blessing in that regard. Rough times can open up a more sincere connection with your higher self and guides. Ask them for guidance daily and meditated daily no matter what. Maybe carve out 30 minutes before bed every night to meditate. Zero thoughts in your head other than what you want to ask and what you receive back. Don’t allow any your daily struggles to enter your mind during the meditations. It takes practice but you can do it. You’re born with this capability and you have so many abilities as a starseed. Get them activated and use this experience to your advantage. Hope this helps. We are here to support you and other starseeds going through these kinds of challenges.
I don't think my dad would be open to counseling. 99% sure he would laugh at me.
Thank you though.
I don't think my dad would be open to counseling. 99% sure he would laugh at me.
Thank you though.
Gotcha. Well, maybe we can come up some options to help you cope. Maybe get a little separation from what’s going on. Remember this is a temporary experience you’re having. You’re a starseed soul temporarily incarnated into an earth base human vessel having an experience here. An experience that feels heavy but it’s not why you’re here or who you are. You’re a multidimensional soul connected to a divine Source. I know it can be difficult here. We need to keep things in perspective and observe what’s going on in our incarnations here from a level above what you perceive in your human vessel. Like from your over soul /higher self. How are your meditations going? Do you feel like your activations are online, ie third eye, merkaba, chakras, kundalini etc?
Please check EA's videos regarding family. Maybe it helps: https://elizabethapril.com/?s=family&asp_active=1&p_asid=9&p_asp_data=1&filters_initial=1&filters_changed=0&qtranslate_lang=0&woo_currency=USD¤t_page_id=-10
@treemangistruman, that is quite a story, we wish you all strength and love to process everything. However, there is a lot you can do yourself. Feel if you resonate with this at least.
First i recommend a cord cutting routine, this can be done rather quick, but the first times I would advise something like this:
You can repeat the highlights of it every day. Then, there are multiple ways to learn to manifest the reality you wish for. You will have to focus on what your best life will look like. Meditate on the 'best case scenario'. EA provides some pretty good courses. I did the System Override, but I'm sure members will advise other brilliant good courses or workshops. Good luck!
Honestly I don't really know how to check if my activations are there. So I would assume not.
Thanks again for all the help
@treemangistruman Ok. You're on the right forum. There are a ton a great people here that can help you with that. We have some intuitive healers here that can actually check for you. Not only that they can removed any blockages that you have that may be holding you back from activating. Maybe reach out to see if they can help you. Here are two members specifically. @patricekrysztofiak and @s-daniels (Sandra Daniels). They are part of the Accelerated Healing Group. Patrice worked on me and the impact was huge. Identifying that you are a starseed is the first step. From that point you'll want to start activating all of your abilities. Third eye, chakra activations etc. You'll want to learn how to meditate too if you're not doing that daily. I usually meditate with headphones on listening to youtube healing or activation frequencies. Once you start gaining some momentum in regards to these activations it can change your life big time. We're here for a reason as starseeds so we have to activate our abilities in order to properly realize our jobs here. We're currently going through an ascension process on Earth. Not something that will happen in the future, literally right now. Are you caught up on the ascension from 3rd to 5th dimension and all that or do you need some help understanding what's going on? We can help fill you in on some of that information if you need that.
@nickq1233 I think I understand most of that ascension topic. It's like the human resonance shifts and stuff right? If not explain please lol. I also do meditation every day, but I usually fall asleep before or during. I will message one of those people, thanks again.
@treemangistruman Nice. Good job on your meditations. I fall asleep sometimes too. I'm sure you'll be happy if you end up reaching out to an energy healer. Yeah, it's both a human resonance increase in conjunction with the Earth / Gaia resonance increase. We have to increase our personal vibration to perceive the new Earth at 5th density. There are things that are preventing us from reaching our desired high vibrational state like blockages, attachments, imprints, implants etc. Also, how we perceive situations in our lives. It's a shift in resonance but it's also a shift in how we perceive the world. When we activate our third eye and different natural accruing energy systems, like our chakras, merkaba, kundalini etc you end up changing your perception. Like unveiling abilities and truth that was always there but hidden to us until our vibration increases and we activate all of our systems. I'm sure others can help fill in more gaps. There's so much involved but that's the most basic explanation I can come up with.
@nickq1233 Thank you for always sharing your perspective. I am also learning a lot from you ❤️
@lynp-2 Thanks Lyn. I definitely enjoy trying to help support our brother and sisters in this ascension journey. Figured, they didn't wake me up and give me the information if I wasn't supposed to use it to support the others. Awesome forum and really good people. Thanks for all you do here. I learn a ton of information on the forum as well. Love EA's videos too.