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Hey all! I have been a member for a couple of months and didn't even notice there was a forum because I was obsessively watching as much content as possible. 🤣 Fairly new on my awakening journey (about a year and a half since it started and new rememberings continue to happen) but I first heard about what Starseeds were back in March and when someone explained to me what it was and I read more on it, I lost it. Tears poured out of me and everything finally made sense. I've been on an insatiable journey of truth and knowledge and now learning how to embrace my human which is a roller coaster of great days, ok days and "WTF did I sign up for this again" days. 😩
- Name: Elishama Joy - still waiting on my spiritual name but my Earth name means God has heard or whom God hears (religious upbringing) but I have been shows it means that I need to use my voice in my own quiet meditation time and also start to share my story and connect with people and bring people together.
- Origin: Originally from Anaheim CA, now in Waco Texas and still waiting (impatiently patient) on clarity from cosmic origin, I had a couple of ideas but nothing solidly confirmed yet. Lemurian seems most resonate for a lot of inexplicable reasons but we will see. The answers will come in time.
- Cosmic Society: I had been asking for further truth and clarity on things, watching tons of ET documentaries and really getting into Metaphysical documentaries and podcasts. I was surprised how long it took me to stumble across an EA video but when I did, it was a full body and emotional resonance with everything she was saying in that particular video. Hard to explain but I am sure you know what I mean. I was on the Q&A call this past Thursday and heard her mention Forum and was like "WHAT?? How did I not notice this??" So here I am trying to connect with more Starseeds. I know I am called to do so, not exactly sure why yet but for now it is to just not feel alone and also help others not feel alone.
- Something Interesting: I would say that I love aliens, always have and always joked around as a kid about being one.... to my surprise... LOL That does not make me unique in this container but it does make me a part of something really exiting to me! I love to dance and I am obsessed with mermaids and I made up a being as a child called and Angel Mermaid. Stuck with me all of this time. I love the freedom of the ocean (big Scuba diver) and flying. OH!!! I had a dream about an underwater base several months ago before I found this community and the Cosmic Disclosure docuseries... there were all sorts of beings and I had very vivid memory in the morning and the passing thought that it was probably real. It was confirmed through a couple episodes of Cosmic Disclosure when one of the beings I saw was described in one of the interviews and they had an episode on underwater bases. I was really blown away, not surprised, but excited and had no idea there has been so much disclosure trickling out over the past decade that I was unaware of. Timing is everything!
Anyway, thanks for reading and if it resonates to reach out, I am open arms to new friends! 🤗 🤗
EDIT: As soon as I posted this I was led t something that was undeniably confirmation that my soul is Lemurian. I still don't know all that that means but I am sitting here in tears and completely mind blown right now.
Welcome! I love everything you said and the way you say it! I would like to reach out to you privately to discuss some of the things you mentioned and see if we could help each other.
Welcome!!! Waco Texas is good country!! Wish I was closer to you!
@elishamajoyspicer What you wrote touches my heart. Most of my family and friends are not at all on the same page as myself. It is refreshing to me to hear someone speak like that. Also, I am happy for you that you have Elizabeth's community. I don't know you, yet I am wishing you the very best.
This hit me right in the feels! Whenever I have a bad memory or unkind thought I use a Joe Dispenza trick (totally cured my PTSD, btw) and now my brain automatically goes to a visual of me swimming in space. Sort of like a species of Plieadian that is not like Kinetik (the Plieadian Security Council member EA speaks with a lot). These beings are from the same star cluster, but a different star, and are referred to as aquafarian in nature. After I saw them on Cosmic Disclosure, I wondered if I was related. As a very small child (2\3 yr old?) My bio-dad was showing me Taurus or Orion and I pointed straight to Plieades and said "home". Both my parents heard. I was just learning to talk. Ever since Ive stared at Plieadies every night possible. But now that you mention this, and knowing all things are possible.... I wonder if we're related? Anyway, thank you for the post! Be well, happy, loved, and healthy♡
@spiritwarrior Hi Kevin! Thank you! Please go ahead and send me a direct message through here!
@elise-2 Thank you for your reply! I would love to connect if you want to chat through a direct message! I am even thinking of hosting a zoom call sometime for anyone who wants to chat face to face. We need to stick together! Feel free to message me anytime. I am blessed to have 3 friends outside of the community but it was only recently that I started meeting others like us. The journey is NOT easy however I do see how leaning into being human a little more each day is opening up more spiritual experiences and connections to like-minded beings.
@square-peggy Hi Lilly! WOW!! I got goosebumps reading this. So beautiful. I was really scared to share my awakening/remembering journey and realizations with my parents for a long time because of my Christina upbringing but have started to share more, especially because my mom has always had strong intuitive abilities and dad is a huge sci-fi buff. They have been surprisingly open to listening and fascinated by what I share. My mom may still be praying for my soul on the side LOL... but we have some great conversation about all of it. I don't try to convince anyone, just share my knowledge with passion. I love that your bio dad was connected and open about it with you. That is so beautiful. I am a HUGE Joe Dispenza fan!! Love that you are into his teachings as well.
We very well could be related in some way! I was drawn to Pleiades and Sirius when I first started hearing about them and Lemurians are descendents to my understanding but there is so much to learn and every time I get some answers I have 1000 more questions. I am trying to just sit with the information and wait for my next steps.
Did you ever feel like you had invisible people or beings around you as a child? Almost just like observing or protecting? I recently remembered this and I know we are much more open as children because we haven't been jaded by the heaviness of trauma yet. I would love to chat sometime! Let's keep in touch if you'd like.
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@square-peggy Oh my gosh! You are only 2.5 hours away. What incredible synchronicities! I am caregiving for my father as well. I moved out here last February to help him out and it has in turn helped me by giving me solitude to heal and remember who I am.
As for the beings as a child, they were invisible. I didn't know what to make of it but I just remember not being scared, not trying to talk to them though.
I will direct message you my phone number. Would love to chat more! I am still not how how to keep up with the notifications on here so I am manually checking when I get time.
@elishamajoyspicer Welcome to the community and thank you for reaching out❤️
I am in Austin next to Lake Travis. Nice to see someone from Texas here.