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I was in the bathroom aka Ascended Master Hangout. I was going about my business and I received this thought. Rodney, what if you are already in 5D? I was taken aback. So there is this part of me that wants the 5th dimension to be this magical place and things will be what I want to have happen. In my limited perception they are happening just in that way though the "magical" changes I am not seeing. I question whether I can see things any different than the way they currently are, I question if I can see the people and circumstances in my life any different than the currently are. I asked myself if I am unhappy, I say that I am not really unhappy but I am grateful for a lot of things. I hear, "then, start there". When you see that the matrix is what it is, when you have a deep internal descernment of everything within that matrix in the fact that you don't buy into it any longer. Maybe this matrix is just a creation within 3d and other creations that are not part of this matrix exist in 3d also. This, of course, may be just another stage in my development, but it sure gives me food for thought...
