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My name is Suzanne Cooper,
I have to say I am so excited that I found this family of like minded people. I am in Belleville, Ontario born in Halifax NS. My whole life has been dedicated to helping others. From childcare, to working with children with disability in the school system to joining the Canadian military. I have one son, Merritt (medic in the military, I’m so so proud )and I am on my second marriage.
I feel that I was brought into this world with depression with fighting to this day to control it. I was a very shy, hid under my bed kind of kid lol I don’t remember a lot from before I was 6 years old but when I was 7 I remember having two white full length spirit shapes move through my bedroom at night. Also remember a lot of scarier close up faces at night that would pop up when least expected. I still have experiences to this day but not very often. Such as a very nice, very clear older lady standing by my bed when I woke. Once I blinked she was gone. No time to think or ask her a question lol
I have been awakening and coming out of my depression to a point in the last year. Wanting to get off my medication but the system is so slow. I feel my medication is slowing my process down with not allowing all of my senses to work with full potential. I have flashes of images once and awhile but not very often. I know I am surrounded by my angels at all times and the angels are the closest that I feel I’m connected to.
My brain does not seem to want to work for me. I cannot remember details of places, names of where I have been throughout my life. Of the many courses that I have taken, I would not be able to explain any of them. I have my Reiki 3, and would love to work with others but I can not form the words to explain what Reiki is. I want to raise above all of this but I feel like I have been blocked somehow my whole life. I know I am capable of so much more. My goal is too be able to work with others in one way or another to raise their vibration so we all can help raise the vibration of the world and the universe.
I want to have a past life regression or my Akashic records looked at but not sure which one would be best for me or who would be the right person to go to.
I was really hoping that EA would be planning another RETREAT in the States or Canada in the near future. I understand she has Bohdi but I would help take care of him for sure.
I feel so lost and confused, I am on the fence on which way to go in my life right now. Am I on the right path, am I learning the right lesson by staying or is the lesson going to end if I leave the situation???
If anyone has some wise words or direction, someone that I can see for guidance online or in the Belleville Ontario area, all would be much appreciated. 🙏❤️
Sending Love
Suzanne
I had a session with Patrice yesterday and I swear at the beginning he had me crying with such sadness but by the end I was crying with excitement, joy and happiness. It was an experience I have never experienced before. He had my entire body running with energy, body parts jumping and moving at different times letting go of energy that was no longer needed. I know Patrice is the real deal because he told me a couple of things that nobody could have known about my body, it was just so unreal. He introduced me to another co worker who also helped me in an incredible way (Amy Matthew’s-beautiful energy, also in these forums)
I felt so much being released and I feel like a heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders. Waking up this morning I actually had so much positive things to look forward to. I even purchased a Cosmic Awakening membership for a year, that’s how much I am impressed. The site is a must to look into, along with booking a session with Patrice to get things started. Thank you so much Patrice, you’ve changed my life🙏🥰
It was an extra-ordinary session indeed ❤️
Miss Universe! (private joke)
@patricekrysztofiak You're really good with depressiion? I have sufferred from extreme depression non-stop for 35 years straight. And was an alcoholic for over 30 too. So when you were focusing on my root chakra the other day saying there was some sadness there, I wanted to laugh, cuz like I'm thinking when have I not been incredibly sad? I think I was 14 and under when I felt ok last.
@suzyq-spirit-ridergmail-com It's nice to meet you Suzanne. I can totally relate to the mental health issues and on and off medications. I just stopped them a few months ago. I sufferred from severe depression my entire life non stop. I feel blocked as well because I can't seem to feel anything good at all right now. Got a lot of ascension stuff going on, pretty crippling for me actually, so I know it has a lot to do with that. I've been in a prison of sorts for 38 years so yeah all this is a big deal for me. To finally be free? I know this must be done, it's just so painful, like my body and heart are going through a strainer. I'm trying to acknowledge and truly believe that I am a divine being of light, that I do have worth. That I don't have to suffer anymore, it's time to get up. Nice to meet you, hope to see you around on here.
@rainyangel
Angie,
I’m glad you introduced yourself, I think your in a great place to surround yourself with the right people that can help you on your journey of love and light. I really do believe myself and others come into this life with depression. I’m guessing it’s because we haven’t learned that lesson yet. Dam lessons lol
Have you looked at the Cosmic Awakening sight? I was told they have a once a month free zoom session and a monthly membership. But really the yearly membership was definitely the best bang for your buck. If you jumped on each zoom session it would work out to less than .50 cents a session. Well worth it if you can afford the one time cost. Hard to do I know. I’m actually jumping on one today about akashic records. They pick people from the group and let them ask questions. All so exciting for all of us, I never new this even existed out in the world for us.
When I finally started to awaken two years ago I was directed towards Reiki, at the time I only left my house for appointments and groceries. Now I have my Reiki 3, and have a small group of amazing friends who all have different levels of Reiki that I trust completely. Being able to apply self reiki everyday changed my life completely. It was a slow tearful process but when your around the right people it helps so so much. Now I’m with another amazing group of people thanks to EA.
