Hello Everyone

My name is Suzanne Cooper,

I have to say I am so excited that I found this family of like minded people. I am in Belleville, Ontario born in Halifax NS. My whole life has been dedicated to helping others. From childcare, to working with children with disability in the school system to joining the Canadian military. I have one son, Merritt (medic in the military, I’m so so proud )and I am on my second marriage. 

 I feel that I was brought into this world with depression with fighting to this day to control it. I was a very shy, hid under my bed kind of kid lol  I don’t remember a lot from before I was 6 years old but when I was 7 I remember having two white full length spirit shapes move through my bedroom at night. Also remember a lot of scarier close up faces at night that would pop up when least expected.   I still have experiences to this day but not very often.  Such as a very nice, very clear older lady standing by my bed when I woke. Once I blinked she was gone. No time to think or ask her a question lol  

I have been awakening and coming out of my depression to a point in the last year. Wanting to get off my medication but the system is so slow.  I feel my medication is slowing my process down with not allowing all of my senses to work with full potential. I have flashes of images once and awhile but not very often. I know I am surrounded by my angels at all times and the angels are the closest that I feel I’m connected to.

 My brain does not seem to want to work for me. I cannot remember details of places, names of where I have been throughout my life.  Of the many courses that I have taken, I would not be able to explain any of them. I have my Reiki 3, and would love to work with others but I can not form the words to explain what Reiki is.  I want to raise above all of this but I feel like I have been blocked somehow my whole life. I know I am capable of so much more.  My goal is too be able to work with others in one way or another to raise their vibration so we all can help raise the vibration of the world and the universe.

I want to have a past life regression or my Akashic records looked at but not sure which one would be best for me or who would be the right person to go to.

 
I was really hoping that EA would be planning another RETREAT in the States or Canada in the near future. I understand she has Bohdi but I would help take care of him for sure.  

I feel so lost and confused, I am on the fence on which way to go in my life right now. Am I on the right path, am I learning the right lesson by staying or is the lesson going to end if I leave the situation???

If anyone has some wise words or direction, someone that I can see for guidance online or in the Belleville Ontario area, all would be much appreciated. 🙏❤️

Sending Love 

Suzanne