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I was in the bathroom aka Ascended Master Hangout. I was going about my business and I received this thought. Rodney, what if you are already in 5D? I was taken aback. So there is this part of me that wants the 5th dimension to be this magical place and things will be what I want to have happen. In my limited perception they are happening just in that way though the "magical" changes I am not seeing. I question whether I can see things any different than the way they currently are, I question if I can see the people and circumstances in my life any different than the currently are. I asked myself if I am unhappy, I say that I am not really unhappy but I am grateful for a lot of things. I hear, "then, start there". When you see that the matrix is what it is, when you have a deep internal descernment of everything within that matrix in the fact that you don't buy into it any longer. Maybe this matrix is just a creation within 3d and other creations that are not part of this matrix exist in 3d also. This, of course, may be just another stage in my development, but it sure gives me food for thought...
@guitarb53 Yes, everything is quite interesting...ha I mean sometimes I'm just like I don't even want to understand it all you know? It's too hard sometimes for my brain to wrap around some things, like how the past, present and future are happening at the same time. Seems like you've got some good connection to guidance there though, and counsel. One thing leads to another and it's like you start thinking, I can't believe I never thought about that before or saw that in that perspective. I believe we see things based where our vibration is at. What we're focusing on and believing in.
@rainyangel There are many times when I think that I would rather do without knowing than know without doing..