Like I said I’m really glad you introduced yourself and hope to see you more. When I look at your picture I sense a beautiful energy and you are so important to all of us. We need you to help raise the energy of this planet in your own special way, and you will figure out all of that in time. Your probably doing it without even knowing it. Sending lots of love and light 🙏❤️
Suzanne
@rainyangel
Angie,
I’m glad you introduced yourself, I think your in a great place to surround yourself with the right people that can help you on your journey of love and light. I really do believe myself and others come into this life with depression. I’m guessing it’s because we haven’t learned that lesson yet. Dam lessons lol
Have you looked at the Cosmic Awakening sight? I was told they have a once a month free zoom session and a monthly membership. But really the yearly membership was definitely the best bang for your buck. If you jumped on each zoom session it would work out to less than .50 cents a session. Well worth it if you can afford the one time cost. Hard to do I know. I’m actually jumping on one today about akashic records. They pick people from the group and let them ask questions. All so exciting for all of us, I never new this even existed out in the world for us.
When I finally started to awaken two years ago I was directed towards Reiki, at the time I only left my house for appointments and groceries. Now I have my Reiki 3, and have a small group of amazing friends who all have different levels of Reiki that I trust completely. Being able to apply self reiki everyday changed my life completely. It was a slow tearful process but when your around the right people it helps so so much. Now I’m with another amazing group of people thanks to EA.
Like I said I’m really glad you introduced yourself and hope to see you more. When I look at your picture I sense a beautiful energy and you are so important to all of us. We need you to help raise the energy of this planet in your own special way, and you will figure out all of that in time. Your probably doing it without even knowing it. Sending lots of love and light 🙏❤️
Suzanne
@suzyq-spirit-ridergmail-com Thanks Suzanne. Yes I did join the cosmic awakening this month. I will keep trying I have no choice. See you at Bretts reiki in a few hours.
@suzyq-spirit-ridergmail-com I had a happy childhood with lots of friends and play. Didn't know low self-esteem or sadness until I hit puberty and dabbled in alcohol and cigs, then had some major life changes that were negative and fell into a horrific depression, that was the beginning and it never ended. I became an alcoholic for 35 years as well. So much isolation and despair and horrible experiences non stop all of my life. Especially that feeling of being utterly alone and never getting close to anyone really. Ever. I know there's a reason for a lot of it, but there's a lot that I just can't deal with, or figure out myself or in a 3D way. I go through worse days than others. Like today and yesterday felt really really bad. And then I might get relief for a day or two. Thanks for your kind words and i'm glad I met you on here. I've been on here since march.
@rainyangel
Angie,
yes there is a reason for everything but it’s sure not fun going through it, you’ve definitely had a long haul. It will be good to meet you tonight to get some Reiki love and alignment with Brett. Sending love and light ❤️🙏
Suzanne
A lot of what you say about your memory and brain function really resonates with me. Glad to see you here. I'm curious to know how your appointments go with the past life regression and/or trauma clearing 😊
Hi Barbara, this brain thing is very frustrating indeed. How did you do in high school? Myself, not so well lol Grade 9 But after I left I managed to pass my GED, go to College for two years with Honours and get through the Military lol But the downfall for me was that I was studying continuously to remember everything. Very exhausting. And still can’t remember names and places I’ve been and people I’ve meet.
I left a little review a few post up on this page about my session with Patrice.(Started the change of my life) Well worth the time and money. I’ve also been talking with others on the cosmic awakening site, who have helped me out with opening my blocks also and figuring out what is going on with me. Also what my gifts are and who I could talk to about opening them even further. Amazing group of people indeed. My third eye, my knowing and my energy are already becoming stronger. Incredible! I just spent over an hour talking on Skype with Amy Matthews (Reiki/Angels), very informative, beautiful soul just for a donation. Love how this group doesn’t want to break anyone’s bank account. I feel very blessed that I found them. Hope to see you around 🙏❤️
Suzanne
Hey Suzanne,
I did terrible in school, but just enough to slide by to pass. I couldn't wait to get out of there. I have ADHD, so that's what I understand to be the biggest factor in the fact that I was a slow learner.
EA is no longer doing one-on-one sessions but she recommends reaching out to a Beautiful Lightworker named Trina, to guide you through any Past Life questions you may have.
Trina specializes in guiding Starseeds & Lightworkers through their past lives and I think she would be the perfect person to contact.
You can find more information about Trina and the services she provides by visiting her website at: https://www.katrinamarie.com/about
To get in touch with Trina directly, please feel free to contact her at trina@shineabove.org.
We also have other Lightworkers in this group with amazing talent so feel free to reach out.
Barbara, I can understand about the ADHD, my husband has this also and did not do well in school. I practice Reiki on him to slow the brain down when it really gets bad. It also helps for when he can not sleep at night. Have you ever tried any Reiki for your ADHD? Bret on the Cosmic awakening site is a Reiki Master and is amazing if your interested in giving it a go. If you do, let me know how it goes. 🙏❤️✨
suzanne
Thanks Lyn, I really love that you reached out to me. I’ve been seeing a few different people but have not had a past life regression as of yet. It’s hard to know who to approach, so this is very helpful. My awakening drive has been on full speed ahead since I joined EA’s site. So many wonderful loving people that want to help.
Thank you again I will definitely take a look into Trina’s website.
Sending Love and Light ❤️✨✨🙏